I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
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Friday, April 29, 2016

Fantasy Friday - The New House, part 3

Yeah for Friday! I do love these warm weekends. I'm ready to get some flowers out and I'm looking forward to opening the pool. I was very excited this week to get a brand new Fantasy Friday story! No, you can't have it yet. I'll be finishing The New House first. Today we have part three and then the conclusion will be next week. But something new after that to look froward to.

You can find parts one and two here if you missed them. Please enjoy...

The New House
Part 3

It has been almost two weeks since the first of the month when they moved into the house. Jade has almost finished all the unpacking, since they did not move much from the old house. They gave their kids most of the old furniture. Keeping the dining room table and hutch, but replacing the chairs. They kept their bedroom furniture and the guest room, but everything else was new and had been delivered last week. The house was beautiful. Liam told Jade that he would like to throw a party before the end of the month if she could have the house ready by then. She said it would be ready by the end of this week, but they should give their guests two weeks’ notice. They decided to have the party the last Saturday of the month. Lithe said he would be inviting people from work and some potential clients, so he wanted to have a very nice party. He told Jade she could invite a few friends also.

Life was going well for these two. Yes Jade had to take her scheduled punishments on Fridays for not asking to spend so much money on the spanking horse. She had been through two sessions so far and had four more to go. Besides that they were enjoying their special basement. Liam would text “Be in the F room when I get home” F standing for fun. He told her he would refer to the playroom as the P room if she was to report there for a punishment session.

After getting the text, Jade write back, “What would you like?”

Liam would then text, “Surprise me.”

Jade would then go to the closet pick a costume and invent a scene. They had done this several times in the three and half weeks in the house. Sometimes Jade was a naughty nurse being caught steal drugs to sell for extra money. Sometimes a school girl caught cheating or skipping class. She also was a secretary that botched the paper work for a big deal. They were having a great time and their relationship was as strong as it ever had been. Life was good.

Her fourth punishment session was coming up tomorrow. The party was Saturday and the end of the month was Wednesday. If she could just make it to next Wednesday, she would not earn the extra discipline/maintenance spanking for being punished too often in one month. She was sure she could do it. Things had been going so well.

Friday afternoon Jade received a text from Liam, “Be in the P room and ready at 5:30”. She was getting the final touches for the party ready and hurried to get them finished before 5:00, so she would have time to prepare for their session. She went to the basement and made sure it was picked up. She put the bed back into the wall. Taking a deep breath, she walked to the closet under the stairs and pulled out the horse, the cause of all her punishments this month. She then went to the cabinet and retrieved the discipline strap and heavy leather paddle and placed these on the bar for Lith. She had 5 minutes left. She quickly used the bathroom and took off all her clothes. Taking a washcloth she cleaned her private areas since they would be exposed for viewing. She then walked back to the wood floor area and faced the corner to wait.

A few minutes later, she heard the door to the basement open and the bolt thrown, so no one could come down unexpectedly. Just a precaution, since no one else even knew about their hide out. He was pleased that she had the room ready and called her over to the horse. She looked at her feet and said, “Please sir, I deserve to be spanked”.

Liam was enjoying this and half smiled, “Why do you want me to spank you?”

“I went way over my allotted amount on toys and did not ask you if I could buy this horse.”

Liam said, “Yes you do deserve a spanking, now get in position.”

Jade did as she was told. She did not want to earn any extras. The first session she did and it was too much for her. She did not want to repeat that mistake. She offered her arms to be restrained and was still as Liam bound her to the horse. He told her it would be the same as the others since she was being so good. That meant 20 mid range with the strap, then 50 full swings. She was already pleading by the 30th swing. He made a comment about loving the sound proofing. At that moment she just wanted to scream.

With the first 70 swats delivered, he examined her marks. She was already bright red and some bruising was there. He picked up the paddle and had Jade count the last 30. Her bottom was more tender then usually since they had been spanking so often them month. She was worried if she could take 30 more.

