I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Friday, December 25, 2015

Fantasy Friday - Caring for you Christmas Tree

Merry Christmas to all! We have a very special Fantasy Friday today. It's much longer than usual so you are welcomed to read it all at once or come back for a little at the time - whatever is your pleasure.  The writer this week is Toralei she has written for us before and her stories are always wonderful. And today as a special treat she also included all the pictures you’re seeing.

Caring For Your Christmas Tree


                                
Lisa Tornbent always is the one to pick out a family Christmas tree and wreath for the house. She has this uncanny knack to survey the lot of approximately one hundred potential trees and pick the best one suited in less than ten minutes. It doesn’t make any sense as to why she does this so quickly. You see, she has very bad eyesight. The feeling is she uses her other senses to make the perfect choice. Frasier furs are her preference.
The decorating and care of the tree is Lisa’s task. The transformation of the tree always makes Lisa delight in amazement at each of the stages it goes through. She never can believe that she has made such a beautiful sight. Someone else must have surly done this incredible thing. She takes great pride in seeing her finished product and hearing the compliments of what a great job she has done.
The problem is she does not feel this way this Christmas. Lisa doesn’t want to pick out a tree this year. She is not in the mood, but Lisa does it anyway to avoid the grief that she will get if she doesn’t. Why does she always have to do this? Why can’t someone else perform this simple job? Lisa snaps at the praise she gets for the splendid look of the tree. What could possibly be wrong with her? Perhaps we shall find out.
While watering the tree one day, a spanking thought came to Lisa. Yes, Lisa is a spanko. Will wonders never cease, but this is a spanking blog. We must get back to the thought now. Replenishing the water in the tree is like being spanked in effect for Lisa. Once she has absorbed all the nuances and emotions of a good spanking over a period of time, Lisa too needs to be nourished again. Waiting too long to have a meaningful spanking, will result in her emotionally wilting and then dying just as the tree will if neglected at any great length. It is a constant reminder to Lisa when she waters the Holiday tree now.
Luckily for Lisa, she has a gracious friend in Robert who can sense when that need arrives and before the water runs out in Lisa’s tree stand. Unfortunately, real life sometimes gets in the way and both parties need to take heed of this. But a session is pending now and she counts the days of its arrival. It is the weekend before Christmas and Lisa’s mood is waning, the soothing moisture needed will soon be there to quench her thirst.
Her frightful behavior was never fully addressed the last time her and Robert met. He did not forgive her; because the punishment was not carried out in total. It was neither their fault that this occurred. Real life sometimes interferes with such things. This has weighed heavily on Lisa’s mind the past few weeks. She needs this resolved before Christmas Day; otherwise her holiday spirit will be gone forever. The weight of the guilt is dragging her down a slippery ski slope without any skis or poles to maneuver and she told Robert this. Robert agreed with Toppy fervor.
In anticipation of your punishment, I selected this picture for your viewing because of the twase and how nicely the bottom’s bottom was framed by her garter belt. It made me think of your lovely behind and I thought the color of her behind was lovely. Know that by Sunday evening yours will look similar. Are you scared, lisa? You should be. You have a long and hard punishment session ahead of you. Know that when it is over, lisa, you will be forgiven and you will be back in my good graces. I will bring all my implements which includes the prison tawse. Some implements you will become well aquatinted with and I will test how well you can hold your position, lisa.
As my email has arrived a bit before yours, you will be getting something extra. I trust you have been keeping your hands to yourself and that you are prepared for you punishment session. Think how I will put you in the corner, lisa. Feel me watching as you are slowly stripped naked. We will need more than two hours, as you have much to atone for.”
Robert

*Gulp*
They meet at Robert’s place and Lisa is hauled off to his bedroom led by the firm grip of his hand on her wrist. She does and doesn’t want this spanking to happen. Robert lets her go and sits himself on the bed. Let us listen in on part of the conversation.
“Over my knee, lisa.”
Lisa does not hesitate to comply as she is in enough trouble already and doesn’t want to annoy Robert more than he is already. The spanking starts over her skirt, hard and continues on with gusto.
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
“You have been very, very bad, lisa. This is going to be a long warm up. First I will spank you over your skirt, then over your panties and lastly over your bare bottom. Know that I am very disappointed in your holiday attitude right now. Hopefully this warm up will start your attitude towards some jolly good yule tidings. I know the color of red on your bottom will definitely brighten up my festive cheer. Hopefully, it will brighten yours too.”
Lisa giggles. “Sorry, Sir. I don’t want you to be disappointed in me.”
“Again with the giggling. This is not funny, lisa.”
“Sorry, Sir. I don’t think it is funny. Ow!”
“I suppose I should spank harder then.”
“Ow! Ow! Ummm…Ow! No! That isn’t necessary! Ow!”
“Doesn’t matter, I think it is.”
*groan*

