I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
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Monday, June 27, 2011

My weekend

As I told you Nick was away this weekend and I have to honestly say I did several things I would have NEVER done had he been here. The first thing was that I killed the biggest spider I’ve ever seen in our house. Mollie was a great help as she stood on the counter making the suggestion we just sell the house and leave! I did think it was a good suggestion at the time, but I managed to kill it anyway. The next thing I would never have done had Nick been home was to unstop the kitchen sink. I’m not sure what the problem was but it was disgusting, Liquid Plumber to the rescue! The other things I did that I wouldn’t done if Nick had been here, regarding eating habits and late night hours, we need not discuss in detail.

I was planning to write while Nick was gone but it never quite jelled. I got one piece of writing done that had been on my mind but the other two stories that have been rolling around in my mind just wouldn’t come out of my fingers and onto the keyboard. I’ve pretty much felt like a blob this weekend. Often when Nick’s gone I end up with lovely spanky, sexy thought running through my head. But this time I just sat. No interesting thoughts. No online implement window shopping. No secret desires that I won’t even share with Nick crept into my thoughts – nothing. Not good, not good at all.

Me, the blob

There are 10 million things I could be doing around the house; I could be exercising, getting our room ready to paint, pack up old clothes for good will, cleaning in general. I got nothing. I sit. I stare at the TV. I play mindless games on the computer – BTW I got a score of 62,200 on bouncing balls, just sayin’. I owe emails, I need to get the details emailed out for the family reunion later this summer, I have school work I desperately need to get done this summer so I won’t feel so stressed when I go back… list like this could go on forever. So what are my plans for the next couple of hours? I think I’ll take a nap, maybe a snack first…


  1. I get like that, too. Will he be gone long?

  2. PK, Nick needs to return, and light your fuse. LOL!
    Love and warm hugs,

  3. PK: Sometimes it is good to just not do anything for a while. Maybe it will recharge your batteries.


  4. I think FD is right. Sometimes when there is too much going on, I find myself shutting down to recharge. You probably haven't taken a REAL day off since school ended. Enjoy the nap!

  5. We all feel like that sometimes PK. You were very brave killing that spider.


  6. Ha, yes...I totally understand! Lucky you, he didn't leave a list of chores with deadlines.

  7. Anonymous11:36 AM

    Hey, don't be too hard on yourself. I've done the whole goof off for a day, too!

    Of course, I can never totally goof off since I have children at home that need to be fed, etc., but the bare minimum gets done on days like that.


  8. You are too hard on yourself....nothing wrong with being a blob...for a little while atleast! I, personally am very impressed with your bouncing balls score...relax and enjoy your down time. You deserve it!!

  9. Marine’s Wife,
    It was just for the weekend, he’s home now!

    I only wish!

    I’m afraid I end up not doing anything a lot of the time.

    You don’t really have any idea how little I do on a day to day basis! If you all knew how really lazy I am you’d all be wondering why Nick doesn’t beat my butt every day!

    I felt brave and terrified. Had Nick been here I would have been on the counter with Mollie.

    We have such opposite husbands. But they love us! I would have liked a few chores and deadlines – but not many.

    I had many days like that when my kids were little. Now Mollie often cooks for us. One of the perks of letting them grow up.

    K’s sweetie,
    Thanks for being impressed. I kinda shocked myself with that score. And that was without buying any of the aids!

  10. A snack and a nap - good plan PK :) but i think Paul is right heheh ;) talk soon love and hugs xx