I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Sunday, May 30, 2010

More of a good thing

Nick went on his golf weekend but not without leaving me something to remember him by. I guess he does still read here occasionally. Mollie kissed her dad goodbye and left for school Friday morning. I was headed out the door right behind her when Nick stopped me. It was Friday morning and he asked if I had weighed that morning. I had. Next question, did I lose any this week. I’m afraid that was a no.

He pointed to the bedroom and I headed that way. He reached for the darn cane – now there is a real love / hate relationship. I mean I did ask for it last Wednesday but still it can be wicked! I think the cane is something that works perfectly well through jeans. Nick disagrees. At his request I lowered my jeans but left on my panties. He didn’t let me get away with it, he lowered them for me before me a half dozen little lines of fire on my backside. Rubbing them he said “This sure does make pretty stripes.” I’m afraid that was all we had time for. But he hasn’t been far from my mind all weekend.

Even with my hectic schedule over the last few weeks and for the next two to come I have felt like my libido in tentatively making its way back. I still don’t feel like I have much energy to play as I would like but at least now I’m thinking about it. That’s a big step in the right direction.


I’ll be around but this week belongs to LJ. Tomorrow we’ll have lunch at his grandparent’s house and then Monday he and I are going down to bring back all the stuff from his college home. Collin and his brother will drive all their stuff up in a truck (including the cats) next Friday and that afternoon I’ll take LJ to the airport and off he’ll go. Thank heavens for cell phones, texting, email, facebook and skype! So I hope to spend a lot of time with my boy this week – shoot I’ll even cook for him if that’s what he’d like. I just hope it’s a soothing relaxing week for him, because the next few weeks to come should be exciting, stressful, overwhelming and amazing. It will all become normal soon enough but when a kid from Podunk NC moves to his dream city of New York it should be the best time of his life!

Friday, May 28, 2010

Sorry, not today

I didn't get time to work on Fantasy Friday - a repost - until late last night and there was something messed up in it and it wouldn't post. I was just too tired to try to find the problem. Too tired for much of anything but school will be over soon and everything should relax. I'll post one next week. I hope you'll come back. Sorry folks.

Thursday, May 27, 2010


A quick update on the cat moving business – I think I’ve found me a job for when I retire. I priced moving 2 cats from NC to NYC. If they can both go in the same crate its only $768 if they have to have separate cages its $1,016. As LJ said " For that money I could teleport them." I think I'll go into the animal transport trade!

Now I want to talk a little about maintenance. It’s been about 3 weeks since I asked Nick to try it. We’ve been testing the water. It’s still the time of year when work consumes me and my head is not into all this as much as I would like. And as I told Nick I have really been in ‘mommy mode’ lately between graduation, prom and LJ moving. That makes it harder for me to feel sexy, to think of myself as a wife and a lover. But each Wednesday Nick has remembered and that makes me happy.

I like the talking; I adore the spanking and let me tell you for old folks the sex ain’t bad either! We have blended the maintenance and spanking some and it been just fine but we didn’t Wednesday and that was fine too. We don’t feel locked into anything. Yesterday he mentioned me getting to bed 24 minutes late one night. He doesn’t seem to mind if I’m just a minute or two late. But he thought 24 minutes was overdoing it. He also wants me to spend a little more time at the gym and to start taking my vitamins again. I do forget them sometimes, well all the time – but I’m going to do better.

I like the time we spend talking. It’s important for married people to do that. Whether we talk about us, what we want or need, the kids, work, the house, LJ’s move – it doesn’t matter, it’s nice just talk. But just so you’ll know I’m the same old PK, I’m still greedy. The spanking part could go on twice as long and, as long as I get a good warm up, can be even harder! Will I ever get enough? I doubt it. But I’m hoping that once school is out and I can really feel like me again I plan to show my gratitude to Nick in ways I know he’s going to really enjoy!

I did ask for a bonus yesterday. Nick’s going to be gone this weekend and as good as the spanking was today I did want more. So crazy me asked for a little with the cane – I don’t like the cane, not even a little but I do like to end up a spanking with something I’m going to feel later. The cane leaves such lovely stripes and a lingering line of fire that will last. It won’t last for the whole time Nick’s gone (wouldn't it be great to be sporting bruises since he's leaving me alone all weekend?). But it was nice while it lasted and it will give me something to hold onto while he’s out of town.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I'm really pissed!!

I need advice. I am trying not to wring my son’s neck. I think I have given him enough good press here that I can rant a bit now. Does the boy have no common sense? All these problems that I’ve been worrying about – and asking him about – for over a year, have just dawned on him now.

I was in his town this weekend and I told him I would bring the van so if there was anything he wanted to send home with me we’d have the room. He said no, he couldn’t think of anything. So I came home with an empty van. Today (two days later!) I get a call from him asking if he could borrow the van this weekend because he needed to move all the stuff from his house there to here to get it packed on the truck Collin is driving up with all their stuff. Wait a minute isn’t that JUST what I asked him about?

The van won’t be here this weekend, Nick is going out of town golfing and he’s taking it. So now he wants us to go down Monday (my one day off) to move him. I don’t mind that, really I don’t. I but since I was just there why couldn’t we do it then?

Now the other thing I’m mad about. LJ wanted a cat, can’t blame him for that I got one when I was in college. But I kept telling him to wait until he got to NYC before getting one. I knew it would be a pain trying to move the cat or cats since Colin has one too. But of course he got one and now – lo and behold – they are having a hard time deciding how to get them there. Plane, Amtrak, bus, Fedex??? It’s going to cost more to get the cats there than the boys. They might be able to go in the cab of the rental truck with Colin and his brother. But will there be room? They can’t go in the back of the truck. To go any other way is going to be a fortune, buying hard carriers, getting them to an airport or Amtrak station will probably fall to Nick and me. Grrrrrrrrr… Why couldn’t he just listen to his mom?

And I’m mostly angry because I can’t yell at him and tell him how dumb he is to have not realized that these were going to need to be addressed before now!!! I don’t want the last few days we have together before he moves filled with me being angry with him. So I’m venting to you guys. Now if any of you have any ideas of how to get 2 cats from NC to NYC please let me know.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Posting on the fly...

How do I keep everyone updated when I don’t have time to write? Let’s see…

• LJ and Colin and one other roommate now have an apartment on the Upper East Side of Manhattan.

• So he has an apartment with a higher monthly rent than my take home pay each month, but no job.

• Due to weather and delayed flights and missed connections it took them 27 hours to get home. They could have driven it faster.

• Mollie took her baby sitting money and bought herself a Macbook – she loves it.

• I don’t like end of grade tests.

• We have tried a little maintenance – sorta. I’m encouraged.

• I crawled into bed last night, just a few minutes after midnight and Nick sleepily said “You’re just adding to your account – you were 20 minutes late the other night.” Who knew he was paying attention. Looks like I might be the one paying attention soon.

Not the smoothest post but I’ll try to do better as soon as school is out. That will be a lovely day!!

Friday, May 21, 2010

Fantasy Friday - Baseball, II

I have posts to write updating the NY apartment hunt and a great spanking I got. I will as soon as work gives me a minute. But things are going well in both departments. Meanwhile here is the repost of another great Fantasy Friday story. I think we all love a good brat story and this is one for sure! The author wants to remain anonymous but you will be able to tell she is a great write.

Have a great weekend and please enjoy...


