I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Fantasy Friday - Bad Girl


This weeks Fantasy Friday is a little different. I can tell you it is from something that really happened. The implement pictures are the real thing. And it is written by someone who hasn't written a Fantasy Friday for me before but does do his share of reading out here. The author is a great guy who is working on fulfilling the desires of his spanko wife – whether he always understands or not.



Bad Girl


Well, I just wanted to you that "our girl' has gotten herself in bit of trouble today. It all started yesterday though as we had plans for this weekend. We are having a small super bowl party and needed to go shopping. We went out to breakfast and then hit Wally world and the dollar store. The dollar store had a back scratcher that is about 3 feet long. We already have a well used one but nothing like this. It's quite a weapon.

After a visit to the grocery store for some goodies - steamed shrimp..hot wings..chips.. veggie tray..fruit tray..dip..all the good super bowl items. We won’t worry too much about the diet this weekend. We came home to a house full of our children and their friends. Kind of ruined Saturday's plans as they stayed most of the day and night. This morning I was joking around and asked her if she felt neglected. She replied yes and asked what I was going to do about it.

I playfully said 'since you have been complaining you just get to suffer'. That didn't go over too well and she went to take a shower and replied she would be waiting. Apparently I wasn't fast enough, I was reading blogs. So... she locked me out of the bedroom. I didn't say anything at first but took a shower myself. But this time she was really mad. She said I was wasting time and so on.

We both came into the kitchen and she had lots to say. Finally she tore my journal up. Yes the one I'm supposed to be writing in. My wife can be quite a fiery when provoked or not provoked enough! Reminds you of Cassie a little. She went back to the bedroom and I followed. This time I told her to get on the bed, no clothes. She did as she was told as I picked out some implements from our arsenal. The wood paddle, flogger and newly purchased back scratcher. Last but not least the hairbrush Santa had brought her for Christmas. It's about 6 or 7 inches long, angled and about a half inch thick and apparently is rather brutal when used correctly.

So I started with it, not really a warm up either and switched to the other things as well. She kept trying to get away but this time I wouldn’t let her. Finally I put her otk and went to town with my hand then the brush, paddle and the back scratcher and she kept trying to get up. After 192 whacks and none of them easy and she had to count out loud. She was at the point of almost being in tears which is a first for her.

I finally directed my attention to other things which she seemed to appreciate. Heck, she seemed to love those other things! It's those endorphins I suppose. Now she was already starting to bruise and had a sore spot she will remember for a while. Did I mention those other things I was doing to her yet? I poured some lotion over both her cheeks and slowly massaged each one then both and let my hand slide between her legs.

As my hand roamed freely I took several detours and found her wetness seeping out and her lips growing with desire. A soft moan coming from her mouth told me she was enjoying this and the pain she had just endured was slowly becoming just a memory. My fingers entered her and she raised her ass into the air to meet them. Then she shivered and moaned as she had the first of several orgasms that were to come. As my fingers pushed deeper inside her and then out again. She started to ride them like there was no tomorrow and I decided to pleasure her G Spot. Her moaning told me she was about to orgasm again and then she bathed my hand with her juices as she started to cry out and pull the sheets towards her.

I was hard and the tip of my penis was wet from what I had just witnessed. I told her to get to her knees I could wait no longer and pushed all of me deep inside her. In and out slowly at first and then my thrusts became quicker as my balls slapped against her. I wanted to go as deep as I could inside of her. Then both of us started moaning and she fell on to her elbows as we both exploded together. We curled up in each others arms and I kissed her softly and told her this was going to happen every time she was a bad girl from now on.




So now it is you turn to vote. Which couple spent their Super Bowl week in this special way? Was it Grace and Bossman (A Day in the Life), Eva and Adam (Nothing Random...), Mthc and David or Joe and Lori (Switching Gears)? It sure has been fun reading the male point of view! Come on now – everyone vote!!






Fantasy Friday Survey

Who wrote "Bad Girl"?

Bossman
Adam
David
Joe






Feeling better

I made it through and I think I am on the road to recovery. Yesterday I wasn’t feeling too hot. The procedure was a piece of cake. I was talking to the technicians, the guys were teasing one nurse and I offered to pop the guys if she needed help. The guys laughed and said "Sally you have someone on your side". The next thing he said was “We’re going to give you something to help you sleep…” the next thing I heard was Nick saying, “Hey honey you waking up now?”

So it was over, I got dressed and we came home. I sent a few short emails then I laid down for a nap. I got up a couple of hours later and felt fine still for a while. But then I started hurting and my stomach was upset and the rest of the evening felt pretty lousy. I couldn’t keep anything down and I HATE the way strong pain med make me feel. So basically just went on to be early and I feel much better this morning.

Two interesting things happened at the hospital. They start asking all these question… have you had this or that condition they go through a long list. On question was “Have you ever had thoughts of hurting yourself?” Nick and I each had a small grin on our face as I answered no. I could have pictured the conversation had I been a bit loopier “Well in the past I have self spanked and sometimes it could get a bit intense but now I prefer to let Nick handle such things. Although I was the one crazy enough to order the tawse – does that count?”