The way Robert goes about his duties is like a masterful magician. He surprises and horrifies his audience of one with his craft, yet invokes such amazement and pleasures that one cannot help but squeal and squirm in delight. Lisa loves the way he sensually pulls down her panties. The rituals of an excellent Top always have that holiday magic. Robert gets to the bottom of her naughtiness with his very carefully chosen words and appreciation of her playful and compliant side. She would have it no other way, as this is the only way Lisa can be set straight back into her true self.*Groan*
Robert ends the OTK spanking, pulls her panties back up and sends Lisa to the corner to think about why she is being punished. With her hands on her head, she mulls over the reasons for a few minutes. Then Robert approaches her from behind and whispers in her ear.
“lisa, I want you only thinking of why you are being punished. No other thoughts are to be thought of. Is that clear?”
“Yes, Sir.”
He begins stripping all her clothes off, except for her stockings and high-heeled shoes, as she stands there in the corner. Lisa struggles to remain focused on what Robert had asked her to think about during all this. As he touches her intimately, she falters and moves out of her proper position by bending over and sticking out her bottom. Robert gives her ten wicked smacks on her lower cheeks and Lisa dejectedly pulls herself back into the correct position.
“Take off your shoes.”
As Lisa does this, Robert stacks some pillows on the bed.
“Now come over here and lie across the pillows.”
Lisa positions herself as requested. She watches Robert in the mirror that is situated behind the head board of the bed. The reflection of the scene heightens her senses.
“Let us begin then shall we? All the implements I have here will be used.”
Robert points to all the implements laid out on the side table. Lisa cringes at the sight, then turns to look at herself in the mirror. She sees she is not happy and that makes her giggle inside. The onslaught of implements ensues and Lisa is frightened at first to observe herself being punished. Robert has never had her do this before. Usually Robert makes her face the other way. Lisa finds the new experience of watching herself titillating. After all his different wooden and leather paddles are done with, Robert decides he does not want Lisa to enjoy watching herself in the mirror anymore.
“Get up, lisa and turn the other way.”
Unhappily, Lisa does as Robert asks her, but she does not voice this out loud. The pillows are repositioned and Lisa’s head is as far toward the foot of the bed as it can be without hanging off the edge. Robert then pours some water on Lisa’s buttocks. The water seeps down the crack of her bottom. He then rubs it all over her bottom. Lisa can hear him take off his belt and as his belt buckle jingles an ominous tune of “Carol Of The Belt”, a shivering thrill rushes over Lisa. The belt is her favorite implement. She inwardly resents the fact that Robert will not let her watch herself .

“I want you to tell me why you are being punished today, lisa. Then I want you to thank me for your spanking and for letting you atone for your bad behavior.”
“Ummm…I missed the first part of that sentence.”
“lissaaa! Pay attention, I will not say it again.”
Robert repeats his requests.
“Now? You want me to do all those things now?!”
“Yes, lisa, now.”
Lisa giggles.
“This is serious, little girl. If you do not stop giggling….”
“Ok! I am sorry, Sir. It was a nervous giggle, not a disrespectful ha-ha giggle.”
“Uhuh.”
A moment of silence fills the room.
“lisa, I am waiting.”
“For what? Oh! You want me to….”
Lisa pauses for the right words.
“Ok. It will just be worse for you then.”
“No! Ok. Ummm…I am being punished for throwing your favorite hat into the fireplace.

Ah yes. The incident happened at a holiday party thrown by Lisa’s friend Carol three weeks ago. All of Lisa’s and Robert’s friends were there. Lisa’s and Carol’s immediate family were there, also. I believe it was something about Robert telling Lisa that she had too much to drink after she had spilled some red wine for the second time. The first time she spilled it on Carol’s mom as she came around the corner into the dining room. It was an accident. Lisa was just not looking where she was going while she was talking to Brenda. Lisa was not drunk. It could have happened to anyone.
The second time it was when she went to reach across the coffee table for some deviled eggs and Harry had bumped her elbow while passing by. The momentum from that force caused her to spill Tricia’s drink on Carol’s beige living room rug. Again, it was an accident. It was completely not Lisa’s fault at all. Robert clearly had the wrong impression.

“Lisa I think you need to not drink anymore liquor. It is getting late and you have to drive home soon.”
“Robert, I am fine. I have hardly had anything to drink.”
Robert takes the glass of wine away from Lisa and ushers her into to kitchen to make her a cup of tea and feed her some bread from the spinach dip.
“Robert! I don’t want that!”
“Here take it and eat it. Drink the tea, too.”
Lisa pushes the tea away and across the counter.
“Stop bossing me around. I am not drunk!”
With that, Lisa attempts to move out of the kitchen, but Robert grabs her by the arm before she can do that.
“Robert, let go.”
“I think it is time to leave. I will take you home. Come on.”
“No!”
“I am not giving you a choice. Let’s go.”
Robert tells Carol that he is going to leave now and he will be taking Lisa home. Carol is surprised at this, nods her approval and says her good byes to Robert and Lisa.
“Carol, you know me. Tell him I am fine.”
“Lisa, it is getting late anyway, everyone will be leaving soon. If Robert is driving you home, it is better you start out now. I will talk to you tomorrow. Ok?”
“Thanks a lot, Carol. Ok. Talk to you tomorrow.”
As Robert gets his and Lisa’s coat, Lisa says her good byes to the rest of the party goers then stands by the door waiting for Robert. Tricia comes over to keep her company in the meantime.
“So, Robert is taking you home. Isn’t he nice? You know he was telling me how he thinks you just need someone to look after you, but who knows who that would be. He would have his hands full with you! Isn’t that funny?”
“Noooo! That isn’t funny at all, Tricia. He said that huh? Who does he think he is anyway?”
“That’s Robert. He is always looking after you, Lisa. I think he is getting tired of it, though. Maybe, you should ease up a bit and give him a break.”
“Give him a break! Oh, I will give him a break alright. Just watch.”
When Robert finally comes to the door, he helps Lisa on with her coat. Then he puts his hat and coat on. Lisa then grabs Robert’s hat off his head and quickly runs over to the fireplace and flings his hat into it.