I don’t ask for much, in fact I am very easy to get along with. I expect him to notice when I change my hair, tell me when I look nice, and put me ahead of stupid things like baseball. We both work hard, put in long hours during the week. I don’t care what he does, weeknights. But, come the weekend, it is my time.

I don’t know why this is so difficult for him. I bought him a VCR so he could tape the games and watch them during the week. He says that just isn’t the same, it has to be live. I watch taped soaps and talk shows; I don’t see what the big deal is.

I refuse to lose to a bunch of guys on television. I will make him forget all about baseball.


I knew she was spoiled when I married her. That's why we agreed on no children. She is a full time job all by herself. We both work hard, and make good money. Our investments will keep us in our old age. I have never wanted another woman, not since I first laid eyes on her, but enough is enough. I will watch baseball on the weekends. It is not as if I neglect her, a few hours of my own is not too much to ask.

Perhaps she needs another lesson on who is in charge.


I cannot believe him. I paraded around in his favorite get up, tried to get him out of his clothes, even got so far as sitting on his lap, then the commercials were over and he sent me off to find something to do. To add insult to injury he strolls in, after the game, and expects me to fall all over him because he has time for me now. Like I can just turn myself on and off like a television. At least I made him work for it. But this is the last time.


The next time she pulls one of her stunts during a game I am going to give her more "attention" than she bargained for. I must admit, it is comical to watch her. She's about as subtle as a freight train. She specializes in hard to get, but let there be a game on and suddenly she is panting for me. Just a few more weeks and the season will be over. I don't follow any other sports, so it will calm down over the winter and then the cycle starts again.


I have had it. This is now all out war. We had a "discussion" about finances last night. That's what he calls it when he has me over his lap and is explaining with the paddle why I have to follow the budget. I'll show him budgeting. As long as we are cutting back and pinching pennies there is no reason for an extravagance such as cable. They were very sweet about terminating our service. Sunday morning, first thing, no more cable, no more baseball.


Something is up. Whenever she is this sweet she's hiding something. I got a backrub, a home cooked meal and she practically chased me up to bed. She must have bought something really big this time. She hasn't worked this hard to soften me up since she decided she needed a sports car.


He doesn't suspect a thing! I will just go read in my room when it's time for the game, and act all surprised and hurt that he isn't happy that I took him seriously when he said cut back on the spending. He can yell for a minute, and then he can spend the afternoon making it all up to me. Let's see, make love, then off for an expensive dinner, maybe dancing, if we aren't too tired. Why didn't I think of this sooner?


Something is definitely up. We went out for brunch, as usual. Walked along the river. Then home, and she went off to read. No pouting, no complaining, no begging me to skip the game.


Just as I get settled and am reading, minding my own business, letting him do whatever he wants, he starts shouting. Demanding I come downstairs. I take a moment to make sure I don't giggle and spoil the whole thing, and then wander down, trying to look innocent and a little confused.


I cannot believe she would go this far. She canceled the damn cable. We get maybe three local stations, all poorly, without cable. I called to complain that it was out and they informed the "missus" had arranged for service to be terminated today. She knows this is the playoffs. Then she has the nerve to stroll in here like nothing is wrong, just can't imagine why I am yelling. I sent her upstairs to wait for me, in the corner. I need to calm down before I go up. The whole explanation about saving money and doing it for my own good was the final straw.


He is being such a jerk about this. I knew he would get upset, but I figured it would blow over, he would see the humor in it and then we would make up. It's only one lousy game. I hope he hurries up; I hate waiting in the corner, like a little girl. I hate waiting almost as much as I hate what I'm waiting for.


She looks so pathetic, in the corner, skirt up, panties down, sniffling. If I didn't know it was all an act calculated for sympathy I'd be ready to gather her up and forgive her. We both learned the hard way that doesn't work for us. I don't know about other couples but if she doesn't get her bottom paddled good and hard every now and then she just escalates.

I pull a chair to the middle of the room, no laying on the bed in comfort, this is a punishment, and a well deserved one at that. When I call her to me, she shuffles, panties around her ankles, and stands with her head down, the picture of remorse. I point, and she gingerly drapes herself across my lap. No lecturing, I start spanking, good and hard.

By the time the tears start her bottom is red and I pull the paddle out of my back pocket. It has been a long time since she has gotten a serious punishment. By the time I work my way down the back of her thighs she is begging for mercy, promising to be good, and swearing the cable will be back on tomorrow. I figure if she can still talk I'm not finished. It only takes a few more minutes to reduce her to uncontrolled sobbing. I let her rest over my lap for a moment until her sobs have quieted enough to hear me. Then I tell her the rest of her punishment. She has five minutes to wash her face, get dressed and meet me downstairs. We're going down to the local tavern to watch the rest of the game.

There will be no complaining, or we will come home and start over.


Knowing how some men are about watching their sports this girl was either the bravest or most foolish female I've read about in a long time. A big thanks to the writer and if anyone else is out there writing and you are willing to share please send your story to elisspeaks@yahoo.com

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

And the weekend continued...

Our wild weekend continued. Mollie had prom on Saturday night. She looked absolutely beautiful! But her Saturday until the prom was tense. It was her weekend to babysit all weekend – from 7:00 AM on Saturday until 7:00 PM on Sunday. So with the prom she and the mom worked out for someone else to keep them from Saturday afternoon until Sunday morning. The person that was to keep them promised to be there by 2:20, she wasn’t. Mollie had an appointment for hair and make-up at 3:00. She finally had to call for a back up at 2:30.

She got to the salon on time and I got to go by to watch the transformation of my baby into a gorgeous young woman. Then she was going to have pictures made with her friends but time was too short. We were all feeling pretty rushed and stressed about that time. Finally we took her to where the limo was to pick up Mollie and her friends. The other all had dates. Mollie said “I know I’ll be a fifth wheel but I don’t mind. I just want to have a good time.” And she did!

They ate Italian before the prom, tons of food there and then to Ihop to eat afterwords. She got home a little after midnight and stayed up to tell me all about it. Then she was up and over to her babysitting job at 7:00 the next morning. I didn’t realize how tense I was until it was all over. You always hope your babies will be happy and enjoy the big events in their lives.

I had barely relaxed from that when I get an urgent call from LJ Monday telling me that they think that they have found an apartment. Since Nick and I have agree to be their guarantor he was telling me I needed to fax my life and credit history to this real estate company – tax return, payroll stubs, photo ID, letter of employment, a pint of blood and my first born child. I think they are getting pushy!! I’m trying to get it all together to fax in the morning. I think this thing is gonna happen.

Now one more thing – we all know the benefits of spanking for stress relief. But when I get into full ‘mommy mode’ – which I’ve been in for a week or so now, spanking in far away from my thoughts. But Nick was thinking of it just a little. I had gone up a tiny bit in weight and before we left for his mom’s and her fantastic cooking he grabbed my arm while we were back in the bedroom (Mollie had already gone). He used the small wooden bath brush to help me remember that I didn’t need to over eat at his mom’s. Not overeating at his mother’s is HARD!! But even though that bath brush is nothing to play with it warmed my heart as well as my bottom that he thought of it and carried through. Believe it or not I have more to say on this subject soon. Come on June!!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

He did it!!!!

I'm talking about LJ now, not Nick...

