He pointed to the bedroom and I headed that way. He reached for the darn cane – now there is a real love / hate relationship. I mean I did ask for it last Wednesday but still it can be wicked! I think the cane is something that works perfectly well through jeans. Nick disagrees. At his request I lowered my jeans but left on my panties. He didn’t let me get away with it, he lowered them for me before me a half dozen little lines of fire on my backside. Rubbing them he said “This sure does make pretty stripes.” I’m afraid that was all we had time for. But he hasn’t been far from my mind all weekend.
Even with my hectic schedule over the last few weeks and for the next two to come I have felt like my libido in tentatively making its way back. I still don’t feel like I have much energy to play as I would like but at least now I’m thinking about it. That’s a big step in the right direction.
I’ll be around but this week belongs to LJ. Tomorrow we’ll have lunch at his grandparent’s house and then Monday he and I are going down to bring back all the stuff from his college home. Collin and his brother will drive all their stuff up in a truck (including the cats) next Friday and that afternoon I’ll take LJ to the airport and off he’ll go. Thank heavens for cell phones, texting, email, facebook and skype! So I hope to spend a lot of time with my boy this week – shoot I’ll even cook for him if that’s what he’d like. I just hope it’s a soothing relaxing week for him, because the next few weeks to come should be exciting, stressful, overwhelming and amazing. It will all become normal soon enough but when a kid from Podunk NC moves to his dream city of New York it should be the best time of his life!