                                                                                   
“Lisa! What the heck?”
Robert runs to the fireplace and grabs the fire place tongs to try and retrieve his hat, but it’s too late. Meanwhile, Lisa runs out the back door, gets into her car and drives off.  Everyone is stunned and they don’t know what to say to Robert; everyone that is except Tricia.
“Oh, Robert! That’s too bad about your hat. I don’t know why you bother with Lisa. She surly is a royal brat. Maybe you should care for someone who is more mature and appreciates your attention. That was definitely a little unsettling. Come on and take off your coat. You should relax your nerves a bit before you leave. Stay a little while longer.”
“No thank you, Tricia. I am fine, really. I need to get home. Good night everyone.”
So Robert and Lisa did not speak to each other for a week after that. Robert wanted to put everything into perspective and have Lisa simmer down a bit first before he sent her an email. By then Lisa agreed she had been unfair to Robert, especially when she realized that Tricia had gotten her all stoked up on purpose to try and make her move on Robert again. Carol had told her what happened after Lisa had left the party and Carol told her what she thought really happened. Lisa had acted childish again. Robert and Lisa both agreed that Lisa should be punished for it.
The first time this punishment was to happen, it was cut very short and was never completed. Robert was called away to fix some crisis at work. It couldn’t be helped. He had visited Lisa at her house the next weekend and complimented her on the great job she did with the Christmas tree and all the other trimmings. Lisa had snapped at him for it. That is when Robert decided it would need to be taken care of soon. He would make sure of it this time.
So here Lisa finds herself now. Confessing to him something she already knew, but has never said out loud to him. She had only written it in emails to Robert. It made an impact and hit her hard to speak these words. The shame of it made her blush with embarrassment. This was worse than the spankings. Lisa continues with her confession.
“It was childish of me to throw your hat into the fire and I am so sorry, Sir. Honest. Ummm…and thank you for spanking me for it and giving me the chance to make amends.”
“What else?”
“And for snapping at you and everyone else when you all complimented me about the way I decorated the tree and the rest of the house for Christmas. I should not have done that. I have had a bad attitude this holiday season because I was feeling so guilty about throwing your hat into the fire. I am sorry for spoiling everyone’s holiday.”
“Good. It is my responsibility as a Top to make you see this and help you through all this, lisa. I won’t make you count these. I want all your focus to be on the licking I am now going to administer to you. Then you will be forgiven and you will be all right again.”
“Yes, Sir. Thank you, Sir.”
The spanking begins with the belt. It is so powerful in its force that Lisa begins to wither and kick her legs with each blow. She mercifully “OWS” throughout it, even in between the swats. After fifteen strokes, Robert grows somewhat annoyed at the fuss Lisa is making and stops the belting.
“lisa, you are acting like a little school girl. A fifth former would take this better than you are. I expect you to take this like an adult. Now let us try again from the beginning.”
Lisa is stunned by Robert’s words, but knows he is correct. She likes the belt and needs to focus on that and why she is being punished so harshly. That will help her get through it.
“Yes, Sir. Sorry, Sir, but it really hurts.”
“It’s supposed to hurt.”
Lisa knew that response was coming.
“Yes, Sir.”
The next fifteen are harder, but Lisa constantly repeats to herself in her mind what she knows will make it more enjoyable for her. It is working and she raises her bottom higher in the air to meet the belt head on. Lisa spreads her legs to catch a few of the strokes on her genital area. She gasps as those thwacks send a spine wrenching chill throughout her body. Robert teases her genital area with the bent end of the belt; thrusting it hard there to ease the pain and cause a sensual pleasure between each stroke now. He stops at the sixtieth pass with the belt.
Lisa falls back onto the pillows and breathes heavily into the sheets of the bed. Robert straddles her and massages Lisa’s shoulders, back and bottom to comfort her and slow her breathing down. He then gets up and stands at the foot of the bed.
“Get up for a second, lisa.”
Lisa rises and stands in front of him. To her surprise, Robert extends his arms and hugs her ever so sweetly. Lisa melts into his embrace.
“There now, feeling better?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Good. Stand in the corner.”
The corner?! Lisa thought that would be the end and the request shocks her, but she begrudgingly puts herself there. Robert stands back and admires Lisa’s naked body.  Her luscious, spankable bottom is a deep red, but no bruising or welts are visible. It is sexually arousing to him and he takes time to enjoy the moment he has created for himself.
“lisa, turn around. I want you to come back to the bed and take the same position again over the pillows.”
Lisa adjusts the pillows to be higher this time by folding then over each other. She wants to take some of the pressure off her aching knees and elbows.
“Are you comfortable now?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Good. Hold this in front of yourself.”
Robert hands Lisa the dread prison tawse. She moans at the sight of it. Holding it in front of herself, she notices that the stitching is red and winces when she sees the thickness and breath of it. It is a cruel implement and will draw the words of repentance out of even the most innocent.
“You will get fifty from this prison tawse, lisa.”
“No! No! Please, Sir! Please! I am sorry! You don’t have to really!”
“I am afraid I must. It will bring the point home and you will never, EVER forget this spanking for as long as you live, lisa. ”
*Groan*