Pop,, oww one sir. Wack.. ohhhh two sir…. On and on it went. Oh no she missed that one trying to work through the pain. In the end he had to give her 37 with the paddle because she could not catch her breath fast enough.

Liam put up the toys of correction and came back to rub Jade’s back and bottom. He had done a very good job tonight. He was please with his own handiwork. He let her up and held her. When she relaxed a little she remembered to thank him for her spanking and for caring so much for her. Liam took her over to the carpeted area and bent her over the couch and satisfied his lust that takes hold of him whenever he spanks her be if it pleasure or punishment.

She woke with her bottom still tender, but she still had several things that needed to be done for the party. She was excited to have everyone over and show off her new house. Liam and Jade exchange loving touches and glances all day. They were in such a great place in their marriage right now. All was good in the world.

The party was just getting going. Almost everyone had arrived. Things looked well under control, so Jade went over to her friends and started talking with them. She had been with them for over 30 minutes when Liam came up behind her. She did not know he was there. It was at that time she let the F bomb drop a couple of times. Liam quickly looked around to see if any of his colleagues or clients had hear this. It appeared that only one of them had. He backed up as if he were just now approaching her group, and called out, “Jade can you come help me a minute.”

Jade turned around and knew something was wrong right away. There shouldn’t be anything to help Liam with. She walked over to him and he took her arm and whispered, “Go directly to the P room.” He was smiling the whole time, so no one at the party realized he was upset. She was about to protest when he gave her a look that meant you better not make a scene or you will regret it dearly.

She made an excuse to her friends and snuck behind the screen to the secret door. She could not believe that Liam would spank her with all these people in the house. She left the door unlocked for Liam and made her way down stairs. The bed was already up since the horse was out from last night’s session. She quickly striped and folded her clothes neatly, surely she would be returning to the party.

Not knowing what this was about or how serious Liam thought her transgression was, she went straight to the corner and did not lay out an implement. She heard the door open and the bolt locked almost the same time she got to the corner. He really must be upset if he got down here so quickly.

“Over here now” he commanded. “Do you know why you are down here?”

“I am not for sure.”

He turned her around and swatted her bottom hard, leaving a definite hand print. “Ask now” was all he said.

Not really knowing yet why she was about to received what appeared was going to be a major spanking; she gulped and said, “Please sir, I need to be spanked.”

With that out of the way, he helped her on to the horse and said “You better hold on” He turned on his heels and went to the cabinet and got down the large wood paddle with holes and grabbed a cane from the can next to the couch on his way back.

Seeing this Jade was more than frightened. “Please tell me what I did.”

Wack… “I will tell you” Wack…”You used the F word in front of the people I work with.” Wack OOOOWWW… “You were to be on your best behavior tonight.” Wack…OOHHHHHH….’Instead you have not been a good hostess, but have been only taking care of your friends.” Wack….. “please no.” Not being restrained Jade had bolted up not being able to bear the fire in her behind. “That just earned you 10 more after the party.” Jade starts to cry. Wack… “oh gosh oh gosh”…She is holding on for dear life not wanting more after the party. Liam swings low and hard right above her thighs, Jade shoots up again. “You must want a long spanking after the party you are up to 20 with this paddle now. Some of his anger is gone now and they both need to get back to the party, so Liam presses Jade down on the horse so she cannot bolt up again and delivers four more very quickly. Jade is howling now. Again he thanks Jade for sound proofing this room.

“We don’t have time for the cane right now. Pull yourself together and get back up to the party. You better be on your best behavior and no one better think anything is wrong between us.” Liam starts to walk up the stairs and stops. “Don’t you have something to say to me?”

Jade still is trying to recover from the on slot of pain and manages a quick “Thank you for the spanking.”

Liam says, “You are welcome and you needed that. Now get up here and be good. We will be down here to finish this when everyone is gone.” With that he leaves. No hug. No rubbing her back, so much for the happy couple.

