I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Meme from my vanilla sister


This meme came to me from my vanilla sister in an email. I emailed it back to her with my answers. But I change a few answers for you folks! I hope some of you will do this!

Four jobs I have had in my life:

  1. Baby sitter
  2. Receptionist at a small gas and appliance store. ( I hated it! And it was Mom and Dad’s store.)
  3. Veterinary technician
  4. School teacher

Four movies I have seen more than once:

  1. Cat Ballou
  2. Steel Magnolias
  3. Same Time Next Year
  4. Driving Miss Daisy

Four places I have lived:

  1. Where I grew up
  2. Where I went to college
  3. Where I had my first job
  4. Back where I grew up

Four Shows that I watch (not necessarily regularly)

  1. Law and Order SVU
  2. My Name is Earl
  3. Dirty Jobs
  4. Ghost Whisperer

Four places I have been:

  1. Spain
  2. Africa
  3. Hawaii
  4. Canada

Four People who e-mail me (regularly):

  1. Eva
  2. Cassie
  3. Carye
  4. Mthc

Four of my favorite foods:

  1. Chips
  2. Cake
  3. Chicken
  4. Sundrop

Four places I would rather be right now.

  1. Home
  2. Alone with Nick
  3. At the beach
  4. On vacation with Nick, Eva and Adam

Four friends I think will respond

Everyone I hope and Paul, Carye, Mthc, Lilly I will post them if you like

Four things Iam looking forward to this year

  1. Selling Mom and Dad’s house
  2. Being one year closer to retirement
  3. Spending more time with Nick
  4. Traveling with Eva and Adam

Happy times

  1. Spending time with Nick
  2. Blogging
  3. Both my kids being home (for short times)
  4. 3:00 every school day

Monday, October 29, 2007

Satisfying Sunday

I had the nicest Sunday. LJ had already gone back but the rest of us got up and went to church as usual. Well not quite as usual, Mollie drove us. But she is doing fine! She was happy because there were 3 tiny babies in the nursery. That is her strong suit and the babies seem to respond so well to her.

Up at Nick’s parent’s house we had a fairly small crowd. Ten were missing so we only had twelve there! His mom is amazing! After visiting for a while and getting to hold the newest baby, three months old, we headed home. I got in a nice nap and played on the computer for a while.

Students didn’t have to go to school Monday so Mollie decided to spend the night with a friend. Nick went on to bed early as usual and I was watching TV and reading blogs when my cell phone rang. It was Nick. Now that is not like him (I sometimes call the kids in their bedroom but he never does!) When I answered he asked it this was the front desk. I laughed and said “Sure, why not!” He asked if a masseuse could be sent to his room!

Well yes I told him I thought I could round one up! Let me tell you that fine fellow got a full body massage and then some! I think if we went strictly by the legal code of masseuse conduct we may have broken a law or two. But I think it was worth it!

The Road Trip -- reveal

It’s Monday again and that means reveal time. The Road Trip appealed to me because it just sounded like something that could have really happened. I loved the pictures and I thought that they added to the overall feel of the story.

This week Nick got the most votes – 39 %, Todd was next with 30 %. Guess most of you thought it sounded like a man. Maggie got 17 % and Mthc 13%. So who wrote it?

Awww … who am I kidding I love the story and the author too! Yep, my very own Nick wrote this! Now you have to understand what his writing means to me. Let me give you an example of his writing before we started spanking – “Gone to the store”. Of course that was one of his longer works! LOL! In other words this has opened up a side of him I never knew existed. I was amazed and delighted!! He constantly surprises me! He has written several stories over the past year and I have loved every one!

Now for the question – did it really happen? Oh come, it couldn’t have. Remember I’m perfect – I would never bitch at Nick that way. But on the trip where we took the pictures I did have high hopes. It was foggy and we were in a fairly secluded area but there were just enough people around to keep anything from happening. I was so frustrated I could have screamed and if I remember correctly Nick laughed at me every time it seemed as if we were alone and then someone else came along.

I now have a message for you all directly from Nick “Tell them if I can write a Fantasy Friday for you so can they!” So LISTEN to the man already!!!!

Sunday, October 28, 2007

So far so good

It’s still so far so good on the kidney stone front. No more sever attacks and that makes me happy. I don’t know if I have passed it or it has just move to a place where it doesn’t hurt. But I still have that little time bomb feeling. But I have felt fine this weekend. Made it to the gym for a training session, LJ was home for a minute (that’s what it felt like). I took him to the grocery store for $150 of goodies. Nick gave me a wonderful foot massage that developed into a full body massage including a good girl. Yes it has been a fine weekend!!

Don’t forget to go back here and read this weeks Fantasy Friday! You can vote up until 6 this evening and then come back tomorrow to see if you were right.