The thudwhacks are unbelievably unbearable. Lisa cannot help but loudly “OWWA!!! OWWIIEE!!!” with each crack to her already lit up bottom. She almost feels like she is going to faint, but it never comes to that. After the twenty-fifth pass, Robert speeds up the tempo. Lisa is calling upon higher authorities to now get her through.
“I amm soooo sorry, SIR!!! I will neeveer do anyTHING like THAT AGAIN! Pleeaassee STOP! I have learned my LESSON!!!
Lisa whimpers and Robert stops.
“Good I am glad to hear that. That was forty, lisa. You have ten more to go”
“Oh my God, Sir. I swear I will be good for awhile; maybe even longer than that.”
“Well, that is nice to hear. I hope so, but we shall see. I want you to count the last ten backwards.”
“The last ten? Do you have to give me the last ten?”
“liissaa, you know I have to.”
“Ok. Ok. I just thought…I guess I just should not think at this point.”
“Good call. No other thinking is involved here; just counting and feeling.”
“Yes, Sir.”  *Moan*
THUDWHACK!
“Teenn, Siirr! Hoo!”
Lisa deeply blows air rapidly out after each count and inhales deeply before the next swat.
THUDWHACK!
“Niinnaa, Sir! Hoo! Hoo!
THUDWHACK!
“Eiight, Sir! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
THUDWHACK!
“Seevveen, Sir! Hoo!!
THUDWHACK!
Lisa pauses for a few seconds to collect herself.
“Hoo!! Hoo!! Siixxaa, Sirrr!!
THUDWHACK!!
“Fiivvee, Sirrr!! Hoo!!! Hoo!!!
THUDWHACK!!
“Fouurr, Sirrr!! Hoo!!!
THUDWHACK!!
“Threeee, Sirrr!! Hoo!!! Hoo!!!
THUDWHACK!!
“Twoaaa, Sirrr!!! Hoo!!!
THUDWHACK!!!
“Oneaa, Sirrr!!! Hoo!!!
THUDWHACK!
“HUUU! Zerooo, Sir?! Hey! That was an extra one!”
“Well, just wanted to make sure.”
**Groan**
Lisa pants rapidly.
“I really am sorry, Robert. If I had realized that Tricia was just teasing me again, this punishment would have never happened. I would have just gone home with you and….
“That reminds me. You drove home drunk. You really should be punished for that.”
“Robert, I seriously wasn’t drunk.”
“Maybe, not. But you were just a little….ummmm…tipsy?”
“No, I was just feeling good is all.”
“I still think you should be punished for leaving the scene of the crime the way you did.”
“Robert! No! Come on! Me and my big mouth.”
“Yes, you must now pay the piper, lisa.”
“Piper? What is your name Peter? I thought it was Robert.”
Lisa giggles.
“Young lady, you are going to get it! I think six of the best with the cane will take care of it. Uhuh.”
“The cane! No! Robert!”
“Stand up and bend over the chair.”
“No! I am not going to and you can’t make me!”
“Fine then I will just use the OTK cane.”
With that, Robert grabs the cane, sits on the edge of the bed and pulls Lisa over his lap. Lisa protests throughout the maneuver.
“Stop fussing or I will make it twelve.”
“No, please Robert! Ok! I will be quiet.”

Whosh! Crack! Whosh! Crack! Whosh! Crack! Whosh! Crack! Whosh! Crack!
Whosh! Crack!…. Whosh! Crack!
“Ow!”
“Do you have something to say?”
“I am sorry I left the scene of the crime the way I did, Sir. Ok? Are we good now?”
“Stand up, lisa.”
“I don’t think I can.”
“Really? Here, let me help you.”
Robert helps Lisa stand slowly, then gets up and faces her.
“My bottom is on fire, Robert.” *Whimper*
He hugs Lisa and rocks her slowly back and forth in his arms. Very extreme after care and cuddling is then given to Lisa for almost two hours. Every time Robert touches Lisa’s lower cheeks, it heightens the experience of the healing process. As they lie there feeling the overwhelming closeness to each other in a warm embrace, Robert kisses Lisa on her forehead and utters the words she needs.
“Lisa?”
“Yes, Robert?”
“You will pay for my hat.”
“I thought I already did.”
“lisa, you know what I mean.”
Giggles. “Ok, I fully intended to.”
“Lisa?”
“Yes, Robert?”
“You are forgiven.”
*Sigh* “Thank you, Robert.”
They both then fall dreamily asleep in each other arms.
So, what have we learned from this story? Remember to take care of your Christmas tree and keep it properly watered. You should reward it for bringing you such joy and beauty, especially during the Holiday Season. If you don’t, it will become hazardous to the people around it. You might even lose your favorite hat, if you have one, in the process. Show your love and give back to nature what she has so graciously given you. Plant a new tree. If you don’t have a Christmas tree, plant a new one anyway. It’s good for the planet we live in.