That was the best graduation I have ever been to. Not just because LJ graduated, the day was really great. The college had its formal graduation, cap and gown and everything Friday morning. LJ had opted not to go to that one and he told me of this decision about 3 years ago so I was fine with that. But the theater department had it own graduation in a small theater. There were about 40 graduates on stage (as apposed to the 3,000 total graduates). This smaller group included only those in drama, in theater tech, theater education and LJ’s program – Bachelor of Fine Arts in Acting. The graduates and their professors were on stage and as LJ told me later everyone on stage knew each other well. My sister works on campus so she came over and joined us and of course LJ boyfriend, Colin was there too.

The professors that spoke knew these kids very well. Their advice was meaningful and their good wishes genuine. The graduates were mostly dressed in Sunday clothes. A few that had attended the formal graduation had on their caps and gowns. One had a baseball cap with the school logo and a tassel. It was relaxed and casual but meaningful. As the names were being called out the students did not receive just their diploma and a courteous hand shake. Instead there were exuberant hugs from their professors, who were handing out the sheepskins and most of the kids went over to the head of the department who was calling out the names. He would stop calling out names – return their heartfelt hugs and then continue on. I enjoyed it immensely!

Right after the program we were invited outside for refreshments and a time to visit with all the graduates and their families and take some pictures, we took lots. After all when these kids become famous on Broadway and in the movies I was to prove I knew them when!

Next we went to eat a late lunch with our family and LJ’s best friend and roommate at college and her mom, aunt, brother and boyfriend. Another roommate from their house came too. It was fun and good food too. We talked a lot about their futures, their plans. They are so young and so full of hope and promise. I’m excited for them. By the time I post this LJ and Colin will be back in NYC for a week of apartment hunting. Then back home Friday, get everything packed up they’ll move up for good early in June. I see some visits to the Big Apple in my future!

Friday, May 14, 2010

Fantasy Friday, The New House - part 4

Busy, busy, busy! Off to the graduation today so this part will be fast. This is the last part of Catie wonderful story - at least that I've seen. Lets hope she is writing more. This is a nice long one so you can take the time this weekend and savor it.

Please enjoy...

Life in the Burbs

Jade and Liam were settled into the new house now. They had gotten to know their neighbors and had even gone to some parties. No one in the area would have ever dreamed that this nice almost ready for retirement couple had the kind of playroom they did in their basement.

They had slowed how often they were using the room, since some of the newness had worn off. They both were still very happy with it, but Jades butt could only take so much spanking. She had also been very good the last few months. Unfortunately for her, she was about to be in for a session in the P room, which was code for punishment. She hated being sent to the room she had designed for that. She loved being sent there when it was use as the F room, for fun.

It was a beautiful day outside and Liam was at work. Jade decide to go out and read outside next to the pool. She was in her swim suit relaxing in the lounge chair enjoying the weather and the pool. She thought that getting a little tan would make her look even better in the new dress she had bought for a young friend’s upcoming wedding. She was thinking of the cut of the dress and realized that she would have a tan line from her suit. Looking around and listening, she could not hear or see any neighbors outside right now, so she decided to take her top off to get a more even tan. Once she was comfortable with that she thought she might as well go all the way and removed her bottoms too.

She jumped in the pool to cool off and was really enjoy the freedom of a private backyard. While still in the water, she did not hear Bill, the owner of the house next door, drive up. Bill’s house was uphill from theirs and from their second story windows; they would be able to see into Jade and Liam’s backyard.

Bill enters his house and starts looking around for his teenage boys who were home by themselves today, since his wife was out shopping with friends. He hears them talking and giggling upstairs and goes up quietly to see what they are up to. When he reaches them they quickly move away from the window and look guilty. Asking them what they are up to he walks over and looks out the window. Right about this time, Jade is getting out of the pool. He is shocked to see her standing there nude arranging a towel on her lounge chair. He turns away from the window and asks the boys how long have they been watching. The oldest says he had just noticed that the lady next door was in her pool and had asked his brother to come look, since they were trying to decide if she had a swimsuit on or not. She was in the water and they really could not tell.

He tells the boys to go do something else and it is not polite to be spying on the neighbors. Once they are out of the room, he tries to figure out how to handle this situation. He has become pretty good friends with Liam, since they had moved next door. They thought a lot alike and had a lot in common. He did not want to tell someone else how to live, but with young men in the house, he could not let this go. He also thought that if his wife were swimming nude in the middle of the day while he was away, he would blister her backside. Bill loved his wife dearly, but he had spanked her whenever he thought she needed it.

He had made up his mind, pulling out his phone he called Lith. “I hate to bother you at work, but we have a situation at your house. No, Jade is fine. Well, she is swimming nude in your back yard and I just happened to come home and found my boys watching. She was in the pool and they were not sure if she was naked. I really don’t want to be a bad neighbor, but it is the middle of the day and the kids are home.” Hanging up the phone he was pleased that Liam made sure he knew that he did the right thing by calling him. He said he would leave the office right now and have a long hard talk with Jade about this and it would never happen again. The way he had said long, hard and “talk” made him think that maybe he was not the only man in the area that spanked their wife.

Jade was reading, relaxing and enjoy her late afternoon, when she heard a car pull up into the driveway. She wasn’t expecting anyone, but quickly pulled on her suit. She was walking over to the fence to see who was at the house. She was surprised to see Liam getting out of the car. He shouldn’t be home for another 2 hours. He did not look happy; now Jade was worried that something bad had happened.

She walks out smiling to see what is going on and if everything is okay, but when he sees her, his face lets her know that for some reason he is not happy with her. She tries to stay positive and asks in a happy voice, “Hey hon, what are you doing home so early?”

Liam tells her, “You need to go right now to the P room and I will explain it all to you very shortly.”

Jade hates it when she is not for sure why she is about to have her backside tanned when she is not sure what is the reason until he has already started spanking. Liam has also learned that it is a much better lesson for her if she has some time to think about it before he spanks her. So when Jade asks, “Can you please tell me why?”

Liam, while directing her into the house says, “The boys next door were watching you swim in the nude.”

“Oh no, I didn’t think they were home today. All the cars were gone. I didn’t know.”

“We will talk about it in a min, now get downstairs and be in the bathroom.”

Jade slowly walks to the hidden door and proceeds downstairs. She is very embarrassed that the kids next door were watching her, but they would not have called Lith. OMG, one of their parents must have seen her too. If it was Carol, she would have just called or come into the backyard. They had become very good friends. That means it was Bill. Liam must be totally embarrassed, having the neighbor call to tell him his wife was swimming nude and the kids were watching. She didn’t know how she was ever going to be able to face them. Maybe they would have to move. She loved this house and had worked so hard on getting everything just the way she wanted it.

By now she had reached the back of the basement where the big wonderful bathroom was, she took off her swimsuit and waited for Lith. She knew she was in big trouble, but she also knew this was all her own doing. She actually didn’t need to be spanked for punishment. She was already beating herself up for her lack of discretion, but she needed to be spanked to relieve some of the guilt she was feeling. Why did she not just take the shoulder straps off? Stupid, stupid, stupid. Now she was going to pay for this mistake big time. Liam must think this deserved a harsher punishment or he would not have come home early from work. Jeez, this is not the end result to the beautiful day she had been having.

She heard him close the door at the bottom of the stairs; she was really getting nervous now. She could hear him opening the cabinet on the wall in the other room where all the implements were stored. She used the word implement in her mind and not toy, since she knew it would not be used as a toy this afternoon.

She was almost already in tears when Liam walked into the room. He could tell that she had figured out how he knew to come home and could tell that she was remorseful already. That would not get her out of this discipline session though. He needed to make sure this never happened again. He liked this new house and area and would not be put into a situation that caused them to be uncomfortable in their own house again.