Friday, October 26, 2007

Road Trip

It Friday again!! We have another great story today. But before we get to it I have to make one more plea. There are very few stories left in the Fantasy Friday mail bag! This is a good feature and I know we all enjoy reading them, not only for the stories themselves but because it’s fun to get such a variety of stories. It is fun to check out the different styles. Please remember EVERYONE is welcomed to participate, bloggers, commenters and lurkers. Please everyone send your stories to elisspeaks@yahoo.com

I love today’s story! When this one came in it came with some of its own pictures. Which begs the question, did this one really happen or not. The last two pictures in the post were taken by the author. Read, enjoy and don’t forget to Vote!

The Road Trip

It had been a hectic and stressful week and Eric was more than ready to get out of the city. That was why he and Jennifer were heading up along the coast road with a camera and picnic basket and hopes for a nice relaxing day.

They hadn’t traveled far when the fog started to roll in off the ocean, but at this time of year it could also disappear at a moment’s notice. Eric seemed unconcerned about the change of conditions but Jen started complaining, "too cool for a picnic" and "too foggy to get any good pictures along the beach".

Eric tried to ignore the complaining and continued driving while considering the possibilities of salvaging the day. He turned away from the coast in an attempt to get above the fog. After fifteen minutes driving up the twisting road the fog became even denser and the driving became more difficult. Jen’s complaining also became more annoying, “great idea taking this curvy road-waste of time- I’d rather be shopping.”

Between trying to concentrate on the vanishing road and listening to the complaints, Eric’s relaxing drive had turned sour. After enduring another barrage of complaints and suggestions to turn around, Eric wordlessly pulled off the road at a safe spot and switched off the engine. Walking around and opening her door, Eric took Jen’s hand and said quietly, “we need to take a walk”. The look on Jen’s face said she knew she had gone too far. Although they had only been together about six months she knew Eric would not tolerate griping. She also knew what the consequences were likely to be.

Holding her hand, Eric led Jen along a faint trail into the woods. It was very quiet and the fog was giving everything an eerie feeling. Stopping by a large fallen hemlock, Eric explained that what had started as a pleasant drive was being spoiled, not by the weather, but by her attitude and complaining.

Eric told Jen to drop her jeans and bend over the log. Jen looked startled and embarrassed. Although they were well away from the road, the thought of receiving the upcoming spanking outdoors with no real guarantee of privacy sent an extra chill down her spine. The fog did provide some additional seclusion as someone would have to be really close to see anything. Knowing that Eric was dead serious and recognizing the truth in the charges, Jen accepted the inevitable and turned toward the fallen tree and lowered her jeans.

Eric removed the belt from his slacks and started a slow rhythmic assault on her panty-clad bottom. After about twenty good licks, Eric lowered Jen’s panties from her reddened butt. Jen shivered at the increase in vulnerability, both real and perceived. A slight rustling of leaves caught their ears and they both turned in the direction of the sound. A deer was trotting toward them, but upon spotting them made a sharp turn and bounded away into the misty woods. Eric returned his attention to Jen’s now fully exposed ass and gave her twenty more with the belt, the last ten delivered with considerable force, causing Jen to squirm, yelp and promise to improve her attitude. Eric turned Jen around and took her into his arms. She hugged him tightly and apologized for the way she had been acting. Eric told her things would be fine. As Jen was pulling up her jeans she noticed the fog was getting thinner, maybe this was a sign that the day was not lost. A movement about 100 feet away caught their eyes. This time it was not wildlife but a young couple seemingly frozen in their tracks, apparently having witnessed a good portion of what had just happened. Eric merely nodded at them and taking Jen’s hand turned and retraced their path back to the road.

The drive was completed without additional complaints. They found a trail with signs leading to a waterfall. After finishing their picnic, they hiked to the waterfall where the fog added it’s own magic to their surroundings.

Here are your choices. It’s fun to see how the voting runs so even it is a pure guess, jump on in!





Fantasy Friday Survey

Who wrote "The Road Trip"


Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Eva's Three Thing Meme


I spent the morning at the emergency room. Got up feeling fine. Around 6:30 I could no longer ignore a cramping in my side. Not long after 7:00 I was doubled up and knew I wasn’t going to school. By 9:00 we were on our way to the hospital.

Grace, I know your ER experience wasn’t the greatest but I was pretty impressed with ours. We got there at 9:25 and were taken back in less than 10 min. I had asked Nick to get me some water but the nurse said I couldn’t have any. I said “Fine, but see if I give you a urine sample!” When she was getting me settled in a cubical she joked with me “Now about that threat you made, I do have to have a sample. If you can’t go I can get a little with a tube.” Talk about a threat! I went!

I was hurting bad when we got there but I had eased off. By10:30 they took an x-ray and soon the doctor came in and told me I had a kidney stone. Woopie! They gave me a prescription for pain, antibiotic, and a dilator. We were out the door and back to the house before 11:15. I think I have gone in for scheduled appointments and been gone from home longer.