The second thing that happened at the hospital was as they were getting ready to discharge me. The doctor’s orders were for yesterday, no strenuous activities no lifting, no straining, no cooking, no cleaning. The next day I needed to get up and walk as much as I felt like. All other activities could begin as I felt like it. Hmmm… ‘as I felt like it’, seems like I have doctors orders to never cook or clean again. This whole procedure had turned out pretty well after all.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Wonderful Wednesday

By the time most of you read this I hope my kidney stone is nothing but a memory. You know I will be back here running my mouth as soon as I feel like sitting up and typing but in case I feel like sleeping the day away I thought I would leave you with a few details of a wonderful afternoon Nick and I shared last week.



Yes I know what day it is but this is about last week, I have been holding out on you! My wonderful Nick had been reading some blog and other interesting finds out here on the internet. He is able to take the ideas he reads here and make them his own. Last week while Mollie babysat he turned our ordinary Wednesday afternoon into an incredible play session! I left work early to go to my pre-op appointment. After dealing with all that I, being the good girl that I am, headed to the gym for my workout.

I worked out, but I made sure I was home to enjoy some alone time too! I got a big hug as soon as I walked in the door. That hug led straight to the bedroom! After a little more hugging Nick handed me the blindfold. Grace did such a wonderful job describing the wonders of the blindfold. For me it just releases my mind and my inhibitions.

After the blindfold Nick began to undress me. Once I was down to my panties he had me get off the bed and guided me toward the door. Okay now exactly where were we going? I didn’t have far to travel, straight across the hall into Eva and Adam’s bedroom (formerly LJ’s room).

As Nick guided me to the middle of the room I really wasn’t sure what was coming until I brushed against the exercise ball I got for Christmas. Now that was an idea!! Before you could say bend over I was! So I was over the ball on fingers and toes as Nick starts in with the paddle ball paddle. I don’t know what is wrong with me but suddenly light weight thing are stinging like hell!! But it’s all fun.

But when the panties came down I realized my man had been on a shopping trip. I will not take the time now to discuss all the wonders of the ginger plant, lets just say I had an intense reminder of my favorite use (remember, I am no cook!) Woohoo!! That was one spicy piece of ginger! I think the crop came next I think. Honestly I had never had so much fun on the exercise ball at the gym!

But as my fingers and toes began to cramp Nick helped me up and led me back to our room and still he was doing everything he could for me. I know it’s been a while since we have discussed squirting out here. I still don’t know it can be learned but having a man who is willing to help you try and learn and practice and care. Well it not only makes for a wonderful afternoon, it makes for the best man in the world! So that was my Wednesday afternoon last week. How was yours?

Oh one more thing, Nick was telling me as he check out of the grocery store with the ginger that as the woman checking him out was loud and enthusiastic in her praise for ginger! “Oh honey, that does look like a good piece of ginger. I just love ginger, the spicier the better. You put a piece of this in the freezer and it will out last us both!” Nick said he was having a hard time keeping a straight face and was just grateful she didn’t ask what he was going to use it for!

Monday, February 04, 2008

The Reveal - The Game


This was one of the best FF stories!! I love the ideas with it and hopefully Nick will want to play this game someday. Truly a good tradition for any holiday – keep it in mind gentlemen!

So who wrote it? Well the voting leaned heavily toward Jessica. She received 50 % of the votes but that means 50 % of those voting didn’t think it was Jessica. This time the top vote getter was indeed the brilliant author of ‘The Game’! Great job!! Jessica please take a bow!! And please keep writing, hopefully we will have another FF from you in the future!

I am especially happy that Jess sent me a story. I really want to everyone to feel welcomed to send in stories to FF! You do not have to have a blog!! Most of us spanko bloggers had a story in us long before we started our blogs. So please try your hand!

I make this special pitch because once again the cupboard is bare and I have a full week coming up. Come on everyone – send in those stories!!

And Jess, thanks again!!! I look forward to reading more of your work!!

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Weigh in tips

There is a wonderful Fantasy Friday this week please go here to enjoy it and you still have all day to vote!!




Alright! Picture it – crunch time! Weigh in was Friday morning. I watched what I ate this week. Since last weigh in I had been to the gym four times. I had not snacked in my chair. But did I make it back to, or below, my pre-Christmas weigh? Later…

First I was just wondering if you would like to know about how I get ready for an important weigh in. Who knows maybe one day these tips will help you too!

The night before –
• Eat light
• Shower, scrub hard – no dead cells need to be weighted
• Wash hair - dirt weights
• Shave - everything you feel comfortable shaving
• Trim your nails- they can only drag you down
• Remove nail polish – who needs extras on the scale
• Pluck eyebrows – you don’t think hair weights?
• Scrub the scales – you never know something could have spilled and stuck

The morning of –
• Dust the scales – something could have drifted down during the night
• Strip – this should go without saying
• Pee – let’s eliminate anything from the body that is willing to go
• Comb hair – brush away all loose strays
• Remove all jewelry – look good later
• Clean wax from ears – the better to hear your screams, either in joy or agony
• Remove sleep from eyes – can you tell I am getting desperate?
• Blow your nose – no telling what’s up there
• Remove glasses or contacts – you may not want to see what the scales says anyway
• Spit – it’s nearly all you have left
• Take a deep breath, then let it out! – Air has to weigh something
• Pray

So, did it make it??? Check out the diet update at Todd and Suzy’s Tuesday!!