Jade goes to the bathroom and washes her face, touches up her make-up and fixes her hair. She slides back into her dress and makes her way back to the party, remembering to lock the door as she leaves. The rest of the evening she is the perfect hostess. Everyone has something to eat or drink, she is conversing with everyone. She makes everyone feel at home. Liam is watching and very pleased. He hated to have to be so rough on her, but she knew better.

Jade is all smiles as the last guest leaves. She did have fun even with her bottom burning. Dang this thing we do, she thinks. She wants to be angry with Liam for treating her so harshly, but that burn in her backside has changed from pain to lust. All she wants to do now is jump his bones. Unfortunately, that is not going to happen, at least not right away. One thing about Liam, if he says he is going to spanking at a certain time, he makes sure it happens. She looks across the room at him and he motions for her to go downstairs.

She unlocks the door for a second time tonight knowing this is going to be a bad one. She takes off her dress and kicks it into the corner. “I will need to wash now anyway”, she thinks. He had dropped the paddle and cane on the floor in his haste to get back upstairs. She picks them up and places them on the bar for him. Then she goes to the corner to wait.

He leaves her there for 15 minutes, before going down. He knows he has to spank her again so she can trust him when he says anything. Part of him wants to let her off, but no that is the wrong message. He walks downstairs undoing his tie and loosening his collar.

“Come over here” he says. No anger is in his voice. She is relieved. She knows he will still spank her, but at least now he is no longer mad. It is very unusual for him to spank her when he is mad. “Turn around”, he looks at the bruises that have developed. He spanked her much too hard. He is upset with himself for losing it with her like that. “What do you have to say for yourself?”

She reaches out to touch his chest and he backs away and shakes his head. He can’t have her touching him like that yet or he might not be able to finish what he started. She drops her head and wants to cry now. She hates this part of it. Just wanting to be held and forgiven, but that has to wait until after her poor bottom has paid the price for bad behavior.

“I am sorry that I disappointed and embarrassed you tonight. I should have been looking out for all of our guests. You were right to bring that to my attention, but don’t you think you could have just asked?” She knows she is pushing somewhat on that last comment, but quickly adds. “Please sir, I DO DESERVE a spanking for my bad behavior in front of the people you work with.”

He is so proud of her at this moment. She is giving herself totally over to him and trusting his completely. “I will not let you down then. Get into position.” She crawls back up the horse where she was last night and just a few hours ago. Her bottom is already so tender; she does not think she will be able to handle it.

“Please strap me down. I don’t think I will be able to stay in position tonight. “

He has promised her 20 with the big wood paddle and 6 with the cane. He wishes he could take some of them back. She did not follow the rules and jumped out of position twice, now she must face the penalty. Having strapped her in, he raises the paddle slightly and lets it fall. She is already straining. He wants to ask if she can count them, but knows in the end she will only earn several more so he decides to just spank her quickly and get it over fast. The blows will not be as hard if it is quick, but the fire in her back side won’t let up either. He tells her, “I am going to give you all nineteen very quickly to get this over with. You know that the fire will be worst, but the blows will be lighter. Are you ready?” She nods and he is off, lighting her up like a firecracker. She would never have been able to stay in position for that. Thank goodness for the horse holding her down.

Liam lets her rest for a moment. He is now rubbing her back and bottom. “After our talk down here earlier, you were awesome. You made everyone feel right at home and took care of everyone. I am so proud of you and the great job you did. I hated giving you this last spanking because you turned you behavior around so much.” He is still petting her. She is now totally relaxed. The burning feeling is starting to turn into desire, but stops abruptly when he says, “Now, you know if I tell you I will spank you, I make sure that I follow through so you can believe and trust me. You know I pulled the cane too. So you have six strokes left, then it will all be over baby. You will be completely back in my good graces.” Jade just whimpers to herself. She knows there is no way out of this last part. Heck she put the cane on the bar. She nods her head that she is ready and he does not make her ask to be caned.