I have felt fine the rest of the day. But I feel like I have a little time bomb inside me. I am either feeling fine or I’m in severe pain. I plan to go to school tomorrow. If I feel fine – super, if I have another attack I’m not sure what to do. I’ll let you know.

Three things I love
· The closeness Nick and I now have
· My children
· Blogging

Three things I want
· To retire
· For Eva and Adam to move south
· For LJ to be successful in his career (I know Mollie will be)

Three things I did this weekend
· I got a nice spanking!
· Had the house all to myself part of Saturday and enjoyed
· Taught Sunday School

Three things I hate
· Getting up before I want to each morning
· Parents who think there children can do no wrong
· That we don’t get much snow anymore

Three things you might not know about Eva
· Our dryer stopped working just after they left. Nick thinks they snuck off to the basement for some fun and games and tore it up!
· She really does talk like a Yankee.
· She spoils the pup in ways she would have never dreamed of spoiling her kids

Three things you might not know about me
· When I have to do something I am not good at I am easily overcome by the feeling that I am hopelessly stupid
· Before I was married I was bad to flirt with married men
· I am thinking of letting my real life sister read some of my stories. She has been asking and asking.

Three days I love
· Christmas Day
· My Christmas shopping day
· Last day of school

Three foods I hate
· Green foods
· Non green veggies
· Healthy foods

Three best things in my freezer
· Toaster pastries
· Hot wings
· Ice cream

Three best things in my fridge
· Leftovers from some restaurants
· Sundrop
· Cherry Zero

Three things I want to do
Go on a bloggers vacation, maybe a cruise for us all
Spend more time with LJ
Keep Fantasy Friday going

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

How I lose weight

I had a super weekend. I love my husband!! This good weekend didn’t start of the way. Friday is my weigh in day and I have been the same for about 3 weeks now. But this week I was up .2 of a pound. Not much, granted, but annoying just the same. When I told Nick he said “Well I guess you can blame that on Mollie’s birthday.” The statement depressed me I was pretty sure that once again he was quick to make excuses for me when that is not what I needed.

As I handed out candy to my students in each of my three periods I just ate some myself. I was discouraged and I started thinking about how I lose weight. I have needed to lose for nearly 20 years. I wasn’t big back then but I kept putting it on steadily a little more each year. Nick never pushed, he never mentioned my weight but he worried a little about my health. When I went through spells of trying to lose he was always supportive and encouraging. It never worked.

Then finally I opened up to Nick about my desire for spanking and some aspect of discipline. He really came through for me. But I realize now there was more to my ability to lose weight that the threat of spanking. I would say 95% of the time when I over eat it is because of boredom. But once Nick and I introduced spanking into the mix I always had something to think about! Had I gained? What would he do? What would happen if I ate that big old candy bar? It really takes very little to keep my mind whirling for days. In other words I was able to keep from over feeding my face by feeding my imagination.

An Ah-ha moment! To keep me from over eating I need to feed my imagination. Or rather Nick does! And this weekend he did! Once Mollie left he explained that her birthday was the reason, not an excuse! He headed me to the bedroom and told me to lose the clothes. We then discussed how he diet was going. I fessed up to eating candy several times during the day and he decided to lay down some new rules. First off I have to write down everything I eat – everything! The next thing is that I have to lose at least one full pound this week if I don’t -- no eating in front of the TV at all! (Thanks Todd and Suzy!!)

I am sure to a vanilla person this would sound outrageous, who does he thing he is?? But for me as a spanko! I loved it!! It feeds my imagination!!! And it has helped me keep focused this week. Went I start to put something in my mouth I think I am going to have to write this down. It slows me down. It makes me think.

I wish Nick really knew how much power I am giving him. If he says you shouldn’t be eating so much candy my thoughts are ‘whatever’. If he were to say “No candy this week – none!” I wouldn’t eat any. Of course Nick is such a nice guy this goes completely against his nature. But we are working on things. And it’s fun and that’s what I need to focus on the diet! I hope he checks the food log sometimes; if he sees something that shouldn’t be there I wish he would give a quick spanking. He is wonderful on making good use of Mollie’s absences and being sure we have time to make love after he spanks – no complaints about that, but I would love some quickie spankings sometimes for focus.

Anyway finally back to us in the bedroom! The warm up was excellent but for the life of me I cannot remember what he used! I was feeling happy and comfy on the bed, mind racing and my bottom stinging! But then he made me stand for the spanking for gaining this week! I hate standing with my hands on the bed!! I guess that is part of the experiences! Anyway he used the big, mean wooded paddle he made when we first started spanking. WOW!! That thing stings like hell! And he wasn’t shy about swinging it either, many times!!

But soon he switched to rubbing and it was back to the bed! The rest of our evening got ever better! It was fantastic! One of the best evenings in a long time! I sure hope making loves helps you lose weight!

Monday, October 22, 2007

Another great story!

