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Saturday, July 27, 2024

Saturday Spankings - Different points of view



Welcome to Saturday Spankings. This snippet from Cal’s Law, Jenny is still confused. Her feelings for Cal are strong, but as he works more and more over time she begins to truly wonder if she is just a do-good project for him. After not seeing him for a full week she calls and ask if they can go to the festival together. When he explains his over time is done, but he still has to work all day Saturday, Jenny is pissed. She calls Kyle knowing he’ll definitely be up for a good time.

 

They did have fun. From the petting zoo to the bouncy house, Kyle had conned the guy in charge into let them in to play. They rode the little train circling the square, posed to have their pictures taken in period costumes and even competed in the three-legged race. They had fallen halfway through and Kyle had taken the opportunity to kiss her as they lay there together. It was nice Jenny thought, but no real spark. Twice she’d seen Cal walking in the crowd. She waved once, but he totally ignored her. Screw him, she thought fiercely and gave her attention back to Kyle.

 “You still got the hots for the old guy helping you with your grades?”

“He’s not old, just older than me,” she snapped. “And he’s helped with a lot of things. Just shut up about him.”

“But you’re not sleeping with him. He’s not making you squirm in ecstasy. He’s not causing you to scream out his name as you rake your nails down his back. Just a few of the activities we could be doing a little later if you’d get your mind off this nerdy, bookworm.” 

Kyle was standing close whispering these things into Jenny’s ear. Jenny felt herself blushing, but it wasn’t caused by Kyle’s words. She had just spotted Cal walking on the far side of the street. He was staring right into her eyes before he turned and headed into another part of the festival. 

Jenny followed his back until he disappeared into the crowd. Kyle was still talking. He’d moved on to another topic. Jenny shook her head and tried to focus on what he was saying.

“I think you’re looking at college all wrong. You were so torn up about missing that exam a while back and you keep griping about a paper you have to write. Look, you’re not here on a scholarship or anything. Your folks are paying this place a buttload of money to teach you – not to make you work yourass off. The way I see it, I’m paying for the information they can teach me in class. I’ll go and I’ll listen. I’m not here to work for them. Screw the papers, they don’t even read them. Same with tests. I pay them to teach – not to waste my time proving I’ve learned it,” Kyle explained. 

“And exactly how do you get away with that? I mean you have to jump through their hoops to get a passing grade or you get to take the course again,” Jenny pointed out. 

Kyle grinned lazily. “Not really. My dad made a donation pledge to the school on the contingency that I graduate on time with nothing lower than a B. I’m on track to graduate next year.”

“Are you kidding? What a cheat! Why didn’t Daddy just buy you the diploma and you could have spent four years backpacking through Europe?” Jenny could just imagine what Cal would think of this deal.

“I’m not cheating,” Kyle emphasized. “I go to all my classes; I want to learn what they’re teaching about business. I usually take the tests and I do well on them. But I’m not wasting my time on papers and projects. College is supposed to be the best time of your life and I plan to see that it is.”

“Still seems like cheating to me,” Jenny told him seriously.

“That’s because this mentor of yours has your head all screwed up. Listen to me and you’ll have a much better college experience, I promise.”

As dusk fell, they headed back to Kyle’s Porsche to watch the fireworks. Kyle spread a blanket out beside the car and pulled Jenny down to sit with him. “You’re beautiful Jenny, I can’t look at you without wanting to kiss you. If I promise to keep my hands above the waist, can we do a little more exploring?” Kyle asked her, laughing.

Jenny’s eyes scanned the crowd once more. She spotted Cal, he was staring their way. “Sure, exploring might be fun.” As Kyle came in for a kiss, Jenny turned slightly, keeping Cal in her line of sight. Just before Kyle lay her back on the blanket she saw Cal turn and walk in the other direction. She tried to let the pain she felt wash away in the passion of Kyle’s kisses, but the pain didn’t go. It seemed to settle around her heart.


Cal’s Law, Book One

 

Jenny is the typical rich-kid, sorority girl. Getting good grades isn’t high on her priority list. In fact, that sits well below getting into the secret faction of her sorority. To do that she must pull off a daring bit of mischief. 