The fact of the matter is that canes hurt, even if they are little stokes. He lands each stroke just below the previous one. When he is finished there are six red welts on her lower butt checks. She is sobbing now. He does not put the toys up but go straight to her and releases her from her bonds. He walks her to the couch so she can lean on it for support. She puts her arms around his neck and holds on tight. She whispers. “Thank you for my spanking.”

Moving the horse out of the way he lowers the bed and helps her into it face down. He then applies lotion to her tortured hind end. He lets her know that he loves her and she is a brave and good girl. They cuddle for a few minutes then need and desire overtake both of them. They make wild passionate love. Thank goodness tomorrow is Sunday so they can sleep in. It has been a long night. Liam is holding Jade in his arms as they fall asleep. Unfortunately, the peaceful feelings come crashing to a halt as she realizes she just received her 5th punishment from Lithe this month. That means no fun spanking this week for her. Wednesday will be her bad girl monthly spanking and Friday will be her 5th payment on the spanking horse. Oh well she thinks. He loves me and I love him. And this thing we do works for us.


Another big thanks to Catie for sharing her stories with us. I wonder how many spanko she has thinking about building a new house!  If you have a story to share please send it to elisspeaks@yahoo.com

Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Put on your thinking caps

When my mom had a question she would go to the beauty parlor or the bridge club. These places were full of women she respected and trusted. I come here – my friends here have some smarts and I hope they will have some ideas for me, well, us.

How do you find the books you read? Do you choose books by word of mouth, find them on blogs, magazines ads – where? I always tell you when I have a new book coming out and many of you have gotten them and I greatly appreciate it. But believe it or not, not everyone reads my blog – I know, I was shocked too! I don’t expect to become a best selling author, but millions of people enjoyed 50 Shades and I really feel that there is a percentage of those readers that would like reading about Cassie and Tom. So HOW to I let them know the books exist. This isn’t a rhetorical question – please if you have ideas, share them.

Meanwhile, I do want to use my blog to let you know of two great new books by two wonderful women. Not only fantastic writers, but also good friends of mine.

Leigh Smith’s newest book is Finding Love at the Trail’s End.  I love Leigh’s books, I love the way she writes sexy cowboys and I love that her cowboys spank!  This book took twist and turns and got me so wrapped up in it I was ready to spank Leigh at certain points! I know you’ll love this.

Following the death of her mother, life takes a turn for the worse for Lily Rose. When her father succumbs to alcoholism, Lily is forced to run the family's mercantile business on her own. However, when handsome wagon train scout Johnny Billings takes a fancy to her, she seizes the opportunity to get away, and although he forbids her to accompany him on the Oregon Trail she finds a way to finagle her passage.

During the long and often arduous journey, Johnny and Lily Rose fall in love. They marry and spend their wedding night beneath the stars under the cover of tall cottonwoods. Lily Rose, however, is frequently sharp-tongued and not adverse to throwing the occasional temper tantrum when things aren't going her way. But Johnny knows just how to deal with her... he takes her over his knee for a well-deserved spanking, an activity which usually leads to great sex.

Eventually, the newly married couple settle at a ranch in Fort Laramie where they look forward to a long and happy life together. But disaster strikes and Johnny is killed during a fierce storm. Grief stricken, Lily Rose is left wondering if she will ever be happy again. Some months later, Johnny's childhood friend, Luke, arrives and an instant attraction is formed. Perhaps she can still find love at the end of the trail?

But wait – there’s more!

Ronnie Soul has also come out with a new book, The Secret Diary of a Disciplined Wife, volume II!  Ronnie writes about her real life and I find myself jealous of her quite often. She and her husband P enjoy spanking for the sheer pleasure of it, but P doesn’t hesitate to let Ronnie feel the real thing if he feels it’s necessary. You will love reading about here life!