I had a great weekend! I am hoping to write about it tomorrow. Meanwhile on to Fantasy Friday!!

What a wonderful story we had this week. There were several who wrote to suggest that they would love to read part two. I agree completely!! The voting was fun to watch this week but I want to point something out. I have had 708 hits since I put the story up and 22 people voted. Now I am not the mathematician that Eva is but it seems to me not everyone voted! It doesn’t matter but I do enjoy seeing how the voting goes.

You spread your guesses around pretty well this weekend Kallisto and Tracy tied with 7 votes each, Dove received 4 and Bonnie rounded it out with 3 votes. I know who some of you voted for – I love it when you email and tell me.

I got from an email from my super intelligent twin that started something like “Well I know it’s not Bonnie…” Ahhh, too bad my twin got it wrong!! It was the brilliant Bonnie!! I was so excited when Bonnie contributed! And as usually any time Bonnie writes a story it is a huge hit!! Thanks again Bonnie!!

Saturday, October 20, 2007

One more meme

Ahhhh, what a bunch of lazy thieves we are! But here is my meme.

More important I want to remind everyone to go back and read Fantasy Friday. Please, please vote. It doesn’t matter if you are right it’s fun!!!

1.Do you like cheese? It’s okay but I am not really wild about it.

2. Have you ever done heroin? Nope, and if I had I would never admit it!!

3. Do you own a bike? No but I really want on. There is just no place around my house to ride one.

4. What are you doing tonight? Just took Mollie to a party and have to go get her later.

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? No

6. What do you think of hot dogs? I like them, but no mustard please!

7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Silent night

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? I prefer Sundrop (my soft drink of choice) but now I usually drink Coke’s Cherry Zero.

9. Can you do push ups? I push up off Nick’s lap when he is finished.

10. Is your bathroom clean? What’s it to you?

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? I have two birthstone ring for the months my kids were born.

12. Do you have friends? I have friends

13. Do you miss someone? I miss both of my parents but I really miss my mom and talking with her.

14. Middle name? Same as my twin.

15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.

I hope Mollie is alright at the party

I wonder how the baseball game is going

I don’t want to put away the laundry

16. Name the last 3 things you bought.

A notebook, come by next week and find out why

Candy to give out at school

Mollie’s birthday gifts

17. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink.


Cherry Zero

Ice water

18. Current worry? Mollie at the stupid party

19. Current hate? That Mollie can drive.

20. Favorite place to be? I like being home.

21. How did you ring in the New Year? Stayed home with the family

22. Where would you like to go? Eva and I are trying to go to one of my favorite places during spring break, we’ll let you know.

23. Are you hungry? A litte

24. What/who made you laugh last? Nick

25. Do you own slippers? Nope

26. What shirt are you wearing? Tee shirt Mollie’s class made when we went on a field to Hershey PA

27. Do you burn or tan? Haven’t tried lately but I used to tan.

28. Favorite color? Purple

29. Would you be a pirate? They seem dirty and smelly and mean, so no.

30. What songs do you sing in the shower? I don’t sing in the shower, but like Cassie I like to sing in the car.

31. What did you have for lunch?. Rasin Bran and banana

32. Name someone who has changed your life. My 8th grade teacher.

33. What's in your pocket right now? Cell phone and keys

34. Best bed sheets as a child? I had some with bright yellow and orange flowers to go in my yellow room with orange shag carpet and green painted furniture. My mom gave me free reign for decorating when I turned 13.

35. Worst injury you've ever had? I fell down our outside stairs and got some spectular bruises in places I could not show off. This was long before I came out but I remember the bruises fueled fantasies! LOL!

36. How many TVs do you have in your house? Six

37. Who is your loudest friend? Mary

38. Who is your most silent friend? Robin

39. Do you wish on shooting stars? Sometimes

40. What is your favorite movie? Catus in the Snow, Driving Miss Dasiy, Steel Magnolias and many others

41. What is your favorite candy? Soooo many, mostly chocolate

42. What song do/did you want played at your wedding? Jim Croce’s Time in a Bottle (When my mother heard the title she wanted to know if it was a drinking song!)

43. What song do you want played at your funeral? Take My Hand Precious Lord.

44. What were you doing at
12 AM last night? Finishing up on the computer

45. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? It’s Saturday.

Friday, October 19, 2007

Fantasy Friday

Yeah!! It’s Friday again and you know what that means!! We have another fantastic story to read! This one is a real treat and I can’t wait to see how the voting will go.

Read, make your decision and vote by Sunday evening. I will reveal the author on Monday’s post!


As he approached the old lodge hall, Wes could clearly see the huge green and white banner hanging from the front of the building.

- - - Welcome Jefferson HS Class of 1982 - - -

The parking lot was full of every imaginable make and model of vehicle. Some of his classmates had clearly done well. Others, it appeared, were still struggling to establish themselves.