The Reveal - The Game


This was one of the best FF stories!! I love the ideas with it and hopefully Nick will want to play this game someday. Truly a good tradition for any holiday – keep it in mind gentlemen!

So who wrote it? Well the voting leaned heavily toward Jessica. She received 50 % of the votes but that means 50 % of those voting didn’t think it was Jessica. This time the top vote getter was indeed the brilliant author of ‘The Game’! Great job!! Jessica please take a bow!! And please keep writing, hopefully we will have another FF from you in the future!

I am especially happy that Jess sent me a story. I really want to everyone to feel welcomed to send in stories to FF! You do not have to have a blog!! Most of us spanko bloggers had a story in us long before we started our blogs. So please try your hand!

I make this special pitch because once again the cupboard is bare and I have a full week coming up. Come on everyone – send in those stories!!

And Jess, thanks again!!! I look forward to reading more of your work!!

Friday, February 01, 2008

Fantasy Friday - The Game


It’s Friday again and once again we have a wonderful story!! I am constantly amazed at all the wonderful writers we have out here and all the many aspect and angles we find to write about concerning out favorite topic. Enjoy



Felicia sat in her living room on a very sore and satisfied bottom remembering how she spent the previous night. It was New Year’s Day and she shifted in her seat as she remembered how she spent the night before ushering out the prior year and looking ahead to the year to come. It was unusual for Felicia and her husband, Jake, to spend New Year’s Eve anywhere but at home. This year Felicia and Jake decided to get someone to watch their three kids and have an adult night out. Felicia set up a date in which she and Jake would go to a comedy club and then spend the night at a nearby four-star hotel. As the parents of three active kids, Felicia and Jake did not usually have a great deal of private time for intimate moments. Complicating matters was Jake and Felicia’s
preference for erotic spanking play. This pursuit tended to be loud and did not lend itself to frequent indulgence in a house full of children, asleep or awake.

With the promise of many hours of rare unencumbered private time, Jake saw an opportunity for some serious spanking play. Determined to make this night memorable, Jake started making plans a week before New Year’s Eve. Being of the same mind, Felicia went out shopping and bought some sexy lingerie. As she made her purchases, she thought of the night to come and shivered in anticipation.

The week wore on and Jake dropped little hints about his plans. Felicia tried to act nonchalant while she counted the days to New Year’s Eve, but she was definitely beginning to feel butterflies in her stomach every time she thought about the spanking day to come. Not only that, but the amount of time Jake was spending to plan their night was beginning to cause Felicia a bit of concern. What did he have in Mind? Could there possibly be any more fantasy bombshells that need to be dropped between them? If there was, what could it be?

Felicia casually quizzed Jake about their date; “Does it involve you in lingerie?” Felicia was not on to judge, but she wasn’t sure if that was for her.

Jake laughed, “You’ll see. You don’t want to ruin the surprise, do you?”

Felicia was not very good in the patience department. The suspense was becoming a nagging thorn in her side and she would much rather have a stinging pain in another part of my anatomy.

At long last, the day arrived. Organizing three kids for a night with a baby-sitter had proved to sap Felicia’s strength. Driving to the hotel, she tried her best to get out of harried mother mode and into the submissive wife role. She had the characteristic martyr mom look on her face and she was having a hard time melting the emotional wall of ice surrounding her. Jake must have sensed the problem because he said, “I went shopping and picked up a few things.”

Felicia didn’t skip a beat. She retorted with a snarl, “What do you mean?” She really knew how to try to spoil a good time!

Fortunately, Jake knew that he would have the last laugh very shortly and he responded to Felicia’s rude tone with a perfectly pleasant one. “Well, I needed to have sixteen implements to play the game I have devised.” Felecia’s attention immediately snapped to husband.

“Sixteen?” she said in a suddenly humble and sweet tone of voice.

Jake smiled “Yes, and there are three dice you will roll to see how many swats you get with each implement.”

To this comment Felicia responded with silence. She started to do the math in her head and thought, “Okay, 16 x 18 (the max roll of three dice) equals, oh my, 288 swats.” Felicia’s attitude abruptly jumped from cocky to submissive and she looked at her husband demurely, “You wouldn’t give me that many swats, would you?” She asked.

Jake smiled, “Oh no, I figure that we will be able to play the game three times, once before the comedy show, once after and once in the morning.” Felicia’s stomach and jaw dropped simultaneously. “Oh” she said, after all, what more can be said?