“Guess who I got a call from today.” He asked.

“I think it must have been Bill”.

“Yep, do you know how embarrassing that call was for both of us? What were you thinking? You don’t act like that, especially if I am not around. What if the meter guy would have come this afternoon? What if some of those workmen down the street saw you and knew you were home alone. They could have come and raped you and no one would be here to protect you. You weren’t thinking how unsafe it is for a woman to flaunt their naked body is. I don’t know what I would have done if anything happened to you because you exposed yourself to danger.” Jade had not thought of the safety issue. Now she knew he would not go easy on her. He did not tolerate her being unsafe. It really scared him when he thought of anything bad happening to her. And he always showed his concern with a hard spanking.

“Now, we also have to make this situation right with Bill and Carol. I am thinking that they will have to know about our life style. I can’t live here if the neighbors think that we don’t care that their kids saw you naked. It was not like they were looking in our windows. No, you went outside for the whole world to see. Bill needs to know that I took care of the situation and it will not be repeated. I have a feeling from some of our conversations that he might actually spank Carol too. If that is true, then I am sure that this situation might even make us better friends in the long run. If he doesn’t spank her, at least he will know that we feel your actions today were inappropriate and you will not be sunbathing nude again. Do you agree?”

Jade was almost panicked now. She had never told anyone about this part of their lives. Now Liam wanted to tell the neighbor that he has blistered her butt. “Can’t we just apologize and let them know I will not do this again? They don’t need to know you spanked me.”

“Honey, I think Bill is very much like me. If he knows I took action about this difficult situation, he will feel more comfortable about having to have made that difficult call to me. Men don’t like to deal with situations like that, but he had to think of his kids. Plus if he does spank Carol, we can be even more ourselves around them. We have never had spanking friends before. It might actually be better for us all. Now let’s get on with this.”

Jade knew she could not change his mind. Their secrete life style would be known. Liam must trust Bill, maybe Bill had already alluded to spanking Carol. He seemed to think Bill would not find it out of the ordinary or uncalled for. Carol had made a few comments of having to get something’s done for Bill or he would not be happy with her. It would actually be kind of nice to have someone to talk to about this with. Jade took a deep breath and remember she was required to ask for any spankings and said” “Please sir, I have been naughty and Deserve to be punished.”

This was not how she usually asked for a spanking. Liam could tell she knew she had messed up big time. He would have to not disappoint her and take his time and do a good job of letting her know she had been a very bad girl today and would pay for her actions. She needed this.

He told her to get into the shower. It was a very large open front shower. When Jade designed it she had the builders install handles on the walls in various places. Liam turned on the water and tested the temperature when it was good he had Jade take hold of a set of handles. He then cuffed her to the handles so she would not be able to leave the shower or use her hands. Next, he told her to step a couple steps back and bend over. He sprayed her with water and washed off all the sweat and sun block. Now he produced the rubber paddle. She had not seen what he had brought back to the bathroom with him. This paddle hurt like the dickens anyway, but he now had her backside wet knowing that the sting of this paddle would double if her bottom was wet.

“I thought this would be appropriate since you wanted to be naughty in the water then you should be wet when you are paying the price for that behavior. Don’t you agree? Now tell me why you deserve this.”

He knows she hates having to ask for and admit she needs to be spanked. “I was did not think about my safety, I corrupted minors, and I embarrassed myself and the family.”

He was surprised again that she really was taking this all so to heart. He knew this would never happen again even before the spanking started. “Very good, since you know that you have been so bad and deserve this I will not let you down. You will never want to behave without thinking about the consequences again.”

With that said he brought the rubber paddle down with a good solid blow. Jade screamed and tried to move away out of pure instinct. Man that paddle stung. Liam applied it again with another solid stroke. Jade knew what to expect this time, but she still yelled out and tried to move out of the way. Liam stopped and reminded her that she has asked for and deserved this. He told her to stay still because they were just getting started. He turned off the water before drying her mid section. Then he left the room. She was wondering what he could be doing. When he came back he had a waist belt that had places to attach restraints to. He then put the belt on her and tied the front to a handle near the floor of the shower and the sides to handles that were waist high on both sides of the shower. She had some wiggle room but not much now.

“Since you are having trouble holding still, I thought this would help you get through this. Good thing the neighbors can’t hear you. We have just started and you have already been making a lot of noise. Try to hold it down, or I might have to add some more on to this punishment and we have just began a long session. Do you understand?” Jade could not bring herself to say anything, but nodded her head that she understood.

Liam began spank her hard with the rubber paddle. After every 5 swats he would run it under the water to rewet her bottom. Her backside was turning a bright shade of red. She was squirming, yelping and stomping her feet the whole time. This appeared to be a very painful punishment.

After he had thought she had been thoroughly punished, he started to free her from the ropes. Once freed she went over and hugged Lith. She was crying and saying she should have never gone nude. Liam could not help but hug her back, but then he took her by the hand and said, “That was only the first part of your punishment. If you are good and take your medicine there will only be two more parts. Your behavior will determine when we are done. That wet spanking was for going skinny dipping in the middle of the day. This next punishment will be for showing your girly parts to the neighbors.”

With that he walked her to the middle of the wooden floor where the U bolts were in the floor and had her spread her legs apart while he attached an ankle to each. He had already run a rope through the I-bolts in the ceiling. He tied them to the wrist bands he had placed on her and started pulling the ropes until she was spread eagle standing in the middle of the room. After tying them into place, he went to the cabinet and got out several items. Jade could only see that he had the riding crop.

“Now we need to talk. Whose breasts and nipples are these?” he asked, lightly tapping them with the tip of the crop.

Jade looked at him questioningly. He had never asked her that before. She thought a moment and said. “Ours, yours and mine”

Liam smiled at that and said, “That’s right. Only we are allowed to touch, see, and play with them, so today did someone else see them.”

“Yes sir.” She murmured.

“And whose pussy is this? He asks as he softly drags the tip of the crop over that area.

“Just ours sir.”

“Well I think they deserve to be punished for being exposed to someone other than ourselves. Don’t you agree?” Liam says as he runs the crop from her breasts to her nether parts.

Jade knows he will do it anyway, but if she does not agree the punishment will be worst. She nods her head.

“Ask for it and tell me why you need this.”

Jade was not expecting this form of punishment. She does not know if she can ask for it, then she feels the sharp bite of the crop across her still tender and aching bottom. “Ask for it now” she hears Liam say.

“Please sir, I should have never allowed another man to see my privates. Please help me learn not to let that happen again.”

“Very good, I will be glad to help you with that.” Liam knows that her privates are very sensitive and that he will have to take care not to be too rough. He starts out lightly tapping her nipples with the leather tip and increases the impact until he can tell she is uncomfortable. Her nipples harden and stand out as her body reacts to this stimulation. This is what Liam was hoping for and reaches into his pocket for the clamps he had gotten for the cabinet earlier. Placing them on each nipple he adjusts them until Jade whimpers as they pinch.

He then moves the crop to her lower regions and runs it along her inter thighs and privates, since her legs are spread he has easy access to the whole area. He lightly taps his target and asks again. “Whose is this?”

“Just ours”

“Don’t ever forget that again.” He says as he gives a sharp flick of the crop tip to her pussy. She cries out at the shock of the blow. Even though it was not a hard blow, the area is very sensitive and cannot take much. Liam is not trying to harm these areas, just make her uncomfortable.