Cal Bennett is the town sheriff. He’s a relatively young, no-nonsense, kind of guy – with a good heart. He is the moral center of this small town in North Carolina. But when his and Jenny’s paths cross unexpectedly, things get complicated and he questions his morals and his heart. 

His plan to save Jenny from herself by enforcing strict discipline seems like a sound one.  To both of them. At first. He enacts a touch of martial law and Jenny agrees to learn more than English Lit. Cooking, cleaning and laundry are but a few of her new subjects. Along with time-management, telling the truth and doing homework. Breaking any one in this new set of rules will result in a sound spanking. It all sounds simple enough when she signs on the dotted line of the contract between her and her sheriff. 

But, life is messy and she is faced with one tough decision after another. She’s a college student! Shouldn’t life be easier than this? Less complicated? But she is pulled in two directions: her moral, upstanding sheriff leads her down one path, and a cute frat boy leads her down another. In one direction lies maturity, and a future. In the other, the simplicity of being a rich kid in college where Mommy and Daddy pay for everything. Now she must choose: Will she continue to let her parents pay for it all, or will she learn to pay the price for her own actions? 



Cassie’s Space series

 

These ten books introduce Cassie. She is my friend and has been since she wandered into my imagination fifty-four years ago. She is married to Tom, the man who loves her in a way that makes my heart nearly burst with happiness for the two of them. He loves her, guides her, protects her and when necessary, spanks the fool out of her. I’ve been told that their adventures are exciting, funny and realistic. Their love-life is passionate and fulfilling – but you’ll hear no graphic details, Cassie is a lady and giving too much detail would not be proper.



Cal’s Law series

 

Cal and Jenny are one of my younger couple. The spanking in their relationship began mere minutes after they met, and Cal hasn’t let up much since. There relationship has it’s struggles, but these two are meant to be together. They live in the same town as Cassie and Tom and there is a lot of interactions among the character of both series. Jenny is not as reluctant as Cassie to openly discuss her sex life, so you’ll find a little more spice in this series.


 

On the River series

 

In this, my latest series, everyone is around – all the characters I’ve grown to love over the years are living on the area of the river that they call The Landing. Their lives, their adventures, even their spankings sometimes intertwine. By this time in the series, I’m just typing as my characters tell me what’s happening. And I love it!


These books do take you through time as it passes, but please don’t think you have to read them in order. Start anywhere. Just grab one and give it a try. If you are a spanking enthusiast, I know you'll enjoy it.

 

I’ll close today with a review on the latest book. This is one of the finest reviews I’ve ever had. 

 

Starting with the first Cassie book until now, I have never been disappointed or failed to wait expectantly for the next one.




And, of course, the links -


Cassie's Space (book one)   
Cassie's Tale (book two)                       
Cassie on the Move (book three)          
Cassie's River Living (book four)        
Cassie's Conflict (book five)
Cassie's Influence (book six)
Cassie's Ordeal (book seven)
Cassie Corralled (book eight)
Cassie's Road Trip (book nine)
Cassie's Life (book ten)

Cal's Law (book one)
Becoming Family (book two)
Educating Jenny (book three)
Searching for Home (book four)

On the River (book one) 

Undercurrents on the River (book four)  

Monday, July 22, 2024

Eighteen years and counting

I went to a family memorial for my friend Mary. I was the only non-family member invited. I was honored. We all told stories about Mary. I was the only one who could speak about her teaching. I told of a time we took our class to the mall on a summer field trip. Mary very sternly told the students they were not to leave the area of the food court/ arcade area. They all stayed, but two boys kept standing at one spot staring intently out into the mall. Finally, Mary went to find out what held their interest so. When she asked, one boy pointed and said, “Ma’am, I know you’re gonna think we’re crazy, but I swear I think those stairs are moving!”



These boys had never seen an escalator in real life. Mary not only told them that they were correct she took them out into the mall and let them ride up and down a couple of times.

Another story that showed her real power over the students took place on another field trip. We took six busloads of students from NC to FL. We loaded the buses at nine at night, drove all night long, went directly to EPCOT center, stayed all day and only then got the kids and parent chaperones to the hotel and into their rooms. Mary had hammered and hammered into the kids that once we got them into their rooms for the night, they were not to come out or even open the door for anyone but Mary. She would come by the next morning to release them, but if they didn’t hear her voice then the door was not to be opened.

