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Saturday, December 16, 2017


Nick's mom passed away last night, one day before her 93rd birthday. The family was gathering last night at the nursing home to have a birthday dinner with her. Nick had stopped by to see her earlier in the afternoon and they talked a little. Nick's sister came with my father-in-law about a half hour before Nick's mom passed away. They had been married for over seventy years. 

We all know it's for the best, but it's hard. She was my mother-in-law for thirty-four years and I couldn't possible have had a better one. All she ever wanted to do was take care of her family. She was a lovely, sweet woman and she'll be greatly missed.


  1. PK I'm so sorry to hear your sad news. Such a hard time just before her birthday and right on Christmas. Its never easy even when you are expecting it to happen. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
    Hugs Lindy and Bear xx

  2. Oh PK, I am so so sorry for your loss, how sad for you all. I too have very elderly in laws, and both are as frail as can be. I dread the day. You have all my sympathy, please give Nick a hug from me.
    lots of love Jan, xx

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  4. PK, I am so sorry to read this sad sad news. Even though you know it will happen, it's never easy when it does. Please pass on my sympathy to Nick. Our thoughts are with you and family.

    Lots of love,

  5. Oh PK, I am so very sorry to hear the very sad news. Just before her birthday and so close to Christmas too. My heart goes out you, Nick and family. My thoughts are with you and I am sending lots of virtual hugs.


  6. Prayers for you all. So sad this close to her birthday and Christmas.

  7. Oh PK! My heart goes out to you, Nick and your family. There is never an easy time, or way to lose someone that you love, and who has loved you. Big hugs to you all!

    Your mother in law sounds like she was a lovely, and special woman. I’m so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you all. Sending much love your way,

    ❤️Katie xoxo

  8. So sorry for you loss. Sounds like you were fortunate to have such a wonderful mother-in-law. And tell Nick that he is also in my thoughts. I am sure you both have such wonderful memories of your time with her. You both are in my prayers.


  9. Condolences to you and your family. sending lots of hugs and love your way.

  10. PK,
    When we have been together, you have spoken of your sweet mother-in-law with great fondness and love. Know I am thinking of you at this time.

  11. we're so sorry to hear about your loss. condolences to you and Nick and all the family.

  12. We are never prepared when someone close to us passes over. I am sorry for your loss and wish you peace during this difficult time.

  13. I am so sorry for your loss. Hugs and prayers

  14. Oh PK...I am so sorry for your loss. You, Nick, his dad, your kiddos and the rest of the family are in my thoughts and prayers.

    Hugs and blessings...Cat

  15. Rosie Dee7:37 PM

    I am so sorry to hear about your mother-in-law's death. You have always spoken so highly of her. What a blessing that the beautiful memories you have of her will comfort you in the days ahead. Remembering the good times you all spent together and even the difficult end of life time will give you and Nick and the rest of your family a peace and joy that your life had her in it. In the meantime, know that I am thinking of you on this very sad day.

  16. I am so sorry for all of your family, special prayers this weekend. hugs abby

  17. Thanks for letting us know. I am sorry for you and Nick and the whole family, but I am glad that she went peacefully and that she is home in heaven. It is a blessing really that it is over for her. It is never easy no matter how long you knew it was coming. Glad you have such loving memories of her.

    Big Hug From Ella

  18. Sending my best wishes to you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss. Hugs