I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Thursday, December 16, 2010


I want to thank everyone who came by to read yesterday and especially to those who left a comment. You all made it a very special birthday. It’s wonderful to hear from friends here in my ‘special’ community. I heard from many on facebook and as a mom I have to tell you I was truly moved not only by my children remembering me but many of their friends left FB messages and several even called. That makes the mom in me feel much loved.

I’m embarrassed to tell you this next part; I mean here I am a true spanko, even though I haven’t exactly been craving spanking lately, but the truth is I never gave one thought to getting a birthday spanking yesterday. It didn’t even occur to me until late afternoon. And then when it did cross my mind I wondered if it would occur to Nick. I didn’t necessarily think it would. I haven’t been pushing spanking at all lately. I was trying to analyze my feelings – was I going to feel hurt that he didn’t think of it? – was I going to feel relieved that I wasn’t getting spanked? – was I going to feel disappointed in myself for feeling relieved?

I didn’t have all that long to wonder as I saw Nick walk into the living room with a wooden paddle. LOL! Guess that answered some of my questions. He said “So how old are you?” Evidently my answer of 20 wasn’t believed because he said “I can see we’ll need to add some for lying.” I got 54 birthday spanks with a variety of implements and one hard one with the tawse to grow on. I pointed out that I did not want to grow! But I got one anyway. And after the spanking I got another birthday gift, but I’ll keep those details private.

We talked a little about my upcoming weigh-in Friday. It’s not going to be pretty folks and I’m not looking forward to the likely outcome. But on the bright side I finally did write up the story that was running around in my head about asking Nick to get back to really helping me with my weight issues. Thank heavens Nick realized it was just a story and not what I really wanted. But I still felt good that I wrote it and it will be the Fantasy Friday this week. So I hope you come by. Again – thanks for all the birthday wishes!


  1. Glad you had a great birthday and got a birthday spanking!

  2. A belated happy birthday, PK. Sounds like you got a lovely present from Nick.


  3. PK, that is really good, well done Nick.
    I sent you an e-card, you don't appear to have received it?
    Love and warm hugs,

  4. So happy Nick gave you an extra special birthday present.

    I'll look forward to Friday.


  5. PK: How nice that you got a birthday spanking. Although I guess we just have to use your imagination about the other birthday gift. LOL>

    And how nice you've written another FF. Can't wait to read it.


  6. Thanks Jean! I hope you are doing well.

    It was lovely. A very nice reconnection.

    I got your card and loved it! Thanks!

    Thanks Ronnie,
    I was pretty happy about that myself.

    I know just how good your imagination is! Hope you like the story.

  7. Anonymous8:43 AM

    Belated Birthday Greetings! Looks like you had a fantastic birthday :).