As we finally got settled down, near midnight there came an insistent pounding on Mary’s door. Grabbing her robe, she opened the door. There stood an irritated mother chaperone in her PJ, holding a canned drink she nearly snarled at Mary, “Will you please come down here and tell my daughter she can let me back in the room!” Mary had the power and the kids knew it.



I’m going to write up my other ‘Mary’ stories and send them to her grandchildren. They know the family stories, but I’m the only one that can tell them all the wonderful stories from her teaching career.

On another note, this is my blogiversary – I’ve been here eighteen years now. And gratefully, I was here during the hey-day of blogging. It was so much fun! So exciting! I met so many wonderful people who became my close friends. Blogging isn’t the same anymore. I miss the old days but I’m so grateful for those of you who still come by and read since I don’t post as much. I do thank you for your readership. I wouldn’t have missed all this for the world.

Saturday, July 20, 2024

Saturday Spankings - The Alternative



Welcome to Saturday Spankings. In this week’s snippet from Cal’s Law, Jenny has gotten past the hard spanking she got for getting drunk and passing out at the frat house. But sadly, Cal had to work overtime for a week and he’s barely had time for a phone call or a text. Jenny’s boredom and loneliness is taking over and she decided to phone a friend.

 

“I’m tired of being ignored,” Jenny said aloud to herself. “Screw this.” Grabbing up her phone she texted Kyle. “You want to take me out tonight?”

Well I do love a woman who takes charge,” his answer came back quickly. “I’d love to. Where am I taking you?”

I don’t care. I just want to have fun and not worry about papers, exams, and what other people think.”

 “I have the perfect place. I’ll come get you in about an hour.” 

Jenny came out laughing when he arrived, “Why am I not surprised you have a Porsche? What a spoiled, rich kid you are.”

“It’s Dad’s old one – don’t call me spoiled until I get a brand new one for graduation. Get in, let’s go play.” Jenny’s head rocketed back as Kyle floored it on the quiet college street. 

“Slow down, you idiot! You’re going to kill somebody.”

“People need to learn to get out of my way,” Kyle told her. “Don’t worry, she handles like a dream.”

Jenny laughed nervously. They were out on the highway now and the speed was exciting. “Where are you taking me?”

“You said you wanted to have fun, we’re heading to Bounce Palace.”

“Where?”

“Don’t worry, you’ll love it.”

Jenny did love it. The place was covered end to end with trampolines. They bounced, they twirled, they swung on ropes into the foam pit and they put on Velcro suits and bounced as high as they could onto the Velcro wall. They laughed the whole evening and Jenny knew this was exactly what she’d needed.

Kyle bought a couple of Cokes and joined her on the observation platform when they finally took a break. “This has been great! Thank you for bringing me here. I think I’m quitting school and moving in here. No stress, no worries and they have pizza whenever I need it.” Impulsively Jenny reached over to give Kyle a kiss.

“Do that again,” he asked. 

Jenny hesitated a minute then kissed him again. “I like that. You ready to go?” Holding hands they walked to the car. They were quiet as they headed home. When they reached campus, Kyle parked at his dorm.

“I think I better head on back,” Jenny told him, uncertainly. 

“I want to talk. Come in with me. I promise nothing’s going to happen unless you want it to,” Kyle urged her.

Kyle gave her one of his lazy smiles as he walked to his fridge, “You want a beer?”

Jenny’s mind flew back to Cal. She thought of being across his lap as he’d spanked her for getting drunk the last time she’d been here. The spanking had hurt like hell and she remembered shouting promises to Cal that she wouldn’t drink again until she was twenty-one.

“No, I’m good,” Jenny told him, squirming slightly.

“Suit yourself,” Kyle said, handing her a coke as he twisted open a beer for himself. “But I think someone has your thinking all twisted. Is it the same person you don’t know if you’re going out with or not?”

Jenny laughed, “I don’t know what we’re doing. He’s older and he’s helping me with my schoolwork and stuff,” she finished lamely.

“I can just picture him,” Kyle began. “Upstanding, hard-working, by-the-book kinda guy, right? Don’t drink, don’t smoke, don’t do drugs, stay in school, bring up those grades. Is my description accurate?”

You could add do my laundry and be sure you scrub the bathroom, Jenny thought, but aloud she said, “He’s a nice guy. I like him.”