At the hotel Jake and Felicia decided to have dinner and a couple of drinks. The meal was very pleasant and the drinks were strong. Although it was New Year’s Eve, the hotel bar was pleasantly quiet. Most of the holiday revelers were taking the hotel’s shuttle to a nearby community celebration. The nice meal gave Felicia time to relax and re-connect with Jake. They talked about all of the topics they could not discuss in front of the children. The conversation invariably veered towards their favorite adult subject, spanking. Jake and Felicia flirted and teased each other throughout dinner. As the night wore on, both Jake and Felicia were beginning to shift in their seats as they began to feel a familiar tingle in their bellies.

After dinner Jake reached for Felicia’s hand to help her up. Felicia rose with mixed feelings and trailed slightly behind her husband on the way to the elevator. Jake tapped Felicia lightly on the bottom and told her to walk next to him as he wrapped his arm around her waist. When they arrived to the room, Felicia went into the bathroom to put on her sexy new lingerie and Jake went about setting up his game. As Felicia wiggled into her fitted teddy, she felt warmth between her legs imaging her husband slowly baring her bottom to spank her. When Felicia exited the bathroom she noticed quite a line-up of things with which to punish her backside. As she examined the playthings laid out before her, she felt her stomach turn over in a slow roll. At the same time the shameless moisture in her panties betrayed her real feelings about the night to come. Felicia didn’t have a chance to take a complete inventory of the toys before Jake started reciting the rules. In his hand he had a list of sixteen different spanking positions. On the bed were sixteen folded pieces of paper. Each piece of paper contained the name of one of the evil tools on the bed. Felicia was to roll the dice to determine the number of swats. Jake took pity on Felicia and decided to play the game with two dice instead of three, but he declared the minimum number of swats to be five.

At Jakes’s prompt, Felicia reached for the first folded paper and revealed the instrument of pain: small belt, over the knee on the edge of the bed and the count on the dice read six. “Oh come on” Jake complained. His disappointment led him to vow that the next game would definitely be played with three dice. Getting down to business¸ Jake helped Felicia over his knee. He folded the belt in half and raised it high. Felicia sucked in her breath as the six firm blows to were delivered to her backside in quick succession. Felicia let herself breathe. The belt was one of her favorite toys and though her bottom was stinging she was having fun so far.

The next roll of the dice revealed six again, yay! Felicia was to lie over his knee while he sat on a chair this time and the implement would be…a computer-type wire. Crap, Felicia thought it looked brutal! She eased body across Jake’s lap and braced herself. One, two, three, four, five, six, “Yeeow!” Felicia yelped and wiggled. Hey, it was brutal, Felicia thought. She rolled the dice again and got …. eleven. The position was to be over the chair with a ruler. “Ooo, bad, painful” Felicia whimpered to herself. She draped herself over the chair and Jake laid into her with the ruler. The fire on Felicia’s behind was quickly becoming intense. By eleven she was gasping and yelling and kicking her legs. After he was done, Felicia stayed over the chair for a minute to catch her breath.

“Enough stalling, come on up here” Jake said casually. Felicia obediently reached for the next paper to determine her fate. The next set was to be kneeling on the floor, with her head and chest in the chair with the wooden spatula and the roll of the dice was 12! “Oh!” Felicia cringed to herself. Jake’s spatula was really called a turner; it was shaped like a spatula, but much thicker. Felicia had felt this toy before and it was very wicked. One, two, three, pause, four, five, six, her legs were kicking and she was really starting to howl now. Jake showed no mercy. He administered the last six with plenty of force.

The next source of pain: the hand. Felicia silently thanked God. The next round almost felt like a massage. Having a moment to recover she thought she could take the next roll of the dice with a dowel rod, eight strokes. Jake had purchased this tool especially for their game tonight and Felicia did not think it looked too bad. Wrong again! It was light enough to swing with a lot of force but heavy enough to send stripes of fire across her posterior. Felicia began to rub her behind in earnest. She contemplated her fate. How many more to go? Could she do this?

Felicia looked at the bed where the toys yet to be used sat. She took a deep breath rolled the dice and prepared to submit to the rest of the game. The next tools to warm her bottom were the big belt, a length of rope, a switch, a slipper and the small hairbrush. These spankings were dispensed in various positions with whatever number of strokes the dice dictated. One of the more interesting positions included the use of scarves for binding Felicia’s hands above her head. Felicia was starting to float into submissive land, subspace or some other slightly altered level of awareness. At last the items left on the bed were the spanking strap, the bath brush and the large hairbrush. Felicia knew that these last swats would be very difficult to cope with. Despite that, she was determined to accept the gift that Jake was about to give her.

Up first was the hairbrush, lying flat on the bed for 8 strokes. “Ow, ow, ow”… and swat number eight with a stinger that caused Felicia to scoot forward on the bed. Next in play was the spanking strap. It was surprisingly heavy when it fell across her cheeks. Jake administered ten strokes without holding back. At that point Felicia was out of breath and glad that this game was coming to an end.

On her hands an knees, braced for a new sensation, Felicia was to receive 8 strokes with the bath brush. Jake let go and put and exclamation point on the final round. “Owww. The bath brush hurts” She panted, whined, and cried out.