After finding a vacant parking spot in the back of the lot, Wes took a deep breath and reflected for a moment before joining the party. This would be his first class reunion without Beth. He was technically a free man. Unfortunately, this group was pretty well paired up and had been so for years. Wes might well be odd man out. Regardless, he knew it would be great to reconnect with old friends.

Moments later, Wes found himself walking beneath the giant banner and into a swarm of classmates.

“Wesley, my man!” shouted Biff Jenkins. Biff was practically a legend in town for his basketball prowess. He led the Fighting Eagles to the district finals in his senior year. His wife, cute, petite, and reserved, seemed almost his opposite.

“Hi Wes!” Wes knew that voice immediately. When he spun around, there before him stood Mandy Miller. Although normally outgoing and a capable conversationalist, Wes felt momentarily tongue-tied.

“Oh. Hi, Mandy. How are you?” He felt strangely nervous greeting someone he had once known so well. Because her maiden name started with the same letter as his, they seemed to sit together in many of their classes.

“I’m doing great. Bruce and I split up three years ago and it’s been a rebirth for me.” She looked great, Wes thought. Mandy was no longer the lanky girl in the sparkling majorette uniform. No, time and life had sculpted her into a beautifully mature woman.

“How about you? Is Beth here?”

“No,” Wes related slowly, “We’re divorced now.”

“Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry.” With that, Mandy took Wes’ hand and squeezed it.

“Please don’t be. Like you, I’m building a new life.” Wes recalled that he would have given anything in high school just to hold Mandy’s hand. He gently returned her squeeze.

Just then, the DJ started a favorite Cars song. Wes gestured toward the dance floor in the center of the big hall and asked, “Shall we?” Mandy nodded her agreement.

As they danced through two or three new wave classics, Wes learned that Mandy still lived in town and that her younger daughter was just finishing college. He shared how his dedication to his career had driven a wedge between him and Beth. He had learned from this experience and vowed to be a dedicated partner in his next relationship.

Mandy explained to Wes that her ex-husband was very conventional and wasn’t interested in meeting her needs. She lived with this frustration for years until she learned that he had been unfaithful. The split, when it came, merely formalized what had already happened long before.

Mandy and Wes stuck together for most of the evening. They were even asked once if they were a couple.

“No,” Wes replied, “We’re just really good friends who’ve been apart way too long.” And so they were.

It was enjoyable to walk around to each of the tables and become reacquainted with so many old friends. The turnout was excellent and the stories were remarkably varied. Some classmates had joyous achievements. Others had tragically lost loved ones. Some beamed about their children’s accomplishments. A few had chosen less traditional paths.

With each chance they had to talk, Wes found himself more enchanted with Mandy. She had been beyond his imagination in high school. A mere geek could never compete with a stud football player like Bruce. He was just her study buddy. Yet, she had always been so sweet and so friendly. And now, here she was, holding his hand and shining that lovely smile.

Later, Wes and Mandy shared a slow dance. The song was Sweet Love by the Commodores. Embracing Mandy felt like the fulfillment of a dream that Wes never realized he held. When she snuggled closer, he knew he had to find out whether they could have a future together.

By eleven thirty , the party began to wind down. It would soon be breaking up. How, he wondered, could Wes freeze this moment in time, or better still, allow it to continue. Mandy beat him to it.

“Would you like to stop over at my place for a drink?”

“Yes, I’d love to…”

As he drove across town, Wes could hardly believe his good fortune. He wanted to demonstrate his enthusiasm, but without scaring her off. In the end, he decided to act natural and see what transpired.

Mandy’s house was small, but decorated in a colorful, imaginative fashion that reflected the woman herself. When she offered Wes the promised drink, he opted for water because of the lateness of the hour and his long drive home. He thought he spotted a gleam in her eye when she nonchalantly said, “Oh yeah, right.”

The two talked for the next hour exchanging personal experiences, remembrances, and perspectives. Finally, Mandy fell silent.

“What?” Wes inquired. “Is everything OK?”

“Yes,” she muttered slowly, “I just need to ask you something.”

“Sure, what is it?” They had talked about everything from parenthood to politics. Wes couldn’t imagine what could make her pause like this.

“I hope you don’t think I’m weird…” Mandy drew a long, slow breath as if to muster her courage before starting again. “OK, once, a long time ago, Beth and I were at a club with some girlfriends. We were all really tipsy. Maybe I’m insane, but I distinctly remember Beth telling me that you spanked her.”

Wes wasn’t sure how to respond. “Well, I…”

“She told me that it was absolutely delicious and that she loved it.”

“Well, yes, we did…”

“Ah, so it is true! I have to tell you that from that moment until this one, I’ve envied Beth. I’ve had an interest in spanking since I was in grade school. I even looked up words in the dictionary.”

“So, you’re a spanking enthusiast too?”

