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Tuesday, December 01, 2009

I'm seeing improvement

I’m feeling better. Really, I think I can really see a change. Now I tried a lot of new things at once so I have no idea what should get the credit. I went on BP medicine and the prescription strength Vitamin D. I started being consistent about taking my other vitamins and my calcium and I also started taking St. John’s wort. I’ve been getting to bed a tiny bit earlier and spending more time at the gym. Can you tell I’m trying?

Things at school are not bothering me as much but I can’t tell if things are better there or if I’m just better at ignoring everything. It’s like I don’t know if feeling better is giving me a better attitude or if my attitude is improving so I’m feeling better. I guess it doesn’t really matter; I’ll take what I can get.

After listening to LJ this weekend I’m just glad I’m not him. He is cast in 3 plays at the moment. This week he has rehearsals every day. On Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday the rehearsals last until midnight and on Tuesday and Thursday he is supposed to be at two different rehearsals at the same time. On top of this he has to direct a scene for his final in his class on directing – these rehearsals have to be squeezed in sometime in between the others. Sometimes teaching can be a real pain in the butt but it beats the heck out of being a student!

Not much to talk about on the diet front. I mean it was Thanksgiving week. I was up some but we kinda ignored this week. Cross your fingers for me for this Friday. It should come back down but I’ve been fooled before. I know I am working hard at the gym now if I can just keep from over eating.


  1. You're making me think of which came first... the chicken or the egg? Pinpointing the one thing that has helped you feel better isn't important, just keep doing what you're doing.

    It's all good!!

    Love you!

  2. YAY! Feeling better is good, no matter what made it happen!


  3. Amen...just keep doing what you're doing!

  4. Great news PK. Keep it up.


  5. I agree with everyone else, whatever you are doing it's working!

    I also agree with you, I wouldn't want to be a student these days. Michael stays stressed and over worked. He frequently has to be in two places at one time. I kind of feel sorry for the boys. But then they are both following their dreams! The hard work will pay off one day soon!

    Love and Huggs!

  6. PK: Glad to see you're feelimg better and hope you can stick to the regimen that makes you feel better. Sounds like there is light at the end of the tunnel.

    And it's great to see you're son is doing so well even if he is so busy.


  7. Thanks all of you for coming by. Feeling better is great and I really appreciate all of you being here for me whether I'm up or down.

  8. Go, you! That's so good to hear. It sounds like you have found a winning combination.


  9. Nice to see that you are feeling it. I still think of you and wish you all the best. Keep up the good work, it will keep getting better as you get stronger.


  10. Thanks Hermione, I hope it keeps working.

    So good to hear from you! And how strange it was tonight. I was thinking of emailing you to see how you were doing. I think I'm doing pretty well these days but I will be happy when Christmas break rolls around. Hope to hear from you again.

  11. I am glad to hear you are doing so well. Keep up the good work, PK. You are beautiful!