Jake smiled and said, “Spankings are supposed to hurt.” All Felicia could think was, Damn the internet and all of the stories Jake has read expressing similar sentiments.

As Felicia recovered and regained her composure, Jake began to rub her sore bottom and massage her back. Felicia thought that Jake must be moving on to Act II. Felicia’s reaction to the intense spanking play made her randy and ready to go. Jake produced some more toys meant for different games other than spanking. He applied lubricant to Felicia’s backside liberally and began to explore her rear entry point while moving his other hand to fondle her clitoris. Felicia moved in rhythm with her love’s attentions and the lower half of her body throbbed in time with her racing heart. Felicia’s need was beginning to reach critical mass as her body gathered to its impending release. Whoa! Felicia shook, cried out, gasped, clenched her jaw and had a full body orgasm. She shuddered once, and again and one more time and then ….. stillness. Jake gave Felicia a moment to pull herself together and then released Jake Jr. to claim his reward. Smiling with the afterglow of a powerful orgasm, Felicia was eager to demonstrate her gratitude to her man. As she took her lover into her mouth and she gently caressed Jake Jr.’s two friends eliciting a guttural groan.

As Felicia’s mouth concentrated Jake Jr., Jake grabbed the large belt and began swatting her bottom. It did not take long before Felicia was starting to build to another release. This time Jake pushed her onto her back, plunged deeply into her flower and pressed himself tightly to her groin. “Oh yesss!” breathed Felicia

Jake kissed Felicia deeply and worked his way down to her breasts. He took her nipples gently into his mouth and licked and sucked until she was breathing hard once again. Jake continued to thrust while his hands replaced his mouth on her breasts. As the tension built, Jake abruptly stopped and rolled Felicia onto her stomach. “Up on your knees with your head and arms on the bed,” Jake ordered in a husky voice. As soon as she was in position, Jake Jr. entered Felicia’s love canal from behind. Jake handed Felicia a vibrator and told her to use it on her clitoris. She happily complied and the strength of the sensations was overwhelming. Jake increased the intensity and the speed of his thrusts. Felicia could hear skin slapping on skin. She could feel Jake’s hot breath exploding on her neck as he grabbed her tightly, grinding his hips into hers as they both plunged over the edge together.

A few moments of silence passed before Jake and Felicia both began to breathe again. Jake released her from his grip and rolled to her side. Felicia was just thinking that they didn’t need to go to the comedy show after all. What could be more fun than this? At that, Jake presented Felicia with the small butt plug and some lubricant. “Put this in and wear it to the show tonight,” Jake ordered.

“Oh,” said Felicia and she took the next toy that signaled the beginning of Act III. As she entered the bathroom to follow Jake’s instructions, she reflected on what is to come. “Happy New Year,” she thought to herself. It looks like Jake and I have found a new tradition for New Year’s Eve. I think I like this tradition! Welcome 2008!


As soon as I catch my breath and cool off for a minute I need to give you your choices for possible authors. First off you have to decide if it is a blogger you are familiar with or one of those hidden talents out here who you only know in comment. Your choices are my talented twin Eve – it would be about time! C.C who has a sparkle in her eyes these days and fantasy on her mind. Your next choice is Sara, maybe she is the one with a special New Year’s celebration in mind. Or could it be Jessica a new commenter who decided to throw her hat into the ring. Whoever wrote this wonderful fantasy I thank them! Please leave a comment to let the author know you like it. And please vote!! Whether you know or not throw a vote in there watching the voting is a lot of fun for me!!







Fantasy Friday Survey

Who wrote "The Game"

Eva
C.C
Sara
Jessica






Thursday, January 31, 2008

Doctor's orders


Tell me what could possible be better then having the doctor say that your husband should spank you!! But that’s what happened yesterday! Yesterday I saw my rheumatologist. I give this guy a lot of credit. About 2 years ago I was nearly incapacitated by an unusual form of rheumatism for about 4 months. I honestly thought my life was over but when I finally found this doctor he prescribed the right medicine and almost over night I was fine again!!

Not wanting to waste what felt like a second chance at life I hit the computer, typed in spanking, found Bonnie, came out to Nick and the rest, as they say, is history! So back in the doctor’s office the first good news – I had lost 30 pounds since I was there last! The doctor was very pleased. My blood pressure was way better. He said my joints looked great, all good news. Then he looked right at me and “What ever you are doing, keep doing it!” I grinned back and said “You better believe I will!” See, I practical have a prescription for Nick to spank me!! Do you think my insurance company will pay for that new paddle I want from Leather Thorn Paddles?

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

My assignments


I while back I told my friend Lori that I had to go work on my assignment for Nick and that I would explain later. I forgot so I thought I would tell her about it in this post. For those of you who know about my assignment feel free to talk among yourselves instead of reading here.