“Yes! But Bruce had zero interest in spanking me. I felt totally rejected.”

“So,” Wes observed with a wry smile, “I guess that brings us to tonight.”

“Would you…?”

“It will be a genuine pleasure.”

“OK, that’s great. I need to go and get something.” With that, Mandy zipped upstairs. As she departed, Wes couldn’t help admiring her curved derrière wiggling beneath her skirt. It had been the inspiration for more than one teenage fantasy.

Mandy was almost sprinting when she returned to the living room. She carried a thick wooden paddle.

“I bought this last year at the fraternity/sorority store for the day I finally get my spanking. I’ve even tried spanking myself with it, but it didn’t work very well.

Wes placed his arms around her. He brushed a stray strand of hair away from her eyes. Then he kissed her softly on the lips.

“I want tonight to be an event to remember. I have no desire to beat you black and blue with that paddle. For what you need, my hand will serve nicely.”

Wes set the paddle aside and slid over to the center of the couch.

“I’ve never done this before, Wes.”

“I know. It’ll be fine. I promise.”

“OK, good. Shall I get undressed?”

No, that won’t be necessary. Just drape yourself across my lap and I’ll lift your skirt.”

“Oh, that’s a good idea…” Mandy positioned herself face down with her torso on Wes’ lap.

“Is this where you dreamed you would be?”

“Oh my, yes. Let’s start.”

“For this first time, I will stop spanking if you ask me to stop. If you don’t ask, I will assume that it’s all right to continue. This will hurt a bit, but I doubt it will be anything you can’t handle.”


Wes lifted the hem of Mandy’s skirt. There, before his eyes was the rounded bottom he had admired so many times – swimming and sunning at the pool in an orange bikini, twirling a baton at football games in her green sequined leotard, or dancing at sock hops in tight fitting blue jeans. Now, clad in lacy aqua panties, it was his to spank.

The first swat was barely more than a tap, but it elicited a shiver of anticipatory joy from Mandy. The second was firmer, but not hard. Wes could tell from the tautness of her bottom that Mandy had been working out. Successive spanks increased in intensity. Wes noted little squeals of happiness escaping from between Mandy’s lips. Soon, he was delivering solid blows to both cheeks. She responded by grinding her hips against his leg.

Wes interpreted this motion as a signal to continue. He pulled her panties down to the middle of her thighs. He grinned when Mandy lifted her pelvis to aid in his unveiling. Again he spanked, but this time, each strike was accompanied by the distinctive sound of flesh impacting against flesh. Mandy’s utterances were closer to moans of passion than cries of pain.

After a few minutes, Wes slowed his pace and began to intersperse rubs with the swats. At first, he caressed her pleasantly reddened bottom. Finding an appreciative reception, his attention moved to her feminine folds. Mandy’s panting grew more urgent until she exclaimed, “I can’t wait any longer. I need you to please, please make love to me.”

And so began a whole new story…

Now here are our 4 choices for this week! And each of these folks has a blog you can go check out to help you make your decision. Feel free to email me who you think it is but don't give your guess away in the comments!

Kallisto (Spanky loves Kallisto)

Bonnie (My Bottom Smarts)

Dove (Dove’s Surrender)

Tracy (Angelbrat)

Fantasy Friday Survey

Who wrote 'Reunion'?


Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Weekends and Birthdays

Eva has already told you that the weekend was great. There were some real changes from the first time. Not with us, I loved Eva from the moment I saw her (even before that really) it was the fact that she was lighter - and I do not mean just the weight. C.C mentioned it in an email Eva’s whole outlook was lighter. Walking distances, climbing mountains and excessive picture taking were thing we did not do the first time. We did all those things this time. This visit showed that she is healthier and happier and I loved the changes!!

There was another change and this was in Mollie! Mollie was very leery of Eva and Adam’s first visit. Who could really blame her? Mom goes from checking her email once a week to having the laptop as a permanent appendage. And this ‘women’ coming to visit has captured mom’s attention in a big way! On the first visit if Mollie was in the room she was either on my lap or sitting beside me and leaning on me. If she had been a dog she would have peed on me to claim her territory! It was very obvious to the adults but not to Mollie. This time was much different! For one thing she and Eva spent the first hour they were here texting each other. When I text her to say Eva had come to visit me not her she text back “jealous?” So Mollie had fully accepted them and not once this time did she sit on my lap. It was fun watching them together.

Mollie also loved the pup! Don’t let Eva fool you he was an angel while they were here. My dog, older, much bigger really enjoyed having a playmate. Of course once our dog, a little tired of playing, picked up his paw and swatted the pup on the butt! Don’t know who he has been watching!

One more thing – hold your breath! Mollie turns 15 today! There is a ton I could say about that but there is only thing Mollie is thinking of, today she can get her learners permit (provided she passed the test). I am guessing she can and I will let you know or you might hear my sobs. But here I go on another life adventure! Please pray for me!