He reaches for his light flogger now. On the first application to her breast, she whines and tries to move her body out of the way. Normally, this would have little effect, but the clamps make the blows painful. He also flogs her between her legs. Even though none of the blows are hard Jade is whining and whimpering trying to get away from the lashes. Liam always is aroused when he is spanking Jade be it for fun or discipline, but this bit of play (play for him that is) has aroused him more than usual.

He decides to satisfy his needs before finishing her punishment. He releases her from her bonds and leads her to his chair. He sits and has her kneel before him. He touches her tender breasts and lightly runs his hands over her clamped nipples. This causes her to intake a quick breath and yelp. He tells her to show her appreciation for him taking the time to make sure she behaves. Jade unbuttons his pants and helps him out of them. He tugs gently on the clamps, so she lowers her body. The result is her face is right at his crotch. She gives him a blow job and right before he comes; he pushes her back onto the carpet and finishes satisfying his needs.

Jade is hugging him and rubbing his back as he stands up are moves over to the straight back chair. She watches him and wonders why he got up. She has assumed that the session is over. He tells her, “Go get the small wood paddle. We need to address the third issue. You endangered yourself by your actions today. You know that is always addressed with a sound paddling.”

Jade’s shoulders drop. She knows he will paddle her no matter what she says and will just add more to the punishment if she does. She also knows she actually did misbehave today and deserves this session, but that does not make getting that dreaded paddle any easier. She carries it back to him and hands it to him as obediently as she can.

“You have taken everything in this session very well. I am proud of you, but you know how reckless you were today. I am going to give you 20 with the paddle. You will count them. Is that understood?” She nods. “Now ask one more time today, so we can finish with the punishment phase and move on to you correcting this situation with Bill and Carol.”

Oh man, he is going to make her apologize to them this evening. She sees him getting ready to speak, which can only be bad for her, so she quickly says, “I realize that if the wrong man would have seen me this afternoon, I might have been raped or worst. I am sorry for everything. Please spank me sir.”

She then places herself over his lap. Her bottom is still red from the shower. It will soon be throbbing and bruised. She can barely make it through the 20 swats, but does everything in her power to count all 20 as soon as they are given. She did not get the number out in time after 2 extremely hard swats, so she ended up receiving 22 with the paddle. She rolls onto the floor after the last swat. Lith helps her up and holds her for a few moments, then he tells her to go stand in the corner until he is ready for her.

As she is in the corner, he lets down the bed and puts up the toys. He calls her over and has her lay down on her stomach. He rubs lotion on her very red and bruising bottom. “Don’t you have something to tell me? I can’t believe you would want more right now.”

Jade stiffens and quickly sits up and hugs him. “Thank you sir, for reminding me to be good”. He tells her that he loves her and she is forgiven, but she still has to make it right with the neighbors tonight. Giving her a kiss he tells her to take a nap.

When Jade wakes up Liam is no longer downstairs, she reads a note that tells her to get cleaned up and to put back on her swimsuit. She follows his instructions and looks in the mirror at her bottom. It is still very red and the bruises are turning darker. Liam had concentrated must of his efforts to her lower bottom, her sit spot, right where her thighs meet her bottom. Her swimsuit did not cover most of her marks. If anyone saw her from the back, they would have no doubt that she had just received a very hard spanking. Surely Liam would let her wear shorts when the neighbors came over for her apology. She grabbed a pair and put them on and a tank top feeling exposed in just her bathing suit.

She heard voices out back as you reached the main part of the house. Looking outside she could see Liam and Bill talking by the pool. Maybe she would just go to bed. She did not want to face Bill right now, but as she was turning to go to the bedroom she hears Liam call her name. Dang, now she has to go out there.
“Bill and I have been discussing what happened this afternoon. I let him know that I took actions that would insure that this behavior from you would never be repeated again. Do you have anything to say to him?”

“Oh Bill, I am very sorry that the boys saw me. I would have never done this if I knew they were home. I didn’t see any cars at your house and thought they would be out with Carol. I promise I will never skinny dip again.” Jade says sincerely.

“Well they didn’t see anything. They just thought you were naked, but they weren’t for sure. You were in the pool when they saw you. Liam told me he wore you out pretty good for this. I can’t blame him for that, when I called him to ask him to have you put on some clothes, I thought if that was Carol I would make sure she wouldn’t sit down for a week. Or at least not be wearing a swimsuit for that long to hide her marks. With all this new construction there are a lot of men around here now during the day and you never know, they might just be looking for someone to victimize.”

Jade blushes, “I was reminded of that already today.” She unconsciously rubs her hand over her tender bottom.

“Let me get you another beer Bill. Is Carol coming over for a swim too?” Liam asks now as if nothing out of the ordinary has just taken place. Both men seem perfectly ok with everything and even closer to each other, like a closer bond of friendship has just formed.

“Let me call her and remind her to wear her swimsuit. When I told her you had asked us over tonight she said she didn’t to swim, but I think she will actually enjoy the cool water tonight.”

While Bill is on the phone, Liam step close to Jade and holds her. “See it is all better now. Once he heard I busted your butt, he was no longer upset about this afternoon. He now knows you paid for your bad behavior and you are forgiven. Did you see my note when you woke up?”


“Then why are you not in your swimsuit?”

Jade says, “I have it on under my clothes”

“I wanted you to be only in your suit, now remove those clothes”

Jade protests, “But you can tell I have been spanked. I don’t want them to see that.”

“After this one last thing, we will be finished with this whole situation. It is a man thing honey. He won’t say anything to you, but after seeing your bottom he will know that we really did take care of the situation.”

About this time, Bill is walking Carol over to the pool having just let her into the fence. “Hey girls why don’t you go cool off, while Liam and I talk.”

Both of them seem very reluctant about removing their clothes. Liam walks over to Jade and whispers, “Surely you are not ready to go back to the P room tonight? I might have to get the horse out.”

She gives him a smirk, but complies. The thought of another punishment right now is not on her agenda. She removes her top and hesitantly takes her shorts off. She turns and quickly jumps into the water. Bill was trying to make it look as if he was not paying attention, but he saw a well spanked butt and is now completely satisfied and knows that he and Liam are about to become great friends. They are two peas in a pod.

Carol, who still does not know that Jade was spanked for skinny dipping this afternoon, notices Jades bottom too. She is surprised at the sight. She has never known anyone else who got spanked by their husband. She is relieved to know this and understands now why Bill promised her another spanking tonight if she did not come swimming right now. Bill wants the neighbors to know she was just spanked before he came over to talk to Liam for buying 3 pairs of new shoes. She thinks it might be nice to have friends that you don’t have to hide this part of their lives from. She sees Bill watching her. He signals her to get in the pool too.

She removes her clothes and Jade can see that her bottom is not as red or bruised as her own, but has definitely been spanked in the last couple of hours. Carol turns to enter the water and both men see another spanked butt before them. The guys clank their beer bottles together as if congratulating each other on a job well done.

The girls become involved into a long conversation about their, up to now, secret lives. This is now the beginning of a great friendship for all involved, and you can bet that the ladies will be sharing many adventures that will have them needing a good strapping. The men will be more than happy to help them not get into too much trouble, and if they do get into trouble you can be sure the guys will help them realize they don't want to make the same mistakes again.


I hope some of you will leave a comment letting Catie know if you like her stories as much as I do. Catie I really do appreciate you sharing your work and giving us brand new Fantasy Fridays for the four weeks.