Real life spankophile, Ronnie Soul, shares with us some of the things she and her husband get up to in the privacy of their own home, or in a hotel, on board a boat... you name it. Here are extracts from her now not so secret diary, each piece focusing on a specific occasion, utilizing hand, canes, paddles, rulers, or anything else that happens to be handy that can be used to spank a naughty female bottom. And Ronnie does get spanked - often! Sometimes because she's messed up or been jealous or cheeky, sometimes because spanking is a great form of stress relief, and sometimes simply for the hell of it as she and her partner enjoy it as a fundamental part of their domestic discipline marriage. And then of course there are the delicious after effects of such spankings to be savored... where the sex is as sizzling as her well-spanked bottom.

Here are two great book for you – but remember my question. Please give us all suggestions for promoting our books and letting others know about them. And if you’re willing, please go to Amazon and write a review anytime you like a book. It helps sales and I can’t tell you how much that means to a writer. Looking forward to hearing your suggestions – even if you don’t usually comment, it you have an idea, please share.

Monday, April 25, 2016

What makes it real?

Have you even thought of breaking spankings down into categories? I see them that way these days – lite, medium and heavy. The implements could be the same, the length and intensity may even be the same. I’ve come to believe it’s the attitudes that makes all the difference.


These can be anything from the random swat to a real barn burner, depending on how hard you like to play. Lite spankings can be given for a variety of reasons. Maybe you broke a minor rule – no one’s mad, it’s just a good reason to spank. Maybe you left the basement light on, you’re sitting in ‘his’ spot, it’s Wednesday or he just loves having his hands on your butt. There is usually giggling, pretend outrage.  Squirming, putting hands back, protesting the implement choice, promising that the spankings isn’t necessary, more laughter, lots of rubbing and if the time and place permits other fun activities.


There is more thought behind these. Maybe you’ve done (or not done) something your sweetie is serious about. Something like leaving the car with little but fumes in the tank, ignoring the need to exercise, leaving your keys in the car over night. It could also include minor over spending or breaking any rule/agreement that you know your honey is serious about. There shouldn’t be any reaching back or much protesting and your guy needs to know you’re listening and taking the situation seriously. I see maintenance and needed stress reliving spankings in this category. Nobody has to be mad or upset but it’s not all laughing and squirming.


As I see it no one really enjoys a heavy spanking, not the spanker or the spankee. I’m guessing they hurt and that often there are tears and guilt and strong emotions are released. There the ones the spankee doesn't really want, but she knows it's not up to her. Things aren’t right and some feelings need to be broken though in a spanking of this nature. Things like a break in trust, lying, putting yourself in true danger. I think these could bring on a heavy spanking. I feel it’s something that has hurt the relationship in some way. I think the only thing I know I do/did that would fall into this category is pulling away. I used to do it quite often – I’d get my feelings hurt, usually something to do with TTWD (or don’t do, which would usually cause it). I wouldn’t tell Nick, I’d just close myself off in my head and secretly hope Nick would notice and care enough to break through.

But this wasn’t really being fair to him. I hide anger and being upset extremely well. I just go quite and nurse my hurt feelings. Not silent, just quiet. I’d talk if he asks a question, but I didn’t initiate conversation – I was already having the conversation (argument) in my head.

I don’t do this as much anymore. I’ve given up on some on some aspects of TTWD. I gave them up with a sigh and a little regret, but it was the only way to keep myself from falling into mild depression on a regular basis.  I’m not being completely truthful, with myself that is, I know the desires I’ve tried to shut out are still there and I still get down about them, but now it’s a couple of times a year and not a couple of times a month. Nick and I are a hundred times closer than we were before TTWD and I’ll be forever grateful for what it’s given us. But I feel there is another lever of closeness that we just haven’t reached, and I wish we could.