All this began after I had a really, really rough evening. There was nothing wrong, not anything specific anyway. I just got overwhelmed and very insecure. Did Nick really want to do all this? Was he only doing it to please me? Was he getting tired of my seemingly one tract mind? Eva’s advice was driving me nuts!! “Talk to him, talk to him!” She was like a broken record! I didn’t do things like that! Talk to my husband about thing that really bothered me – get real!

But that night after a crying jag in bed and some painful talking (nothing really bad or earth shattering) but talking was still very hard for me. We did talk and our evening ended with two good outcomes. I found out that Nick did not want me to retreat back to the way I had been before. In the past I pretty much shut him out of all of my thoughts. And the second thing was that he gave me an assignment. I was to write him once a week with what I was feeling – good, bad, serious, silly, things that worried me, things I wanted to try – anything and everything!

This has been one of the best things he has ever done for me! I have missed a week or two and have gotten spanked for missing it. It took me a while before I could begin to grasp the idea that he really did want to know want I was thinking. Now he doesn’t always know what to do with the information and I know I still confuse him sometime but this is a big help for me.

My assignments are mostly a forum where I discuss sex, spanking and possible experimentation but we can talk about any aspect of our lives. I love it when he comments on the assignment. Nick is not a big talker. This communication thing is tough on both of us! But the assignments are really helping us. I like knowing I have been heard.

I still have problems, and probably always will, telling Nick when something is upsetting or bothering me. But at least I have a time and a place to tell him things when know I need to. I love him for insisting on the assignment!

Monday, January 28, 2008

Picture meme

I have enjoyed everyone else and there efforts so I thought I would give it a try.


1) Answer the questions below.
2) Take each answer and type it into Photobucket.com
3) Take a picture from the first page of results and post (use the HTML code or else it won’t post).
4) You cant copy the persons answers who posted this before you!


1. The Age you will be on your next Birthday .
"Fifty - Two!"


2. A place you would like to travel.

Williamsburg VA


3. Your Favorite Place( Somewhere you've been).

Hawaii

4. Your Favorite Object.

laptop

5. Your Favorite Food.

Junk food

6. Your Favorite Animal.



Black and white cat

7. Your Favorite Color.

purple

8. Your dream job.

blogger

9. Your dream car.

zainoed prius

10. The Name of your Pet.

linclon memorial

11. The 1st name of your current love.

nick

12. Your nickname.

pk

13. A bad habit of yours.

use with caution

14. Your 1st Job.

Veterinary Weekly

15. Your Grandmother's Name .

mary

And......my other grandmother....

Lillian

16. Your Favorite Book.

At Home in Mitford by Jan Karon $7 Trade PB, NEW

17. Your Favorite Band.

The Nitty Gritty Dirt Band

18. Your Favorite character.

HARMON

19. Your favorite thing to do.

Blogging

20. Your favorite implement.

Belt

21. Your favorite position.

doggie style


Well... that was fun!!

Lesson Learned - the reveal


I had so much fun with Fantasy Friday this week! A big thank-you to everyone who voted and left comments. Even if you were making a total shot in the dark it still adds to the excitement. I was in contact with the author this weekend and it was such fun laughing as the votes came in for one person or another.

One more quick plea before I reveal. I have a great story lined up for next week but that is the last story I have on hand. I have talked to several of you that are writing now and I do thank you. But as you get anything ready send it on. I feel more secure when I have a few on reserves. Send your stories to elisspeaks@yahoo.com

Lori led in the votes most of the weekend with the votes for Cassie nipping at her heels. And yes it was one of these two brilliant writers. The vote winner was actually the winner this week! Lori from Switching Gears wrote “Lessoned Learned”! And I did laugh at Reese’s comment saying just switch the name Tom for David because switching the names is exactly what I had done. When Lori first sent it she had used the name Tom. I thought many of you would think it was Cassie so I asked her if I could change it. I guess it worked a little.

Lori is fairly new to our little corner of the blogging world and we are very lucky that she and Joe have joined us. I love that both she and Joe post and I really hope Lori will be writing much more fiction!!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Could have been better news

I have enjoyed FF this week, plenty of voting and great comments! If you haven’t had a chance to read it yet click here. You can vote until this evening and I will have the reveal up tomorrow.

I had to go back for another cat scan Friday morning. I am not wild about going to this doctor, they are catheterization happy there! I swear if I just stopped by to pay the bill they would have me catheterized before I could say “That’s not were I keep my money!” I wasn’t too worried I haven’t felt the kidney stone in a while so I was pretty sure I had passed it. Sadly that is not so. It’s still there and now the doctor wants to do something about it.

They scheduled surgery for Feb. 5. Now they call it surgery but they are not cutting so it doesn’t really seem like surgery to me. I think they call it lithotripsy (say that three times fast!). It is where they blast the stone into submission or at least break it into a size that will pass. Some of you may know a lot more about this than I do so you can tell me what to expect.

They say I will need to be out of work at least two maybe three days. I am not really looking forward to this. I know it’s better than the old days when they actually had to cut you open go into the kidney and get it but I understand this is a few day of passing gravel. Oh well, as long as my fingers work. I hope it won’t be too bad.