“You sleeping with him?”

“That’s none of your business. But, no,” Jenny admitted. “I think I want to, but…”

“But it wouldn’t be ‘appropriate’,” Kyle mimicked in a deep voice. “Listen to me Jenny, you need to get rid of this guy. He’s messing up your thinking. All that advice is fine for the normal people, but you’re rich. Sure, it may not be politically correct to bring it up, but you know it’s the truth. Are you planning to have a nine to five career when you graduate? You know you aren’t. You’re going to marry and be thought of as a wonderful hostess. If you want to do more, a fat donation will get you on the board of most foundations.

“But we can have so much fun together right now. My parents would approve of you, your parents would approve of me. We could go to all the family holidays and not put up with all that ‘when are you going to find someone nice to settle down with’ crap people throw at us. And Jen, not to be bragging or anything, but I’m great in bed. I guarantee I can have you begging for more.”

“Oh no, you wouldn’t brag. Don’t think much of yourself, do you?” Jenny sputtered.

“How ‘bout you give me the chance to back up what I’m telling you?” Kyle asked her in a smooth voice.

Jenny looked intently at Kyle as her mind raced. Why the hell not? It had been so long since she’d had sex and she really did like Kyle, she thought to herself. She didn’t resist as he leaned in for a kiss. Closing her eyes, she let herself relax and let her mind go blank. Kyle’s kisses became more insistent and Jenny felt her body responding. 

It was when Kyle wrapped his arms about her and pulled her to him that her mind snapped back. He felt skinny, scrawny, the smell was wrong – everything was wrong.

Jenny pulled back. “Kyle, stop. I’m sorry, I can’t do this.”

Kyle fell back on the couch with a small groan and closed his eyes. He stayed that way for nearly a minute before opening one eye and looking at Jenny. “This guy has you screwed up about sex too, doesn’t he?” Kyle asked.



Cal’s Law, Book One

 

Jenny is the typical rich-kid, sorority girl. Getting good grades isn’t high on her priority list. In fact, that sits well below getting into the secret faction of her sorority. To do that she must pull off a daring bit of mischief. 

Cal Bennett is the town sheriff. He’s a relatively young, no-nonsense, kind of guy – with a good heart. He is the moral center of this small town in North Carolina. But when his and Jenny’s paths cross unexpectedly, things get complicated and he questions his morals and his heart. 

His plan to save Jenny from herself by enforcing strict discipline seems like a sound one.  To both of them. At first. He enacts a touch of martial law and Jenny agrees to learn more than English Lit. Cooking, cleaning and laundry are but a few of her new subjects. Along with time-management, telling the truth and doing homework. Breaking any one in this new set of rules will result in a sound spanking. It all sounds simple enough when she signs on the dotted line of the contract between her and her sheriff. 

But, life is messy and she is faced with one tough decision after another. She’s a college student! Shouldn’t life be easier than this? Less complicated? But she is pulled in two directions: her moral, upstanding sheriff leads her down one path, and a cute frat boy leads her down another. In one direction lies maturity, and a future. In the other, the simplicity of being a rich kid in college where Mommy and Daddy pay for everything. Now she must choose: Will she continue to let her parents pay for it all, or will she learn to pay the price for her own actions? 



Cassie’s Space series

 

These ten books introduce Cassie. She is my friend and has been since she wandered into my imagination fifty-four years ago. She is married to Tom, the man who loves her in a way that makes my heart nearly burst with happiness for the two of them. He loves her, guides her, protects her and when necessary, spanks the fool out of her. I’ve been told that their adventures are exciting, funny and realistic. Their love-life is passionate and fulfilling – but you’ll hear no graphic details, Cassie is a lady and giving too much detail would not be proper.



Cal’s Law series

 

Cal and Jenny are one of my younger couple. The spanking in their relationship began mere minutes after they met, and Cal hasn’t let up much since. There relationship has it’s struggles, but these two are meant to be together. They live in the same town as Cassie and Tom and there is a lot of interactions among the character of both series. Jenny is not as reluctant as Cassie to openly discuss her sex life, so you’ll find a little more spice in this series.


 

On the River series

 

In this, my latest series, everyone is around – all the characters I’ve grown to love over the years are living on the area of the river that they call The Landing. Their lives, their adventures, even their spankings sometimes intertwine. By this time in the series, I’m just typing as my characters tell me what’s happening. And I love it!