Oh, yeah! And give each other a break and be nice to one another throughout the year. We were not meant to be perfect and I know it is hard sometimes, but do try your best most of the time. I know I will. Peace on earth; goodwill toward all.
Ok, so I got side tracked a little. Giggles.

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Thursday, December 24, 2015

To my friends...


I wish a very Merry Christmas to all my friends here. Blogland is an amazing place. All my friends here are special to me. Sometimes I feel it was the support of all the people here that finally gave me the courage to be my true self. You all mean a lot to me and I hope you have a wonderful holiday season!

Love,
PK and Nick

Monday, December 21, 2015

About an old friend

Before I begin this busy week I wanted to take a minute to give you an update on Bas' family.  I know many remember Bas, a fine man, wonderful writer and a dear friend to many of us.

I heard from Bas’ wife. I just want to report that she is doing well and two days ago became a grandmother again.  Bas’ little grandson that he got to meet now has a little brother.  Ms. Bas seemed very happy and excited and they are looking forward to celebrating Christmas with this new addition. I’m so glad she is doing so well.


Friday, December 18, 2015

Fantasy Friday - OTK



It's Friday! It's Friday! I've been looking forward to this one - we're out at noon today and the kids will have a hard time beating me to the door.  Today's Fantasy Friday story comes from an old friend of mine. Although Mthc and David never had their own blog they were a big part of blogland when I first came here.  I hope you enjoy...



OTK

They had been High School sweethearts and now Donna was minutes away from getting married to the man of her dreams. Jim was already dressed in his tuxedo thinking of what his bride would look like standing at the alter next to him. He had visions of what his wedding night would be like with this beautiful woman. Jim did not know it but Donna had the same thoughts running thru her head.

Donna had told Jim years ago what those playful swats he gave her on her butt did to her. They were not really into spanking but he had promised her on there wedding night he would do whatever she wanted to please his new bride. The thoughts of what she wanted him to do was making her moist between her legs. Jim had been on the computer reading up on spankings and had actually found a chat room on the subject. For the last several months and had learned a great deal he thought on how he could please the woman he would spend the rest of his life with.

The ceremony was about to start and he watched his bride to be being escorted to him by her father. It was beautiful an outdoor wedding and the weather could not have been better. As the minister finished the ceremony and he told Jim he may kiss his new bride. He smiled at Donna, told her he loved her and they kissed passionately. He then whispered in her ear "You will receive you first spanking tonight". Donna then gave Jim another kiss and they turned to walk away as man and wife.

The wedding reception was just as wonderful as the ceremony itself. The happy couples were dancing and Donna whispered to Jim I have a surprise for you but not until this evening. She asked Jim what kind of spanking she was going to receive and Jim just kissed her and told her one that she would remember always.

The drive to the hotel had taken a couple of hours and when they reached the door of there suite they kissed each other with hunger for each other. Jim opened the door and picked her up and carried her to the bed. The bed was covered in rose petals. There were vases of dozens of roses thru out the room and a table with champagne being chilled and a box.

Jim was sitting on the edge of the bed as Donna came out of the bathroom. He stood up and could not believe how beautiful she was. She was wearing nothing but a orange G-string panty. They only took two steps to each other and there mouths met. Jim's hands were slowly massaging Donna's back and then down to her butt as they continued to kiss Donna let out a little moan. Jim's mouth then found her nipple and then the other. He slipped down to his knees as his mouth continued to explore her body and his hands massaging her butt. Donna thru her head back and her breathing was labored as the feelings raced thru her body and ended between each leg.

Jim grabbed each side of her panties and pulled it down as Donna stepped out of it. Jim's eyes met hers as she told him, I told you I had a surprise for you. She had shaved clean her pubic area and as his mouth kissed her there her knees buckled. Jim got up and led he to the bed reached down and picked up the box and gave it to her. Inside was a leather paddle and etched into it "forever my love". Jim reached for Donna and put her over his knee and started to rub her butt all over and then his hand came down on her with the first swat and the another. He continued for several minutes with his hand and then picked up the leather paddle.

Donna was in another world. She had no idea what she had wanted for so long was making her feel like this. As the paddle came down again on her red marks were beginning to show on her butt and Jim stopped to massage her and ask her if she was ok. Her response to him was not to stop "please don't stop". Jim continued and with each swat the leather made her moan. Jim took his other hand and found out how wet she was, him not knowing she had already had the first of many orgasms to come that evening.

Jim could wait no longer and laid her on the bed and entered her. As they made love together as man and wife they both exploded together and then they held each other and told each other how much they loved each other.

That was ten years ago today. The paddle is well worn and is kept in the night stand next to the bed. Donna is waiting for the love of her life to return from work and all she has thought about today is how Jim makes her feel when he takes her over his knee. As the door opens she gets up to greet Jim with her panties soaked with the thoughts in her mind of the evening that was to come.

~o~

David was a great friend, husband and writer and sadly he passed away several years ago. I still talk to Mthc every day and while she misses David she has been blessed with several beautiful grand babies to keep her busy.

