I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Has anyone seen a...

I have see lots of folks this Christmas season, my kids, my sister, brothers and sisters-in-laws, aunts and uncles, cousins, nieces and nephews, the whole world it seems! But there is a missing person and I miss her terribly. Has anyone seen Elis? I just haven’t seen her around lately I’ve seen a mother/wife/sister/niece/aunt/teacher running around here but the real person I’ve come to know as Elis has been scarce.

The holidays have been fun but just too busy. I haven’t expected much play time but I don’t feel like we have even had time to talk. All this is still too new for me to take it for granted. I feel it would be so easy to fall back into old patterns, that thought scares the fool out of me! So while I love the excitement of the holidays and seeing the people, I want us back! I need a spanking, I want a spanking, I want alone time with Nick, I want to make love with our bedroom door open and be able to make noise if we want to! I am hoping that Nick misses Elis too.


  1. Anonymous5:41 PM

    Don't worry sis, I'm sure Nick misses her. I know the feeling though. Eva seems long gone too. But not too worry, with all your blogger buddies you won't be able to fall back to the old ways. Don't worry.


  2. I'm with Eva; we won't let Elis disappear. It's just "that week" that comes every year where we put the other 51 on hold.

    I have rarely, if ever, found that the distractions of this time of year last much beyond January 4th at the longest! Then everyone will be back in their own worlds and leave us to blog happily again (oh yeah, and SPANK!) for another 51 weeks!


  3. Being a fairly new spanko too, I know just what you mean. I really worried during our three day break from spanking that it would be so easy to slip back into our old lives. I sure didn't want that, though, and neither did Spanky! I hope Elis is back soon!!!!!!

  4. I think he does. I think I heard him mumble something about wanting to spank her while he was trying to help with dinner.

    Schools out, find Mollie a babysitting job. One where the parents go to a 10pm movie! I know exactly how you feel, alas. Except the busy Christmas part, mine was quiet and relaxing!

    When you find Elis and she has had her spanking, please send her back our way!


  5. I can relate to the way you feel about it being too easy to slip into old habits. Not that I've got any new habits, but I'm afraid I'm going to have to begin at the beginning again with the talking. Hopefully things will return to normal real soon, for us all :)


  6. ELIS, front and centre, you are needed.
    Don't worry PK she'll turn up when things go back to normal.
    Warm hugs,

  7. Honey, Elis is the real you. Now it's polite of you to put on other faces for other people, but I believe the real you is the one you share with us!


  8. Eva,
    Thanks, knowing you are all there helps.

    Now if we could find a way to keep work from interfering with our blogging and spanking time!

    I have always feared it might go away. We were the other way a long time. But I just can't see us going back ever!!

    You got it wrong, I was helping him with dinner! But together we did pretty well. Now as it happened both kids were out last night - more later perhaps!

    I am ready for some normal!!

    Thanks for the though, I really hope you are right!