These books do take you through time as it passes, but please don’t think you have to read them in order. Start anywhere. Just grab one and give it a try. If you are a spanking enthusiast, I know you'll enjoy it.

 

I’ll close today with a review on the latest book. This is one of the finest reviews I’ve ever had. 

 

Starting with the first Cassie book until now, I have never been disappointed or failed to wait expectantly for the next one.




And, of course, the links -


Cassie's Space (book one)   
Cassie's Tale (book two)                       
Cassie on the Move (book three)          
Cassie's River Living (book four)        
Cassie's Conflict (book five)
Cassie's Influence (book six)
Cassie's Ordeal (book seven)
Cassie Corralled (book eight)
Cassie's Road Trip (book nine)
Cassie's Life (book ten)

Cal's Law (book one)
Becoming Family (book two)
Educating Jenny (book three)
Searching for Home (book four)

On the River (book one) 

Undercurrents on the River (book four)  

Saturday, July 13, 2024

Saturday Spankings - Cal gets down to business

Welcome to Saturday Spankings. In last weeks snippet from Cal’s Law, Jenny found herself standing in the corner after passing out at a fraternity party and missing her exam. After letting all she had done settle in her mind, Cal gets down to business.

 

“You promised me you would stay in last night and you didn’t. I’m going to spank you for it. Do you understand? Do you have anything to say?”

“Only that I'm sorry.”

“I know you are, but you need to see what I mean about poor decisions have consequences.” With that Cal began. Jenny’s head shot up in disbelief at the first swat and gave a lusty “Owwwww…!” Was that just his hand? The sting was amazing and Jenny couldn’t stop from kicking. Cal paused long enough to put his leg over hers as her jeans slipped off.

The next twenty seemed harder still. When Cal paused, he asked a question, “When Megan asked you to go for ice cream what should you have said?”

This is no time for a damn question and answer period! Jenny wanted to shout. Instead, she answered, “I should have said no. That I’d promised you to stay in – I should have stayed in the dorm.”

“That’s right,” Cal said calmly as he stopped spanking and began to rub. Jenny relaxed in his lap, pretty sure there was more to come. He rubbed a moment longer as he allowed her to catch her breath. Then he stood her up and said, “Go get the paddle.”

“Why the hell didn’t you get it if you wanted to use it so damn much?” Jenny snapped at him.

She was back over his knee in a flash. He spanked hard as he suggested, “You might want to watch that temper in the middle of a spanking.” Setting her back on her feet he said, “I’m not going to repeat myself.”

Wincing a little as she walked, she headed for the bedroom. Pissed as she was, she was glad for the brief reprieve. She glared at the paddle – it looked evil. After rubbing her ass thoroughly, she sighed and brought the paddle back to Cal. 

Pulling her back over his knee he told her, “I’m not even going to ask how much you drank. You aren’t supposed to drink at all. How old are you?” He asked as if he didn’t already know perfectly well. Jenny realized what was coming and steeled herself.

Nineteen,” she told him.

“All right, let’s see how many that is.” And he took off with the paddle. “Now,” he asked, as he stopped to rub, “how old do you have to be to drink legally?

“Two years older,” Jenny gasped and Cal had to grin at her quick thinking under stress.

“Nice try,” he chuckled. “But the correct answer is twenty-one.” And with that he was off again with the hateful paddle, ignoring her yelps of pain and pleas until he finished. “Now what was the difference between those two numbers again?”

Gritting her teeth Jenny again said, “Two years.”

“That’s right and you better remember that,” Cal said emphatically as a burning pop seared each cheek.

With that he tossed the paddle onto the couch and again helped Jenny to her feet. She hopped and rubbed until Cal said, “We’re not quite done.”

“But, but… that’s enough! I promise I will never break my word again and I won’t drink a drop until I’m twenty-one.”

He stopped her. “I know and I appreciate it. That spanking cleaned the slate on the drinking. But you put yourself in serious danger.” He led Jenny to the arm of the couch. He stopped there and unbuckled his belt. She watched in horror as the belt snaked through the loops. Cal bent her over the arm of the sofa and doubled the belt.

