I’ve done it now

I joined Weight Watchers on line. I’m not completely sure how to navigate the site. I haven’t sat and read everything I should, but I think I’m getting the hang of how to chart the points. I’m keeping a track of everything I eat, people tell me this is important. The good news is I lost 1.4 pounds this week. I am pleased with that, but I’m not ready to send up sparklers yet. Over the past 6 months or so I have lost and gained the same two pounds over and over, down a half pound one week, up one the next. Down a pound, up a half. I’m going to have to lose enough to get away from this place before I can breathe easy and feel that I’m on the right track. That’s not being down on myself – that’s just the facts.

Nick is paying attention, to me I mean. I got a text from him earlier in the week. It said “After the gym come home and ask for your instruction.” Interesting, that kind of message with peak your curiosity. So I did as I was told. When I got home we talked for a little while then I asked for instruction. He told me “Go take a quick shower, your robe’s in there then meet me in the bedroom.” Sounded good to me so I headed off. My little short sexy robe was waiting on me.

Soon I joined Nick in the bedroom where he was waiting with the dogging bat. He mentioned that I was letting some of the house hold chores slip a little and this was just a friendly reminder. It was friendly, and sharp and stingy and appreciated. When he stopped he mentioned something else I had for gotten.

“One thing I told you to do several weeks ago was to come up with some sexy ideas or plans to enjoy in our empty nest. You haven’t done that.” He’s right. That is something that is very hard for me. Even in my writing. I can write a pretty good spanking scene (although even to be able to do that I have to turn off the lights and type with my eyes closed) but writing a sexy scene, a really hot one, is nearly impossible for me. If I can’t even write one for a fiction story how the heck can I tell Nick – or even email him an idea.

So I knew I had dropped the ball on that one but Nick had a way I could rectify the situation. He said “Just show me.” And with that he lay back on the bed, fully clothed and made himself comfortable. LOL! Maybe I can’t say everything; maybe I can’t even write it – but at show and tell, I’m pretty good. I got right to work. It didn’t take me long to undress my man. There was a massage with our special lotion, from his feet to his shoulders. He kept his eyes closed and let me do whatever came to mind.

I know what my man likes and I tried to include most of it. We have many vibrators, we have flavored lotions, we have toys, and soon I had a completely satisfied husband. I’m afraid I didn’t come up with anything new or unusual. I didn’t install a sex swing or mirrors on the ceiling but Nick seemed more than pleased and that made me happy.

I guess we’re doing well. I’m working on my weight to get healthier, and we’re working on ways to best enjoy the empty nest. And I’ll keep writing about whatever happens.