I don't know if I'll have a story up for next Friday but I do wish each and everyone of you a wonderful Christmas. How about giving all your friends out here a gift and write a Fantasy Friday for us! Send any stories to elisspeaks@yahoo.com

Thursday, December 17, 2015

One word meme

I finally got a few test results back from the doctor, I'll absorb the results and tell you about them soon.  The good new is it's nothing horrible and I'll be fine. Enough for now.

I did this meme nearly nine years ago. I liked it because it is a ONE WORD meme. Think about it - none of us blog because we're short on words. Now you have to decide on the best word for your answer. I enjoyed doing it, if you need to take a break from the holiday crazies you might want to try one.



Describe ...

1. Yourself:
transitioning

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend (spouse): mine

3. Your hair: short


4. Your mother: gone

5. Your father: gone

6. Your favorite item: cellphone





7. Your dream last night: forgotten

8. Your favorite drink: Sundrop

9. Your dream car: Overpriced 
10. The room you are in: messy

11. Your ex: non-existent

12. Your fear: loss

13. What you want to be in 10 years? healthy




14. Who you hung out with last night?
Nick

15. What you're not? Skinny

16. Muffins: Blueberry

17. One of your wish list items: maid


18. Time: passing

19. The last thing you did: typed






20. What you are wearing: sweats

21. Your favorite weather:
mild

22. Your favorite book: Remnant


23. The last thing you ate: peanuts

24. Your life: sweet

25. Your mood: relaxed

26. Your best friend: Nick






27. What are you thinking about right now?
changes

28. Your car: Equinox

29. What are you doing at the moment? blogging


30. Your summer: heaven

31. Your relationship status: married

32. What is on your TV? Surviver





33. What is the weather like? cold

34. When is the last time you laughed? today

35. Your favorite color? Purple

Monday, December 14, 2015

Busy week

It’s going to be a crazy busy week so I thought I’d try a quick post while I can. I went to the doctor last Thursday – I don’t have any answers yet but the doctor is hitting it with everything she has, steroids, antibiotic, Pepcid, Claritin, Flonase, a vitamin D supplement and a daily multi -vitamin as well as the blood pressure medicine and one other stomach medicine. You can hear me rattle when I walk I have so many pills in me. But the cough seems to be letting up some and my knees are feeling a little better.  She also did a chest x-ray and took a gallon or so of blood. I’m assuming she will get the results to me soon.
Meanwhile you can imagine six graders the week before Christmas - nuff’ said. We’re going to eat with Mollie tonight and we have plans for Tuesday night too. Then it’s cleaning the rest of the week. My sister will be here next Saturday night for a family gathering (not here). Monday is a teacher workday and LJ is flying in on Tuesday. Colin can’t come until Christmas day. They’ll be here until the following Wednesday. Busy, busy and I’m really looking forward to it! I am starting to feel better and I sure hope that continues.

Friday, December 11, 2015

Fantasy Friday - A Good Night's Sleep



We're in the weeks before Christmas vacation at a middle school - imagine. I am so tired! Nothing like excited children who could care less about what I'm trying to teach to turn a five day week into a twenty-five day week. One more to go and then a lovely break. Maybe I'm the one who needs ...




A Good Night’s Sleep


She was too tired to appreciate how handsome Kyle looked as he pushed open the door from their garage and walked into the kitchen that evening. She was pouting as he kicked off his shoes, offloaded his briefcase and suit coat to the hall tree. "Missed you, Emily" he said as his strong arms pulled her close. Even in her sleepy state, she was not completely immune to the wonderful masculine smell of him. She pushed out of his hug a little too quickly and started leafing through a catalog which had come in the mail that day. Casually, she said, "thought you were going to be home a few hours ago."

Kyle responded kindly, "You seem tired, kitten. Didn’t you sleep well last night?" This wasn’t where she wanted the conversation to go, but she was prepared to turn it back on him. "You know I never sleep well when you’re gone overnight." To avoid the possibility of running into traffic and not being on time for his early morning meeting, Kyle had driven two hours into the city and spent the night in a hotel. "I’m sorry, babe. You know I hate being away from you for even one night, but it couldn’t be helped." She shrugged off another attempt he made to hug her.

"Hey, what’s for dinner, honey? I’m starved," he asked. After throwing a frozen pizza into the oven, Emily went to lie down on their bed. She flopped down on top of the bedspread. Feeling relieved that Kyle was finally home to handle the children, she fell into a blissful sleep and was only distantly aware that Kyle had gotten "dinner" on the table.

The house was quiet and it was completely dark outside when he climbed onto their bed and hovered over Emily. She looked so peaceful when she was sleeping. He appreciated how much work it took to care for their three little ones...especially alone. He bent over and planted kisses into the warm crook of her neck. He was delighted when she rolled over and looked up at him with her dark, happy eyes. "Oh, hi there, love," she said and stretch her arms out for a hug. "Oh, thank you, Kyle. I really need that nap" Emily sighed. "Anything for my Princess" he said while he began unbuttoning his shirt for bed.

A quick look at the clock and she realized how long he had let her sleep. The kids were obviously already in bed. "And what do you need, babe?" she asked with a suggestive smile on her face. He looked so big and handsome hovering over her that her heart skipped and she reached to pull him down on top of her. After reacquainting themselves with deep kisses and frantic groping, Kyle scooped her up off the bed so he could pull back the covers.