Catie was a real life saver - I'm hoping there is another one out there writing as we speak. If you are willing to share your story please send it to elisspeaks@yahoo.com

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Is it June yet??

I really love posting often and being able to talk to everyone out here – but it’s started in earnest! Stress has arrived! The end of the school year is really squeezing me. End of grade test loom, review is taking over my life, the kids are always antsy this time of year, irritations among colleagues increases. All normal but none of it is fun. This is just a little picture of me at work.

Add to all that is LJ graduation on Friday and Mollie’s prom on Saturday and it’s my week to teach Sunday school. So I’ll be scarce for a while. Don’t forget me!! Blogging is my stress relief but something has got to give so I probably will just do my reading and not much writing as school winds to a close. There is a brand new Fantasy Friday for you this Friday – one more from Catie!

And Nick and I? Are we going to start maintenance? It sure would be a great stress relief. Well you’ll have to come back to find that out cause I don’t even don’t know what’s going to happen now. But as pressured as I feel at school, I am feeling pretty relaxed and happy at home. I like that that I was able to talk with Nick. I feel content and I’m simply looking forward to seeing what’s going to happen. It may happen right away, it may happen in a few weeks but neither of us is going anywhere.

And I won’t be gone long, I like talking to everyone too much!

Monday, May 10, 2010

An important talk

So Nick and I talked. Most of the talking was interspersed with spanking and that made it easier for me to open up some. We do get into bad cycles here at times. I want and need spanking pretty regularly for me to stay happy and cheerful and upbeat. If it lags at times I get insecure and go quiet. When I do that I send out a pretty strong ‘don’t touch me or bother me’ vibe. Nick, not being a full blooded spanko, tends back away and not bother me which makes me withdraw more. Sometimes we let it go on too long.

After four years it is still hard for me to ask for a spanking. It very hard for me to tell him my worries and fears and insecurities. I guess there are times I want him to drag them out of me. But one thing Nick is is a gentleman. If I act like I don’t want to talk or that I want to be left alone that’s what he’s going to do. I still really want him to read my mind and give me what I need. But the mind reading part, well Nick says it’s just not going to happen so it’s up to me to tell him what I’m thinking and sometimes what I need.

I asked Nick if he would be willing to try maintenance. I know I don’t do stuff that really makes him mad. We have no big issues but I need a time I can count on each week where we can discuss what we are thinking and feeling. We can discuss the diet strategies. I need a time to confess when I’ve overindulged when I think he’ll do something about it. In the past if I ate a candy bar at work every day one week I wouldn't have just come home and told him "Hey, I ate candy all week". That would seem like bratting and that's not me. But if he ask me during maintenance I can simply confess without feeling like I'm trying to force him into doing something about it.

Heaven know I have a million bad habits that he could help me with. I mentioned a few to him – things that my butt will probably come to regret! I have a really bad habit of leaving a pile of clothes at the foot of the bed. It can grow to rather large proportions if I let it. I leave clean laundry in the basket for a pretty long time if not pushed to put it away. I really want to change these things but evidently not enough to really do it. He would like to see these changes too but I feel he has never felt any one of them was important enough to say "You’re getting a spanking for that". (Now that would sound delightful to me but – it’s not his way.)

I also tried to explain to him that I like him to give me some rules – not tons but some, helps me. One of my biggest problems when it comes to eating healthy is my love of soft drinks – one specific soft drink. I’m 53 years old, I know that drinking soft drinks really adds on the pounds and over all is bad for my health. I know I should stop, but I’ve known this for decades and evidently I don’t care enough to make myself stop. Several times Nick has suggested I cut back or stop but I have taken it for what it was – a suggestion, and I didn’t want to do it. I told him it would be so much easier for me if he would just say “NO SD for the next two weeks – period.” Then I would stop. He said that sounded so backwards to him, that if someone told him he couldn’t have something he would want it all the more. That might be true if anyone else was telling me but in my mind I have given Nick the right to give me rules when it comes to my health and safety.

Instead of standing in front of the candy or drink machine at work thinking – ‘I really shouldn’t, but I really want some’ – I can stay away from the machines completely by saying in my head ‘Nick said I couldn’t have any today.’ Case closed, I don’t snack and I end up feeling powerful, loved, care for and finally feminine and sexy. Now I don’t really expect everyone reading this to understand it, but I know a lot of you will relate.

So here are some of the rules Nick has given, no SD for two weeks (we can always extend this but saying none forever is not realistic), go to the gym at least 3 times per week, don’t leave clean laundry in the basket for more than 24 hours and no pile of clothes at the end of the bed. Oh and one more thing – let him know what’s going on in my head before it make me sad and depressed. All this seems reasonable to me. I hope he will go for the maintenance idea. Mollie has a standing babysitting job each Wednesday. But this is one thing he is going to have to keep up with.

I’ll try to follow all the ruled the best I can but he need to initiate this time of talking and reconnecting each week. If during this spanking he finds that I have done a good job all week and worked hard then maybe the spanking will be only moderately hard but goes on for a long time (my version of a good girl). If I’ve messed up that week maybe it will be harder. It’s really something Nick needs to think about and decide what he wants to do. If there are diet issues to address he has the option of including it in maintenance or taking care of it separately. I don’t want to top from the bottom. I’m only trying to let him know what I need and what I think works best for me. I want him to take that information and use it as he feels best.

There is one thing I would like to know from those of you who do maintenance, is maintenance usually followed by sex or are they two separate events? We don’t want to pass up a time alone for some fun and games but I know me and sometimes I need just a spanking and not sex. I guess what I really want is to be sure we are taking enough time for the maintenance - time to spank and talk and not feel like we are rushing that part to get on to sex. I’ve equated spanking and kissing many times, for me it’s a good analogy. There is nothing wrong with following a good make out session (or spanking) with great sex. But if I think he’s saying in his mind “Why bother to kiss (spank) her if we don’t have the time/privacy/energy to make love.” Every woman wants to be kissed and held and heard and for many of us – spanked. And we need it at times when love making is not in the imitate future.

Over the years I have had several readers email me to say that they can relate to many of our ups and downs concerning TTWD. Since we are obviously still developing what works for us I am no teacher but it has helped me a lot to know that there are many of us in the same boat and those comments and emails of support help me more than you can imagine. I know as much as I love spanking and this life style we could not have maintained it if I didn't have a place to come and write and talk with other who understand and I really want to thank everyone who reads here for helping us continue on our journey to improve our relationship.

Sunday, May 09, 2010

Happy Mother's Day

Happy mother’s day!! I love Nick for making me a mother. I love to my wonderful children – LJ and Mollie! They make me happier than any mother has a right to be. I love my dear mother whom I still miss so much. And I’m sending love and best wishes for all my friends who understand the joy, frustration, happiness, fear, pride, heartache, doubt, triumph and overall love that comes with being a mother. Here to all of us!!

Friday, May 07, 2010

Fantasy Friday, The New House - part 3

Happy Friday! I love weekends anyway and this one should be beautiful. School is crazy but at least I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and for once it's not a train! I want to write more about my talk with Nick - hope I can do that this weekend. Not just to share out here but to get in straight in my mind and to continue to work out with Nick exactly what we both need to do to keep our marriage as strong as it's been over the past 4 years. So I'll be working on that.

Until then I'm happy today to share the third part of Catie story. You can go back and read part one and part two if you've missed them. For today please enjoy...

