I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

What I am trying to say is...

I can’t write. I have stuff to write. I have several posts in mind. I just can’t write. Maybe it’s having so much going on. I mean with Nick and I have been having a wonderful time with just the two of us. With his encouragement (insistence) that I tell him what I like, I have been. But my mind is so full.

Monday was Nick’s birthday and we had um… fun. I think he liked what I gave him. Both kids were home that evening (but not that morning). Having the kids here is wonderful but not conducive to writing – at least not about spanking and sex.

I also should not be writing this now. I am once again behind on my assignment to Nick and he has asked for some specific things for me to write in addition or maybe to be included in the assignment and I haven’t done that yet. That I have to get done today!!

Many of you are to blame! I sit at the computer with my mind full of want I want to write and instead I read other people’s work, I email, I comment but I don’t write. But you know I will. I am not just being mean and holding out on you like some other people. Soon, soon if I wasn’t having so much fun, if there weren’t so many things running around in my head I could get something written.


  1. PK, it's difficult to concentrate when you are having fun.
    Better do what Nick wants, otherwise he may well concentrate you mind, via your butt. Chuckles!!!
    Love and warm hugs,

  2. Yep, Your having fun and all I'm getting from Mthc is that she isn't getting a spanking and other things every day of the week. Pk you have to stop this I'm to old for all this fun.

    *hugs and grins*

  3. Anonymous8:55 AM

    It will all fall into place! And I'm NOT holding out. I'm just giving everyone who wants to ask something time to ask. Geeze.


  4. Yeah woman..you're having too much fun..i'm jealous!

  5. No worries, PK, as you have seen, life eats our lives at times. Blogs are difficult to maintain. But glad you are doing other things and having fun.

    take care,

  6. At least you HAVE something to write about. That is the first step to writing.

    Maybe you can share with me so I'll have something to write about.


  7. Paul,
    I have to get the assignment done before anything else! It's one of the few things he ask me to do and I appreciate that he wants to hear from me.

    No whining from you! Nick and I are both older!

    You know me - I want what I want when I want it. And I want to know everything!

    Tell David not me!!

    You have the hard job and are still posting so I know I shouldn't complain. During the summer I do have plenty of time it I can just do it!

    My suggestion would be to take a vacation and visit with like minded friends!