Friday, January 25, 2008

Fantasy Friday - Lesson Learned


Oh boy it Friday again!! I just loved this one. I have a feeling some folks will see themselves in this story. Those of you that are spankees grab a pillow in sympathy and read on!



Lesson Learned

Sitting at my desk I watched the other women in the office talking about the gathering after work. They were all meeting at the local pub for a few drinks. I was jealous and a bit angry. Oh yes, they had asked me to go but I kindly made some excuse about being busy, having errands to run and not being able to join them. The truth is, after our outing the time before, my husband told me I could not go out with the girls after work for 3 months.

About 3 weeks ago we girls had a great time after work. We were celebrating Trisha’s birthday at our favorite pub down the street. It was a night when dancing was offered and karaoke was available for the brave souls who dare. I had called David that day to tell him I would be a little late but most likely would be home shortly after he arrived. Normally he gets home about an hour after I do. He told me that was fine and we would just go out to dinner after I got home since I wouldn’t be there to fix anything. This news made me very happy since the worst part of my day is having to go home and cook dinner.


The girls and I were having a blast. I had tried my hand at karaoke and actually didn’t do too bad. A couple of us played a game of pool and we did some dancing. It didn’t even occur to me that the band didn’t start until 8:00 and they were on their second break. I only had wanted to have one drink and then go home. Someone was buying drinks for the table so I lost track. Every time my glass emptied, another full one was placed in front of me. I didn’t even have the opportunity to say “no thank you.” The buzz I had from drinking was far more than I had planned on.

Upon returning from the bathroom, I found myself alone at the table. My friends from work were scattered about mingling and chatting, so I reached in my purse for my phone to check the time. When I opened the phone a white light displayed 10 missed calls. I hadn’t heard it ring but then again, the place was too loud to be able to hear a cell phone. I looked at the time and saw it was 11:00. Where in the heck had the time gone? I clicked on the missed call message to see who had been calling, as if I didn’t know. ALL the calls were from David.

“OH NO”, I thought. I totally lost track of time. What to do next was quite a dilemma. Should I drive home or should I call him to come get me? I didn’t live too far away but I was beyond the point I should be driving. He was probably worried out of his mind. He has made it quite clear that I am supposed to stay in touch with him if I’m going to be late or have a change in plans. He’ll be furious when he finds out how neglectful I’ve been, drinking too much, losing track of time and blowing off our dinner plans. If I call him to pick me up, he would surely know that I drank too much . This was a sore spot with him. He doesn’t even like me to have one when I’m supposed to drive, but he reluctantly allows that much. I could drive home, cover up the drinking and take what’s coming for losing track of time. No matter how you look at it, I was in HUGE trouble.

I decided to call David and tell him I was very sorry about losing track of time, that the girls and I were fine and not to worry, I was coming right home. This would not stop the spanking I was sure to get but it may help the amount of anger that has been building up and also cause him to stop worrying. I had put the phone back in my purse on the floor, so I bent over to pick it up. Since my balance was a bit off because of the amount of alcohol, I started to fall off the chair. Just then, a pair of hand caught me before I hit the floor. I looked up to see who had saved me from looking like a fool and it was David. My heart, which was beating extremely fast by now, had just dropped into my stomach. I stumbled over my words “oh h-h-hi honey. I-I was just about to call you”. The look on his face was anything but amused. HE WAS MAD! All the empty glasses were sitting in front of me. He could see exactly how many drinks I had. Even if the waitress had taken the glasses away, it was obvious by the fact that I almost fell off my chair that I’d had more than he allows. “Get your stuff NOW! You are going home”, was all he said.

When we got into the car I tried to explain that I had lost track of time and…..””Mary, I do NOT want to talk to you right now”, he interrupted. We pulled into the drive and David told me to get into the house. “I know your mad David and I don’t blame you, but…he then put his hand up like a stop sign and repeated “I do NOT want to talk to you right now””. He then added “get to bed”. I really wanted to talk to him. I don’t like going to bed mad but I could tell that he’d been worried about me for hours and it’s taken it’s toll. He needed some time to calm down. The morning would not be pleasant but I knew I deserved what I was going to get.

I didn’t even hear David come to bed last night. Once I fell asleep I was really out of it. I looked at the clock to see that it was 9:00 am. I usually don’t sleep this long but I’m sure my body was reacting to the amount I drank. I was thankful for the extra sleep this Saturday morning. As I slipped on my robe, I remembered how much trouble I was in. Would David talk to me this morning, I wondered? Would he just be so glad that I am ok, there would be no punishment? I couldn’t delay any further so I started down the stairs for the kitchen.