Monday, October 15, 2007

Super Weekend!

Wow! What a weekend!! Eva, Adam and Pup were here! We had a wonderful time!! Couldn’t have been better unless they had stayed longer. More about the visit soon but 2 more important things to cover today.

First Happy Birthday to the finest senior statesman out here! Paul you are the dom of our dreams! All knowing, all wise, hot to look at and the most experienced spanker out here! I expect all the men out here tip their hats to you while the women simply do a backwards bow and present their bottoms!

You are so faithful about commenting and so kind and supporting when you do. Your combination of father figure, dom and friend make you the most wonderful man out here. Happy, happy birthday!

And now for the Fantasy Friday reveal!! Look like David walked away with the most votes getting nearly half. Nick was next and I was one vote behind him with C.C bringing up the rear with one lone vote.

So who was the author of “Lies Won’t Change Things”? The magnificent, beautiful and multi-talented


is the one! She did it! She fooled almost everybody. All but one, and who was that one? My twin of course! And NO! I did not give here a hint and wouldn’t even tell her she was right until she got here. She cheats of course, she started out as an English major and she is good at spotting different styles of writing.

So thanks again C.C for a wonderful story and for helping me get Fantasy Friday off an running. Please everyone, more stories!! This is opened to everyone - bloggers, commenters, lurkers, everyone has a story in their heads! Come on share it with us. Send them in to elisspeaks@yahoo.com .

Saturday, October 13, 2007


Hey ya'll!!!

Eva here. As you know, I like pulling off the occasional hack job on my twin's blog. It's especially fun when she's sitting across the room from me and has no clue what I'm doing.

Anyhow, I have a picture I just have to show her so I thought I'd do it here. Adam took this without it occurring to him the meaning behind it till just now when we were going through pictures....

So anyhow, here it is......

Friday, October 12, 2007


For all of you that might be here looking for Fantasy Friday please click here! I put it up a day early because of an even more special event!!! But please go and read it and vote!! I will reveal Monday!

What a special day today is!! Today, thanks to Bonnie for giving us this opportunity, we get to pay special attention to our silent readers. Lurkers may sound like a negative connotation to some but not here. I can’t imagine one person who has a blog that did not start out as a lurker at sometime. That’s the way I started – I lurked at Bonnie’s MBS and Cassie’s Space first but I just couldn’t keep quiet! These wonderful women were talking about my deepest, hidden desires and I had to jump into the conversation!!! And at first I did it totally anonymously. I really liked that part.

One thing that kept me from saying much was that I though all these people out here knew each other so well I didn’t want to intrude. All I can say to that is - please come and play!!

We are all just a bunch of kids on a cyber playground and on this playground we really like newcomers!!! But here we can talk about our love for spanking, our desire for our guys to be dominant, to discuss the conflicting ideas and emotions that go with this particular desire. And swirling through all that we also discuss our kids, our jobs, laundry, the weather, our health, and the million of other things that friends talk about every day!

I won’t be around as much this weekend because my best friend, who I met right here when I left my first comment on her blog, is coming hundreds of miles with her husband to visit with Nick and me! I lucked out by commenting on Eva’s sight so long ago so I can fully attest to the fact that there are great people to meet here. (And in case you are wondering, no there is no spanking or swapping or anything along those lines during these visits! We do not hesitate to discuss spanking in our conversations – but show and tell is not part of it for us! LOL!)

And I do have to apologize for one thing I said on our Love out Lurker Day last year. Last year I said we were all just normal folks out here, by saying that I inadvertently insulted Grace from A Day in the Life. So let me just say now Grace is FAR from normal!! Strange is her middle name!! Trust me on this. There Grace is that better?

So come on folks even if you know you are not ready to start commenting daily I hope you will leave one today just to let me know you are around.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Lies won't change things

I know it’s Thursday! Really I do, teachers always know when it isn’t Friday. But yes we have a Fantasy Friday on Thursday! Why you might ask?? Well tomorrow is a special day, special enough to move Fantasy Friday up a whole day and give you even more time to vote before the reveal Monday. Please come back tomorrow to see what is so special to cause this move.

But really who cares if it’s early we have a wonderful story to read! This one is hot and I love it!! You know the drill! Read, enjoy, think about it and make you guess as to the author. On Monday you will find out if you guess was right or not!

Lies won't change things

Did you go to the gym this morning?"

I knew the question was going to be asked and I knew lying wouldn't change the inevitable. "No," I replied slowly, quietly. "Um, no I didn't go to the gym."

"Did you make the bed or do any of your chores?"

Right on cue with that question too. Lying wasn't going to change a thing, so I told the truth. "No, um, I haven't done any of my chores today, yet."

"What have you been doing, as if I can't guess," came the question I really didn't want to answer. "Have you been on the computer all day?" he growled.

"Yes, I guess I have been. I didn't realize it had gotten so late. I'll get my chores done right now, promise!"