The New House
Part 3

It has been almost two weeks since the first of the month when they moved into the house. Jade has almost finished all the unpacking, since they did not move much from the old house. They gave their kids most of the old furniture. Keeping the dining room table and hutch, but replacing the chairs. They kept their bedroom furniture and the guest room, but everything else was new and had been delivered last week. The house was beautiful. Liam told Jade that he would like to throw a party before the end of the month if she could have the house ready by then. She said it would be ready by the end of this week, but they should give their guests two weeks’ notice. They decided to have the party the last Saturday of the month. Lithe said he would be inviting people from work and some potential clients, so he wanted to have a very nice party. He told Jade she could invite a few friends also.

Life was going well for these two. Yes Jade had to take her scheduled punishments on Fridays for not asking to spend so much money on the spanking horse. She had been through two sessions so far and had four more to go. Besides that they were enjoying their special basement. Liam would text “Be in the F room when I get home” F standing for fun. He told her he would refer to the playroom as the P room if she was to report there for a punishment session.

After getting the text, Jade write back, “What would you like?”

Liam would then text, “Surprise me.”

Jade would then go to the closet pick a costume and invent a scene. They had done this several times in the three and half weeks in the house. Sometimes Jade was a naughty nurse being caught steal drugs to sell for extra money. Sometimes a school girl caught cheating or skipping class. She also was a secretary that botched the paper work for a big deal. They were having a great time and their relationship was as strong as it ever had been. Life was good.

Her fourth punishment session was coming up tomorrow. The party was Saturday and the end of the month was Wednesday. If she could just make it to next Wednesday, she would not earn the extra discipline/maintenance spanking for being punished too often in one month. She was sure she could do it. Things had been going so well.

Friday afternoon Jade received a text from Liam, “Be in the P room and ready at 5:30”. She was getting the final touches for the party ready and hurried to get them finished before 5:00, so she would have time to prepare for their session. She went to the basement and made sure it was picked up. She put the bed back into the wall. Taking a deep breath, she walked to the closet under the stairs and pulled out the horse, the cause of all her punishments this month. She then went to the cabinet and retrieved the discipline strap and heavy leather paddle and placed these on the bar for Lith. She had 5 minutes left. She quickly used the bathroom and took off all her clothes. Taking a washcloth she cleaned her private areas since they would be exposed for viewing. She then walked back to the wood floor area and faced the corner to wait.

A few minutes later, she heard the door to the basement open and the bolt thrown, so no one could come down unexpectedly. Just a precaution, since no one else even knew about their hide out. He was pleased that she had the room ready and called her over to the horse. She looked at her feet and said, “Please sir, I deserve to be spanked”.

Liam was enjoying this and half smiled, “Why do you want me to spank you?”

“I went way over my allotted amount on toys and did not ask you if I could buy this horse.”

Liam said, “Yes you do deserve a spanking, now get in position.”

Jade did as she was told. She did not want to earn any extras. The first session she did and it was too much for her. She did not want to repeat that mistake. She offered her arms to be restrained and was still as Liam bound her to the horse. He told her it would be the same as the others since she was being so good. That meant 20 mid range with the strap, then 50 full swings. She was already pleading by the 30th swing. He made a comment about loving the sound proofing. At that moment she just wanted to scream.

With the first 70 swats delivered, he examined her marks. She was already bright red and some bruising was there. He picked up the paddle and had Jade count the last 30. Her bottom was more tender then usually since they had been spanking so often them month. She was worried if she could take 30 more.

Pop,, oww one sir. Wack.. ohhhh two sir…. On and on it went. Oh no she missed that one trying to work through the pain. In the end he had to give her 37 with the paddle because she could not catch her breath fast enough.

Liam put up the toys of correction and came back to rub Jade’s back and bottom. He had done a very good job tonight. He was please with his own handiwork. He let her up and held her. When she relaxed a little she remembered to thank him for her spanking and for caring so much for her. Liam took her over to the carpeted area and bent her over the couch and satisfied his lust that takes hold of him whenever he spanks her be if it pleasure or punishment.

She woke with her bottom still tender, but she still had several things that needed to be done for the party. She was excited to have everyone over and show off her new house. Liam and Jade exchange loving touches and glances all day. They were in such a great place in their marriage right now. All was good in the world.

The party was just getting going. Almost everyone had arrived. Things looked well under control, so Jade went over to her friends and started talking with them. She had been with them for over 30 minutes when Liam came up behind her. She did not know he was there. It was at that time she let the F bomb drop a couple of times. Liam quickly looked around to see if any of his colleagues or clients had hear this. It appeared that only one of them had. He backed up as if he were just now approaching her group, and called out, “Jade can you come help me a minute.”

Jade turned around and knew something was wrong right away. There shouldn’t be anything to help Liam with. She walked over to him and he took her arm and whispered, “Go directly to the P room.” He was smiling the whole time, so no one at the party realized he was upset. She was about to protest when he gave her a look that meant you better not make a scene or you will regret it dearly.

She made an excuse to her friends and snuck behind the screen to the secret door. She could not believe that Liam would spank her with all these people in the house. She left the door unlocked for Liam and made her way down stairs. The bed was already up since the horse was out from last night’s session. She quickly striped and folded her clothes neatly, surely she would be returning to the party.

Not knowing what this was about or how serious Liam thought her transgression was, she went straight to the corner and did not lay out an implement. She heard the door open and the bolt locked almost the same time she got to the corner. He really must be upset if he got down here so quickly.

“Over here now” he commanded. “Do you know why you are down here?”

“I am not for sure.”

He turned her around and swatted her bottom hard, leaving a definite hand print. “Ask now” was all he said.

Not really knowing yet why she was about to received what appeared was going to be a major spanking; she gulped and said, “Please sir, I need to be spanked.”

With that out of the way, he helped her on to the horse and said “You better hold on” He turned on his heels and went to the cabinet and got down the large wood paddle with holes and grabbed a cane from the can next to the couch on his way back.

Seeing this Jade was more than frightened. “Please tell me what I did.”

Wack… “I will tell you” Wack…”You used the F word in front of the people I work with.” Wack OOOOWWW… “You were to be on your best behavior tonight.” Wack…OOHHHHHH….’Instead you have not been a good hostess, but have been only taking care of your friends.” Wack….. “please no.” Not being restrained Jade had bolted up not being able to bear the fire in her behind. “That just earned you 10 more after the party.” Jade starts to cry. Wack… “oh gosh oh gosh”…She is holding on for dear life not wanting more after the party. Liam swings low and hard right above her thighs, Jade shoots up again. “You must want a long spanking after the party you are up to 20 with this paddle now. Some of his anger is gone now and they both need to get back to the party, so Liam presses Jade down on the horse so she cannot bolt up again and delivers four more very quickly. Jade is howling now. Again he thanks Jade for sound proofing this room.

“We don’t have time for the cane right now. Pull yourself together and get back up to the party. You better be on your best behavior and no one better think anything is wrong between us.” Liam starts to walk up the stairs and stops. “Don’t you have something to say to me?”

Jade still is trying to recover from the on slot of pain and manages a quick “Thank you for the spanking.”

Liam says, “You are welcome and you needed that. Now get up here and be good. We will be down here to finish this when everyone is gone.” With that he leaves. No hug. No rubbing her back, so much for the happy couple.

Jade goes to the bathroom and washes her face, touches up her make-up and fixes her hair. She slides back into her dress and makes her way back to the party, remembering to lock the door as she leaves. The rest of the evening she is the perfect hostess. Everyone has something to eat or drink, she is conversing with everyone. She makes everyone feel at home. Liam is watching and very pleased. He hated to have to be so rough on her, but she knew better.