There, sitting at the kitchen table was David drinking his morning coffee. ““Good morning David”, I said. “Good morning”, he said. “Get your coffee and sit down. We need to talk.” There goes my heart again, feeling like it’s going to jump out of my chest. I did as he asked and then he began to speak. “Mary, I want you to know how disappointed I am in you. There are several rules you broke but worst of all, I did not know what happened to you.” His tone was firm, yet I could tell he was feeling hurt. “When you didn’t come home, I tried to call you. When you didn’t answer as you always do, I thought you’d been in an accident. Hours passed and I had no idea if you were dead or alive. I thought for sure you would pick up the phone and call me, especially since you know that is a rule around here.” I could see how much I had worried him. I would definitely be as worried if I were in his place. Tears were welling up in my eyes. I started to speak but he asked me to remain quiet until he finished. “I left the house to go travel the route you would of taken from work to the different restaurants and establishments, hoping you were not in a ditch somewhere. When I found you DRUNK, in a bar, having no regard for my feelings, I was terribly hurt and angry.” With that, I broke out into tears. It was never my intention to hurt him. I would NEVER do that purposely. Oh my gosh, I felt so horrible. “I’m so sorry David”, was all I could get out through the tears.

“Mary, I do not believe that you intentionally had me to worry. I do believe that you had too much to drink and lost track of time. I just wanted to let you know how your drinking and partying affected another person me! Now, let’s talk about all the rules you broke.” Did I really have to have them named one by one. I was feeling so bad, just about worrying him I didn’t even want to go through the rules I broke. David began” first rule broken: You did not stay in touch with me so that I knew you were safe. Second rule broken: You had more than one drink when you were a driver of a car. Third rule broken: You drank until you were completely drunk. Now, what do you think is going to happen?” Did he really want me to answer that? I knew what was going to happen. “Uhm, you are probably going to spank me.” ““Yes”, he replied. “You are going to get a spanking. I also want you to know that you are not to go out after work with the girls for the next 3 months. Is that clear?” “Yes sir”, I said through tears. David then told me to finish my cup of coffee and meet him in the bedroom in ½ hour.

My stomach was so nervous that I could not drink much of my coffee so I fixated my eyes on watching the clock. I hoped he knew how badly I felt for making him worry. I knew that after the spanking, all would be forgiven and I couldn’t wait to wrap my arms around him and let him know how deeply sorry I really was.

The half hour seemed like forever but the time had finally come to meet him in the bedroom. Upon entering our room I noticed pillows stacked on the bed and three different implements, his belt, the hair brush, and bath brush. David was sitting on the edge of the bed. “Come here”, he said. I walked over to him and he promptly removed my robe. “Mary, as you can see I have three implements today. I will be giving you 50 with each. Do you understand?” ““Yes sir”, I replied. “Get over the pillows and let’s get started”, he said. I climbed over the pillows displaying my bottom, which was now lifted high and ready. I knew this was going to be a lesson I wouldn’t soon forget.

He started with the belt, without a warm-up of any kind. After the 5th swat I knew it was going to be a very long session. I was on fire by the 15th swat begging for him to stop. The swats kept coming hard and fast. He was letting me know just how worried he was. Tears were streaming down my face by the 25th swat and I was only half way through the first implement. Finally, the belt was finished. I had never had so many with the belt at one time. My bottom was on fire. He wasted no time switching implements. I felt the first crack of the hair brush soon after the belt stopped. OH MY GOSH! How was I going to make it through this? Every swat brought more lecturing about how I would of driven drunk if he hadn’t found me, and how could I be so neglectful? I was crying so hard and I still had another implement to go.

After the brush, he let me rest and catch my breath. He rubbed my sore bottom and told me how much he loved me and how he could never stand to lose me. He then began with the bath brush. The bath brush is, in my opinion, the harshest implement we have. The thuddy pain of a bath brush is something to remember even if you are only getting a few swats. I was to receive 50. David knew that this would be hard on me so he went slowly. Every blow was searing pain. I begged for him to stop but he was true to his word and 50 is what I received. When it was all over, I was sobbing terribly hard. He scooped me up and hugged me. He dried my tears and held me close. “I love you Mary. I don’t ever want to lose you”, he said. “I love you too David”, I said. It was all over. I felt so loved, so relieved, so safe, and so very, very sorry.



Owwwww! Makes me want to rub my butt! I do love a good story. Okay it’s time to vote. Now who wrote this? I do love knowing when you don’t! When I first read it I knew where it came from and still several names came to mind as possible authors. So here are the choices I am giving you. It could be Lori. I think we could all agree that from what we have read about and from Joe, this is how he might have handled it. Then again it could be Maggie. I know she hasn’t been posting in a while but she could have been using her time to write fiction. Have I heard from her ?– could be. Another possibility is Cassie. We all know she has missed a phone call or two and coming to find her is certainly Tom’s style. Or could this just possible be out own Paul sneaking in to give us a view into what what the Dom's are really thinking.


Now it you are saying “I have no earthly idea who wrote it.” Please guess any way. I remember well when Tiggr first came up with the brilliant idea for Fantasy Friday ( and my thanks to her for allowing me to continue it). When you are the author, seeing the voting was so exciting!! Another reason is to let the author know how many people are reading. I see the stats and Fantasy Friday get lots of hits but when there are only 7 or 8 votes you tend to think no one is reading. So even if you have never read a word by these wonderful writers vote anyway!! At least we will know you are reading.







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