“Drinking enough to pass out in that frat house was as dangerous as it gets.” Jenny heard the first whistling of the belt just before it landed.

“Please, Cal, don’t” she begged. 

“Be quiet,” he commanded. With the next lick she was far from quiet but she said no more. Each lick from the belt landed at the same spot on her lower bottom. She’d heard Cal call it her sit spot. He was ticking off danger points with each lick. “You could have been drugged… molested… raped.” Barely registering his words, she felt the last lick as it landed its biting sting on her upper thighs. She didn’t hear Cal’s final fear, “I could have lost you.”

Cal stood her up and held her to him as she cried. “Shh…it’s all right now, Jen. You’re going to be alright. Cry it out.”

Jenny felt her body was a study in contrasts. She hurt so bad and felt so good in his arms. She cried softly into his chest and enjoyed the feeling of his arms around her. 


Cal’s Law, Book One

 

Jenny is the typical rich-kid, sorority girl. Getting good grades isn’t high on her priority list. In fact, that sits well below getting into the secret faction of her sorority. To do that she must pull off a daring bit of mischief. 

Cal Bennett is the town sheriff. He’s a relatively young, no-nonsense, kind of guy – with a good heart. He is the moral center of this small town in North Carolina. But when his and Jenny’s paths cross unexpectedly, things get complicated and he questions his morals and his heart. 

His plan to save Jenny from herself by enforcing strict discipline seems like a sound one.  To both of them. At first. He enacts a touch of martial law and Jenny agrees to learn more than English Lit. Cooking, cleaning and laundry are but a few of her new subjects. Along with time-management, telling the truth and doing homework. Breaking any one in this new set of rules will result in a sound spanking. It all sounds simple enough when she signs on the dotted line of the contract between her and her sheriff. 

But, life is messy and she is faced with one tough decision after another. She’s a college student! Shouldn’t life be easier than this? Less complicated? But she is pulled in two directions: her moral, upstanding sheriff leads her down one path, and a cute frat boy leads her down another. In one direction lies maturity, and a future. In the other, the simplicity of being a rich kid in college where Mommy and Daddy pay for everything. Now she must choose: Will she continue to let her parents pay for it all, or will she learn to pay the price for her own actions? 



Cassie’s Space series

 

These ten books introduce Cassie. She is my friend and has been since she wandered into my imagination fifty-four years ago. She is married to Tom, the man who loves her in a way that makes my heart nearly burst with happiness for the two of them. He loves her, guides her, protects her and when necessary, spanks the fool out of her. I’ve been told that their adventures are exciting, funny and realistic. Their love-life is passionate and fulfilling – but you’ll hear no graphic details, Cassie is a lady and giving too much detail would not be proper.



Cal’s Law series

 

Cal and Jenny are one of my younger couple. The spanking in their relationship began mere minutes after they met, and Cal hasn’t let up much since. There relationship has it’s struggles, but these two are meant to be together. They live in the same town as Cassie and Tom and there is a lot of interactions among the character of both series. Jenny is not as reluctant as Cassie to openly discuss her sex life, so you’ll find a little more spice in this series.


 

On the River series

 

In this, my latest series, everyone is around – all the characters I’ve grown to love over the years are living on the area of the river that they call The Landing. Their lives, their adventures, even their spankings sometimes intertwine. By this time in the series, I’m just typing as my characters tell me what’s happening. And I love it!


These books do take you through time as it passes, but please don’t think you have to read them in order. Start anywhere. Just grab one and give it a try. If you are a spanking enthusiast, I know you'll enjoy it.

 

I’ll close today with a review on the latest book. This is one of the finest reviews I’ve ever had. 

 

Starting with the first Cassie book until now, I have never been disappointed or failed to wait expectantly for the next one.




And, of course, the links -


Cassie's Space (book one)   
Cassie's Tale (book two)                       
Cassie on the Move (book three)          
Cassie's River Living (book four)        
Cassie's Conflict (book five)
Cassie's Influence (book six)
Cassie's Ordeal (book seven)
Cassie Corralled (book eight)
Cassie's Road Trip (book nine)
Cassie's Life (book ten)

Cal's Law (book one)
Becoming Family (book two)
Educating Jenny (book three)
Searching for Home (book four)

On the River (book one) 

Undercurrents on the River (book four)