Jade is all smiles as the last guest leaves. She did have fun even with her bottom burning. Dang this thing we do, she thinks. She wants to be angry with Liam for treating her so harshly, but that burn in her backside has changed from pain to lust. All she wants to do now is jump his bones. Unfortunately, that is not going to happen, at least not right away. One thing about Liam, if he says he is going to spanking at a certain time, he makes sure it happens. She looks across the room at him and he motions for her to go downstairs.

She unlocks the door for a second time tonight knowing this is going to be a bad one. She takes off her dress and kicks it into the corner. “I will need to wash now anyway”, she thinks. He had dropped the paddle and cane on the floor in his haste to get back upstairs. She picks them up and places them on the bar for him. Then she goes to the corner to wait.

He leaves her there for 15 minutes, before going down. He knows he has to spank her again so she can trust him when he says anything. Part of him wants to let her off, but no that is the wrong message. He walks downstairs undoing his tie and loosening his collar.

“Come over here” he says. No anger is in his voice. She is relieved. She knows he will still spank her, but at least now he is no longer mad. It is very unusual for him to spank her when he is mad. “Turn around”, he looks at the bruises that have developed. He spanked her much too hard. He is upset with himself for losing it with her like that. “What do you have to say for yourself?”

She reaches out to touch his chest and he backs away and shakes his head. He can’t have her touching him like that yet or he might not be able to finish what he started. She drops her head and wants to cry now. She hates this part of it. Just wanting to be held and forgiven, but that has to wait until after her poor bottom has paid the price for bad behavior.

“I am sorry that I disappointed and embarrassed you tonight. I should have been looking out for all of our guests. You were right to bring that to my attention, but don’t you think you could have just asked?” She knows she is pushing somewhat on that last comment, but quickly adds. “Please sir, I DO DESERVE a spanking for my bad behavior in front of the people you work with.”

He is so proud of her at this moment. She is giving herself totally over to him and trusting his completely. “I will not let you down then. Get into position.” She crawls back up the horse where she was last night and just a few hours ago. Her bottom is already so tender; she does not think she will be able to handle it.

“Please strap me down. I don’t think I will be able to stay in position tonight. “

He has promised her 20 with the big wood paddle and 6 with the cane. He wishes he could take some of them back. She did not follow the rules and jumped out of position twice, now she must face the penalty. Having strapped her in, he raises the paddle slightly and lets it fall. She is already straining. He wants to ask if she can count them, but knows in the end she will only earn several more so he decides to just spank her quickly and get it over fast. The blows will not be as hard if it is quick, but the fire in her back side won’t let up either. He tells her, “I am going to give you all nineteen very quickly to get this over with. You know that the fire will be worst, but the blows will be lighter. Are you ready?” She nods and he is off, lighting her up like a firecracker. She would never have been able to stay in position for that. Thank goodness for the horse holding her down.

Liam lets her rest for a moment. He is now rubbing her back and bottom. “After our talk down here earlier, you were awesome. You made everyone feel right at home and took care of everyone. I am so proud of you and the great job you did. I hated giving you this last spanking because you turned you behavior around so much.” He is still petting her. She is now totally relaxed. The burning feeling is starting to turn into desire, but stops abruptly when he says, “Now, you know if I tell you I will spank you, I make sure that I follow through so you can believe and trust me. You know I pulled the cane too. So you have six strokes left, then it will all be over baby. You will be completely back in my good graces.” Jade just whimpers to herself. She knows there is no way out of this last part. Heck she put the cane on the bar. She nods her head that she is ready and he does not make her ask to be caned.

The fact of the matter is that canes hurt, even if they are little stokes. He lands each stroke just below the previous one. When he is finished there are six red welts on her lower butt checks. She is sobbing now. He does not put the toys up but go straight to her and releases her from her bonds. He walks her to the couch so she can lean on it for support. She puts her arms around his neck and holds on tight. She whispers. “Thank you for my spanking.”

Moving the horse out of the way he lowers the bed and helps her into it face down. He then applies lotion to her tortured hind end. He lets her know that he loves her and she is a brave and good girl. They cuddle for a few minutes then need and desire overtake both of them. They make wild passionate love. Thank goodness tomorrow is Sunday so they can sleep in. It has been a long night. Liam is holding Jade in his arms as they fall asleep. Unfortunately, the peaceful feelings come crashing to a halt as she realizes she just received her 5th punishment from Lithe this month. That means no fun spanking this week for her. Wednesday will be her bad girl monthly spanking and Friday will be her 5th payment on the spanking horse. Oh well she thinks. He loves me and I love him. And this thing we do works for us.


Another big thanks to Catie for sharing her stories with us. I wonder how many spanko she has thinking about building a new house! We have one more part after this and hopefully Catie and others of you out there are writing more right now. If you have a story to share please send it to elisspeaks@yahoo.com

Thursday, May 06, 2010

Owww... and Ahhhh....

First a quick note from New York. The performances went well. There were 15 from LJ’s school in this showcase. Agents have indicated 5 of the 15 that they would like to talk with. LJ was in this five!! I’m very happy and excited for him but of course, I know nothing about this business. No meetings have been set up yet so I don’t know if the agents are serious or not but I’ll keep everyone posted. I guess if LJ becomes truly famous I’ll probably end up outing myself here because I’ll be so very proud of him!

I’ve finally talked to Nick. I had let myself spiral pretty far down. I was slogging through the day at work, coming home and totally checking out. I didn’t want to talk or connect in any way. I threw up the walls fast and I sat inside and sulked. Mollie was babysitting this weekend and Nick sent me a sweet text inviting me to play. I just couldn’t I was tired (I do have a cold) but more over I was sad and the thoughts running through my head just wouldn’t let go. They are the same one I usually have when I get down. I’m fat again, maybe Nick doesn’t want to help with that any more, he hasn’t spanked in so long, he doesn’t really want to any more, and on and on. So I turned him down. Then I felt like crap because I had turned him down. It wasn’t a good evening.

Nick was not upset that I declined but he wanted to know what was going on. I think I needed him to ask me before I could break down and tell him how I was feeling and why. So I started writing and sent him an email explaining as well as I could. I told him what I needed and how I was feeling. Usually I feel much lighter after I finally break down and talk with him but I was wondering about the timing. I really am feeling awful with this cold. Work is very stressful – not unusual, it’s all normal for this time of the year but stressful none the less. I am so tired in the afternoons that the gym seems like an insurmountable task. Was this really a good time for me to ask Nick to be spanking more?

Well it seems that it was. Tuesday afternoon Nick invited me back to the bedroom for a spanking and a talk. Both were good. I want to tell you about the talk soon but right now my brain isn’t working. I just wanted to let my friends that have been worried about me that things are looking up. I did mention to him that the timing might not be great and I was happy that Nick seemed to realize that it all might be something I really did need right now. I know I need to keep talking to him. And I told him that he needs to keep insisting that I talk to him. When I stop talking and he doesn’t push it I easily convince myself he doesn’t want to know what’s going on inside my head.

I think we are going to try maintenance. That’s something I really want for a while. We haven’t worked out any real details yet. We have to restart the diet program too. But I feel hopeful. Oh and one more thing, I said the talking and the spanking were good, they were but they weren’t the best things about our afternoon alone! There were plenty of Ahhhhhhh... going with those Owwwwww's!