I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Tuesday, September 09, 2008

I'm feeling better

I really do thank everyone who commented or emailed yesterday. Knowing that you cared helps a lot and the advice to not try to identify exactly what was bothering me was good. As I would try to figure out exactly what was worrying me, I found myself becoming more depressed as everything I could possibly be sad about came flooding in. I can tell it comes in waves. I am usually okay at work but late yesterday afternoon as I was headed to the gym a small incident triggered a major mood swing and although I went on to the gym I was barely able to function. But not long after I got home I was fine again.

I am sure a big part of it is what Grace said. I must just miss her so actually it’s her fault! Now that we know the cause I have no doubt she will be moving here soon. So Grace, don’t forget to stop and pick up CeeCi and Eva on your way!

Now the good news, I got the results back on the biopsy and everything is just fine. I also had blood drawn today and they will do all the regular test for sugar, cholesterol and such and a thyroid screening. I also asked them to check my hormone levels while they were at it. I guess I want to know if there is anything going on health wise. I know I should be on vitamins and calcium and such but right now I don’t take anything. I never can remember to take them.

And some additional good news – Fantasy Friday will return this week. I have some wonderful stories to post this fall and I am so grateful to all of you who have sent in stories and for those of you who are in the process of writing. So everyone come back Friday for a wonderful story!


  1. Glad you're doing a little better and I'm very releived that your tests are ok :-) Remember, I'm always here for you. I'll always have time for a call and an email :-)



  2. Lots of good news there. I hope your good mood will continue now!


  3. I recently went through a whole bunch of tests. Like 10 vials of blood drawn at one time, multiple MRIs. A whole bunch. It sucks!

    Also, you can't remember to take vitamins when? In the morning? Ever tried after dinner?

  4. Anonymous11:28 PM

    Hugs, PK

    That's great news on the results fo the biopsy. I am glad you are feeling better. I can't wait for Fantasy Friday to arrive


  5. Good news about the biopsy!
    Take care,

  6. I'm doing a happy dance FF and my Queen are back!

    *hugs and grins*

  7. PK, this is good, lets hope that the bloods are satisfactory as well.
    Hooray for F F, my writing mojo seem to be returning, so you never know.
    Love and warm hugs,

  8. Welcome to the wonderful world of menopause sister! The sudden mood swings are such a treat aren't they? Seriously, glad the biopsy results are good. Hang in there, it may not seem like it at times, but this will pass.

  9. I am glad the biopsy results were good! I am betting the mood swings are hormonal. It is tough to deal with, but it will get better! And both sex and exercise help!!

    Big hugs,

  10. Anonymous9:34 AM

    Glad you're back, PK! Moody or Happy....we'll take you either way.

  11. Woman! Why oh WHY must we move to your neck of the woods? You had fun here, right? So I say you pack YOUR bags and head this way. A change of scenery is JUST what the doctor ordered!

    Glad you are doing better. Sounds like someone needs to be spanked for NOT taking vitamins! I'm SURE that could be worked into the diet plan.

    YAY for FF! Gonna post mine first?

    Oh wait, I didn't write one yet, did I?

    I'll get right on that!

    Right after I start packing....


  12. This Sounds so like David..He never remembers to take his medicine. You guys could all move here.I have all 4 seasons..and even snow..even an occasional white christmas. Don't tell Eva about the snow .though..that will be our little secret. But i do think Cc and Grace would like it.

  13. Carye,
    I do thank you for being there for me.

    I'm hanging in there. I think I’m coming around.

    I hope all your test came out well. I should hear about mine soon. I have to get with the vitamins somehow.

    I am excited about FF too. I have missed it.

    Thanks Jess!

    I knew you were one of my biggest FF fans. As for 'your queen' let's hope she is on her way back.

    You know what would happen to a sub that teased? You wouldn't do that to me would you? I sure would love a story from you some day!

    I do understand the idea of menopause but I have been in full menopause for over 2 years. Why has it just started bothering me?

    Sex and exercise huh? Don't you need energy for those?

    Thanks - that does make me feel good.

    I want everyone to come here because I want what I want when I want it! Isn't that reason enough?

    I really like your idea about the vitamins. Hope Nick reads this.

    I will be waiting for you FF contribution!

    You are in the south. That sounds like a good spot to me.

  14. Anonymous10:12 PM

    Twin~ I'm glad you're feeling better and I'm THRILLED that the biopsy came back okay.

    So if it's not Grace's FF being posted first then it must be mine, right? Oh.. darn. I didn't write one either. Gosh I wish the spirit would move me to write something fun.



  15. Eva? Maybe we should do another "joint" effort! Tricking PK is really fun!

    You want to write, or shall I? Maybe we should just write it together and tell her Ceeci wrote it!

    Just don't tell PK!


  16. Anonymous5:41 PM

    PK, Hope Nick reads about the vitamins also. There are lots of vitamin options out there: flinstones, scooby dooo,bugs bunny, gum balls and I am sure lots others - all chewable



  17. Twin,
    I think you ought to write a kinky, wild, off the wall story that no one would believe was you. I'll even post it under an assumed name - other that Eva that is, if you want me to.

    I told you over at you site what my plans were if you and Eva keep messing with me.

    I hope he reads it too, sometimes I just want to be made to do what I should do!

  18. I am so glad that the test results came out well and that you are feeling a little better. You have lots of friends who care about you...I am one... :-)

  19. Thanks Terps,
    You friendship is special to me. I hope you are feeling better too.