Unfortunately, as the bedspread was stripped back, both of them caught sight of a note, handwritten on a piece of yellow legal notepaper. Kyle set Emily down on her feet and she pulled the note up off the bed, wondering aloud, "What’s this?"

He waited while Emily read the short love note he’d left in bed for her before he’d left on his overnight trip. "Dear Emily, I’m going to miss you, kitten. Thank you for maintaining my castle while I’m away. I’ll think of you constantly because I need you like a vampire needs a vein. Keep our bed warm until I get back and remind you what it’s for. All my love, Kyle"

Emily moved forward to hug him and thank him for the note, but he sat down on the edge of the bed and pulled her down onto his hard lap. She could tell by the firm way he was gripping her arm that he was not joking. "Look at me!" he demanded. He tipped her chin up so that she couldn’t help but see the anger in his eyes as he asked, "Why didn’t you go to bed last night, Emily?"

"What do you mean?" she asked, trying to sound innocent. "Emily, do not play games with me. What was the last thing I told you to do on the phone last night before we said goodnight?" He waited for her to respond.

She sat quietly for several seconds before erupting with a defiant tone, "You said not to stay up late!" She went on to yell, "I can stay up as late as I want. I can stay up all night if I want. Why do you even care? It’s none of your business!" Despite the fact that she was trying to pull herself off his lap and storm away, she was held in place by his unyielding arms. She felt like a silly brat, but she was afraid to back down.

"So did you...did you stay up all night, Emily?" Several more silent seconds were all the answer she gave. His mouth moved closer to her ear and with an edge of controlled anger he said quietly, "Stand up, Emily." She stood up and he tucked her tightly between his thighs. He began unsnapping her jeans and then yanked them down to her knees. She wouldn’t look at his face and made sure that her own face showed only anger and not the fear that was about to make her collapse.

Kyle flipped her face down over his lap and she began to complain. "Too late for talking, babe," he growled. "I’ll do the talking now. I’ll start by telling you what I think of my wife being disobedient. You just close your mouth and listen." He laid into her upturned bottom with his hand. Over and over his hand reigned down quick, hard hits. Her hand reflexively swung back to protect her bottom from the painful spanks. Without much effort, he pinned her arm to her back and continued spanking.

Emily began to kick her feet and angrily yelled at Kyle to stop, but he simply hooked one leg over the back of her calves and used the slight pause to pull her panties down below her bottom. The panties hadn’t offered much protection, but now there was nothing between her pink flesh and his hard hand. She realized that Kyle was more angry than she thought and began to loudly repeat "I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I’m sorry..."

"You aren’t nearly as sorry as you’re going to be. Now stop being mouthy or this lesson is going to be taught very slowly." The intensity of the spanks increased as he punctuated each syllable of "ve-ry-slow-ly" with a spank to her upper thighs. She stopped talking but began to quietly whimper. "Part two of tonight’s lesson" he paused to say, " is what your husband will do if you ever stay up all night again without my permission."

"Pleeeeaase" she whined. "I won’t do it again. I’m sorry I was up last night. I just got playing on the internet and I didn’t realize how late it was."

"Sweetheart," he said without mercy, "one thing you aren’t is stupid. You may be disobedient and stubborn, and you may not know when it’s best to keep your mouth shut, but you do know how to read the clock display right onscreen and you must have noticed the hours passing. You weren’t even supposed to be ON the internet. When I hung up with you at eleven, you were supposedly in your bed and going to sleep. Now, I am not going to argue with you, kitten." He hauled her up off his lap and then pushed her face down onto their bed.

Standing behind her, he began unbuckling his belt as he continued, "Honey, I don’t like to punish you, but what I really don’t like is when I come home from work to a tired and cranky wife." He folded his belt over and gave her ten precise licks across both cheeks. Emily was close to tears when he stopped to speak again. "If you’re tired and cranky because the kids are sick, or you’ve had a fight with your mother, then that’s one thing. But to come home and have you frowning at me, pushing me away and throwing cold pizza at me because you just couldn’t log off, well...." He gave her another twenty hard whips with the belt before she jumped forward on bed and yelled, "Dammit, Kyle! I hate you!"

"Now, I know you don’t mean that, Emily. You are feeling guilty because you disobeyed me and because you haven’t had enough sleep. Let’s just finish up this lesson and get you tucked back into bed. You should be tired enough when I’m done here that you can sleep the rest of the night." He grabbed her foot and pulled her back into position. Putting his hand on her lower back, he said, "So help me, Emily, if you move out position again, I will have to start again at the beginning."

He gave her twenty more lashes with his belt. She had broken down and was sobbing after the first ten, but she didn’t start to beg until number fifteen. She buried her face in a pillow and only came out to gasp for air and plead. He tossed his belt onto the floor and reached under the bed for his wooden paddle. Seeing the paddle in his hand brought on a fresh round of hysterical weeping. She hated that paddle and felt she couldn’t take any more. "Now I have a few questions for you, baby. I’ll expect you to answer respectfully. You know how to do that, right?"

"Yes, sir" she cried into the pillow.