"Do those chores and do them fast, because I'm on my way home...Right Now!" The phone went dead and my heart filled with dread. We'd been talking for weeks about the time I spend on the computer. It's been interfering with everything in my life lately and he wanted it to stop.

The phone rang again causing me to jump. "When you hear the garage door open," said my very angry husband, "I want you to go into the bedroom, strip down to your panties, get on your knees and stick your nose in the corner. You will place your hands on top of your head and you will not move. Do you understand?"

"Yes," I gulped and squeaked.

"Yes, what?" he barked.

"Yes, sir?"

"Yes, Daddy!" he commanded.

I knew I was in for it and quickly complied, "Yes, Daddy!" I began to cry.

"No use crying, little girl. Get to work! You have twenty minutes!" The line went dead again.

I scrambled. The dishes went into the dishwasher. I wiped the counters as quickly as I could. I ran through the house, dusting and picking up items to put away. I dashed into the bedroom to make our bed when I heard the garage door begin it's ascent! I'd been working as quickly as possible, but he was home already! My body clenched.

Into the master bathroom I went to strip out of my clothes and place them in the hamper. Wearing only my thin white cotton panties, I made my way to the corner of the bedroom furthest from the door. On to my knees, hands on top of my head, I leaned forward and placed my nose into the corner as he'd instructed. My heart pounded and my mind raced.

"Slow down," I told myself. "You'll get through this, you'll be fine. He loves you and is doing this to help." I began to relax. I could smell the dry mustiness of the plaster. I could hear the ticking of the grandfather clock in the other room. I listened for his steps, but did not hear them. I waited. I waited and wondered what my punishment would be.

The minutes passed like hours before I finally became aware that he was standing in the doorway behind me. My mind had drifted. How long he'd been observing me, I had no idea. I began to turn my head to look at him.

!" he demanded. "I did not tell you could move." I turned my nose back to the corner.

"You, young lady, have gone too far! We've talked about this until I'm sick of it. You've promised you'd stop. You've said you'll get your priorities straight. Nothing has changed at all, has it?" I could feel him coming closer. "Answer me."

I began to whimper and cry. "I'm sorry," I whispered into the corner, in between my tears.

"No, I don't think you're sorry at all, little girl. I think the only thing you're sorry for is that you've been caught. I told you what I was going to do the next time this happened. Did you think I was playing? Did you think you'd be able to cry your way out of it? Think again, little girl. It's time to realize that at least one of us keeps our word. Stand up!"

I stood up as fast as my aching knees would allow. With my hands still on top of my head, I kept my nose in the corner.

Rough hands grabbed my panties and pulled them up between my clenched butt cheeks. I yelped in surprise, causing him to give them an extra tug. He pushed his body against mine, forcing me further into the corner. I could feel his hot breath on the back of my neck. I could feel his pounding heart against my back.

He kept a grip on my panties and pulled me away from the corner. "Don't you turn around or look at me, little girl. Keep your hands on your head." He led me backwards towards our bed. When he reached the edge, he stopped. "Stand still."

I heard the unmistakable sound of his belt buckle as he whisked his belt out of its loops. Without warning, he turned me toward the bed and began pushing my head forward. "Bend over," he commanded. "Do not remove your hands from your head, got it, little girl?" I bent over.

The first stinging slap landed hard, fast and hot on my right cheek. I shrieked at the searing pain. There was no time to recover from the burning blow before it was followed by another. "Start counting!" I complied counting every hit that rained down on my bottom and the backs of my thighs. By the twentieth slap from the stinging belt I was wailing. By the fortieth I was pleading with him to stop. By the sixtieth I was apologizing and promising with all my being I would not waste my time on the computer. By the seventieth I begged for his forgiveness and told him I loved him for all he was doing for me.

He stopped. We were both panting, exhausted from the physical and emotional exertion of my punishment. With gentler hands, he guided me back to the corner. "Back on your knees, little girl.", he ordered.

"Yes, Daddy," I replied then added a heartfelt "thank you" as I knelt. My bottom throbbed. The backs of my thighs burned. With my nose pressed into the corner, I thought about all that had just happened. I'd been a foolish and willful girl. I'd blatantly ignored his requests and broken every promise I'd made to him. The tears rolled silently down my cheeks as I struggled with my regret and remorse.

"Daddy loves you," he said tenderly, then he kissed the side of my neck. Daddy loves you," he whispered as his hands traced a tickling path down my ribs. "Daddy loves you," he murmured as he moved my panties aside to find my center wet and ready to receive him.

"Thank you, Daddy," I sighed as he slipped into my body. "Thank you, I love you."

Everyone leave a comment telling what you think of the story but don't give away your guess!!

Now for you four choices


David (Mthc's hubby)

Nick (my hubby)


Fantasy Friday Pick

Who wrote 'Lies Won't Change Things'?