I think a great spanking relationship need all three of these. I think of it as a pyramid – there needs to
be a huge amount of the lite variety, fun, playful and full of laughter. A moderate amount of medium is needed to make things real and not just a game. But in my head to be complete, to put the point on the top, you need to at least know the heavy is a possibility. For me that brings the realism.

Friday, April 22, 2016

Fantasy Friday - The New House, part 2

Long week - I'm not wild about bus duty,  but it was the last time for this year and I probably only have one more ever! You gotta like that. I hope you are all planning a great weekend and I hope this story helps it get off to a great start.  You can read the first part of the story here.

The New House
Part 2

Liam woke not knowing where he was for a second, and then last night came back to him. They had moved into their new house, and Jade had shown him the surprise room she had added to the plans under the house. He knew she was building one, since she asked if she could. She had asked to keep the details to herself, so it would be a surprise for him. He had let her have free rein, and was expecting a small room off their bedroom about the size of a closet. This basement room had surpassed any of his expectation. He was very pleased with what he had seen so far.

The room was warm, clean, uncluttered and new. She had special lights put in so it did not seem dark and dank. It was very inviting and pleasant. As he lay in bed, he looked up and noticed there were three large eye bolts attached to the ceiling. He chuckled to himself thinking she has tried to think of everything that I might want in a playroom.

After he had given Jade her first of many long strapping’s over the new spanking horse she had bought for him, he had pushed the horse back into the closet and unfolded the retractable bed. When the bed touched the floor, two of the legs locked into U bolts that were reseated into the floor. He notices now that the U bolts were directly below the eye bolts in the ceiling. He immediately felt himself become aroused when he thought of Jade standing spread eagle where the bed was now, with her arms tied to the ceiling and ankles attached to the U bolts in the floor. He would have free access to her whole body. He thought how he would proceed in this situation. First the little tiny flogger, he would use that on her breasts and nipples until they started to stand out for him. Clamps then came to mind. Next he would lightly flog her pussy, making her squirm. He would then use the Martinet whip. He would use this on her bottom with some vigor, and then lightly on her pussy and breasts. Then he thought of the crop, yes the crop. Lightly tapping her nipples and hooded area with the leather tip, and then flicking those areas with the tip. Clamps would have to be put on those hard nipples. These thoughts were making him want to wake Jade up and start playing again, but she had been through a long session last night and might need to wait at least until tonight before spanking her again.

He got up and went to look in the drawer beneath the built in cabinets with all the spanking toys. He found ropes and all the leather harnesses placed in order in them. He smiled again, yes; she had thought of everything that a playroom would need. He was very pleased with what she had created down here. It would be well worth having to use the stairs to get to the playroom.

He realized there was a door on the same wall as the TV. It had to lead to a bathroom; surely she would not have left that out of the plans. He walked across the room and opened the door. It revealed a large beautiful bathroom all in natural tones. There were two separate sinks, a very large tub, and a huge walk in shower. He noticed that on the shower wall were several sets of handles on the wall. Jade must be planning spanking and sex in there too.

He walked into the closet at the back of the bathroom. It was full all different kinds of outfits. School girl, nurse, maid, secretary, and any theme you could think of. Again his mind was going to all the possibilities that this playroom offered them.

As he was walking out of the closet, Jade was walking into the bathroom. She could see that he was pleased with the way the playroom had turned out, that made her feel great. She had worked hard getting it ready and so wanted him to love it. She walked over to him and kissed him good morning. He inspected her bottom hoping he would be able to use it again tonight, this time for pleasure not for punishment.

He asked if there was anything else he needed to see. She took him by the hand and lead him back to the bar end of the room. There was another cabinet on the other side of the bed. She looked as if she was embarrassed. He wondered what could be behind those doors. He reached out and opened it and just saw a large white board that looked like a large calendar. He gave her a questioning look as if to say why does this embarrass you? She told him that she was thinking that he might have her record any punishments she received during the month. If she received too many, he would then punish her for not being a good girl for that month. It would hold her accountable for her actions and be a reminder if she was having a good or bad month.

