I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

What more could I ask for?

I’ve had a quiet weekend. Nick is off golfing with his friends. I don’t usually have the house to myself and while I did miss Nick, it's sometime nice to have some solitude. Mollie was babysitting much of the weekend.

I got an email from Nick right before he left. This was what he wrote –

I don't expect this week was great weight-wise. I know you had things going on that may have made it inconvenient to get to the gym. And I know for sure you have had a lot on your mind at school. But... don't give up on progress; I'm not going to let you. You have come so far. I sometimes wish there was a reliable mood ring. A little stressed/ I need a spanking, a lot stressed /give me space for a few days, feeling good/ let's play, feeling down/ pay me some attention.

In the absence of the ring keep me posted. Your happiness and well-being are very important to me.

Saturday I wrote him trying to tell him what’s going on in my head (imagine how scary that might be for him!) But to me the most important thing isn’t that he understands – the most important thing is that he wants to.


  1. You have a good guy there!

  2. PK, try to understand is the best that most of us can do.
    You are indeed lucky in your man.
    Love and warm hugs,

  3. The wanting to understand and trying to do it are truly the signs of a great guy! I love the mood ring idea - maybe it could be high tech and send a text to his phone??? Meow

  4. PK - that's such a great idea! I'm sure most men would like an easy mood predictor for their women. And vice versa.

    My old mood ring was always black. No, not under a dark cloud - just had cold hands!


  5. Mthc,
    He is the best.

    I know how lucky I am. All I have to do is look at many of the marriges I know of in real life to see how special he is.

    Wow, if we could develop a mood ring that could text we could make a million!!

    It would be great to always know what mood our spouse is in. I don't think it's going to happen though. I think that means we are going to have to keep on guessing.