Liam told her he thought that would be a very good idea. She needed to see how often she needs correction. He hand her the marker and tells her to write down last night and be sure to include the reason for the punishment. He also told her he would like her to get a folder and write the details of the punishment and why she was receiving correction for his inspection. This way he would know if she understood fully why she was being spanked. He could tell by her expression that she was not expecting that. He smiled to himself and thought; good keep her on her toes.

Liam then announced that if she received five punishments in one month, he would have to punish her again on the last day of the month. He would use the small paddle and he would give her ten hard swats for those five infractions. If she had more than five, she would receive five more swats for each extra infraction. This made her shutter. She knew all too well how bad that small wood paddle hurt. She would have to make sure not to get five punishment spankings.

Then she had a horrible thought. She was due to receive a discipline spanking every Friday for the next five weeks. That means if she was naughty just once the rest of this month she would have already earned an extra punishment session at the end of the month. As if Liam could read her mind, he said, “Put down your scheduled spankings you have already earned. You better be a very good girl this month.”

Jade hugged him and said she always tries to be. He hugged her back and kisses her. He told her, “I am very pleased with our new playroom. We will be spending a lot of time down here.”


Again a big thanks to our new author Catie. We know she is a good writer now here is a little more about her, this is what she sent me in 2010. She says 'I am a mom of almost grown children, a couple at home who are in HS, and one in college. My husband and I have been married for almost 24 years, and have been spanking on and off for the last 10. We do both fun and discipline spanking now, but it started out as just fun in the beginning. I wrote these stories for my husband. After reading them, he told me to go look for land to build on. LOL.' Sound like you fit right in out here. I sure do appreciate you sharing your stories with us too. And let us know if you start building that house in real life!

Catie has shared more of her story and that will be up next week but if anyone else has a story they are willing to share please send it to elisspeaks@yahoo.com

Monday, April 18, 2016

Terpsichore's meme

Last Monday I saw this over at Terpsichore's place. She had found this meme in her archives. I thought I'd give it a try.

1. How would you feel if you were outed among your social circle?

This answer is so different from one I’d given when I first began blogging. Now I can honestly say I am out to all my family and friends and it’s just fine. My BFF in real life pulled it out of me. There was such a change in me and in my marriage she knew something was up. She invited me to lunch and wouldn’t let me out of the car until I told her what was up. She thought it was hysterically funny – still does! Then I told my sister and she also thought it was funny. In other words, neither of them cared about any of it except they were happy I was happy. My other friends and family know what I write and never mention it to me, which is fine. It’s like all the worrying I did for years was for nothing. Once I felt comfortable with LJ and Mollie knowing, who else really mattered?

2. If you had to choose one spanking and could repeat it, which one would it be?

The first one Nick ever gave me with his belt. It was soon after we’d begun all this and he said I was entirely too preoccupied with what punishment would be like, so he was going to show me. He gave me six hard swats that lit me up! I bruised and everything! And it took me days to get the smile off my face.

3. Name two of your most favorite items (vanilla and something to do with TTWD)?

I’ll say my cell phone for my vanilla item, it contains my family, my friends, my kindle, my pictures… I love having it near.

For TTWD I think I can claim the computer. It has my blog, my writing and all my blogging friends.

4.  Book or E-reader?

I love books, I always will – but I’m practical and I love having hundreds of books with me at all times in my one little Kindle.

MY Kindle!

5. How do you prefer being spanked?

I like to be snuggled down on the bed during a spanking.

6.What can you see out of you window?

Nothing right now, it’s dark. But from this spot in the day time I could see all the trees in the back yard.

7. What's the most expensive thing you've bought in the last month?

My new crown! Wish it were for my head and not my tooth.

I'd love to see the rest of you try this one.