"Do you know why I am punishing you tonight?" She realized that she needed to respond promptly when her pause brought on a round of five spanks with the paddle.

"Yes! I know why you’re spanking me!" she yelled at him angrily.

"Not very respectful..." he said calmly as he held his hand firmly on her lower back and delivered ten more swats with the paddle.

"No, please, sir. I’m sorry, sir" she gasped. "I shouldn’t have stayed up all night. I was cranky and tired when you came home. Please, no more, sir," she bawled.

"That’s good, sweetie. Now, do you understand that I expect this *spank* pretty *spank* little *spank* ass *spank* in bed by a reasonable hour every *spank* single *spank* night? *spank, spank*

"Yes, sir. I do, sir. Please, sir. No more."

"And do you know what I will do if you defy me again, angel?" He rubbed the smooth, cool paddle in circles over her fiery bottom. "Yes, sir. Please, sir. No more" she continued sobbing. He gave her ten more hard licks to her sit spot.

He dropped the paddle onto the floor and scooped her up in his arms. She buried her wet face in his neck and cried with relief that the spanking was over. He carried her into the bathroom and pulled a few tissues from the box before he sat down on the edge of the tub and began drying her eyes. She kicked her feet out of her jeans and panties and they dropped onto the floor. She could not quit crying and she held onto him like her heart would break. She was so sad that she had treated him so rudely and been disobedient too.

"Shhhh. Shhhhhh, good girl" he crooned to her with a soothing voice as he pushed her hair back out of her eyes. "It’s okay, kitten. It’s over. Shhhhh. I love you so much, baby."

"Are yo-you-you still ma-mad at me?" she choked.

"Of course not sweetie. It’s over. It’s done. You’re such a good girl. I couldn’t live without you. I need you, baby, just like you need me. Shhhhhh. Just be still, kitten. I’ve got you. I’ll hold you as long as you want."

"I’ll be good, Kyle. I’ll obey you, I promise. Why do you love me so much, anyway? I’m so stupid sometimes," she sniffled.

"Oh, baby. I’ll always love you...even when you need me to correct you. I will always take care of you...even when you don’t take care of yourself. And you’re not stupid, Emily. You are the smartest lady I know. You are a brilliant mommy, and you take such good care of me and our home. I couldn’t do anything without you. You are my best friend. I love that you trust me and that you need me to take care of you." Kyle crooned.

She felt so safe and content in his arms. Her tears had turned to tears of peace and love for the man who now held her in his arms. She lifted her face up to look into his eyes and he kissed her red nose. She leaned in and kissed his lips. He kissed her back and when she wiggled her arm free so she could explore his chest and belly with her hands, she felt him become hard against her throbbing bottom.

With small hiccups leftover from the waning tears, she began unbuttoning his shirt. He pressed the tissues against her cheeks again as he stared into her face. She undid his pants and slid onto her knees on the bath rug. He groaned with aching desire as she reached into his pants and released his erect blade. She held her arms up and waited until he pulled her shirt over her head. She cradled his manhood between her breasts and placed gentle kisses on the wet tip of his shaft. She began to lick and suck with great pleasure as he shuttered with the sensation of her warm mouth.

"Baby, you’re killing me" he groaned.

"It’s only fair," she said. "If I can take a licking, so can you."

"You know where that smart mouth will get you, right?" he said with a wicked grin. He picked up Emily and carried her back to their bed. Kyle pushed her onto her belly and began massaging her bottom. She loved and hated the massage. She writhed and moaned in painful pleasure. He moved his hand between her thighs and thrust his finger up into her and she rocked up onto all fours and moaned with delight.

"You’ve got this coming," he whispered as he mounted her from behind and drove his cock deep inside her. She pushed her bottom against him as he drove into her again and again. Kyle grabbed her hair and pulled her head gently back and began biting her neck as he listened to her pant and whimper with need. When she felt the passion building to the point where she was no longer in control, she began to plead "Please, Kyle, no, no, nooooo! Oh, oh, yes, please, yes, please, Kyle, Kyle, Kyle" she screamed. For the second time that night her tears watered their bedspread. She abandoned herself to the love he so thoroughly gave her...and she wept at being complete.

They lay together, spent from the lesson and spent from the loving. It was all the same thing: the pain, the pleasure, the needy and being needed. Complete and content, Kyle tucked her into bed. She lay quietly as he smoothed the blankets across her body and bent to whisper "I love you, kitten. Now get some sleep."

~o~

The author of ‘A Good Night’s Sleep’ was Marie. This was the first spanking story she had ever written. She is obviously very talented and I hope she will write more for us.

Marie describes herself as ‘kind of shy, but coming out of my shell more and more since dd and making a few internet friends’. I haven't heard from her lately but maybe she's still reading and she'll begin commenting again.

If you are willing to share a story you've written you can sent it to elisspeaks@yahoo.com

Wednesday, December 09, 2015

I've got gas, well a little

What’s everyone doing these days? Any spanking going on our there? There was one started here the other day, but it was cut short by a phone call. I might have mentioned that I’m a little on the spoiled side. Nick takes care of lots of ‘stuff’ around here. But he’s asked me to do something that, to be honest, I didn’t pay much attention. He doesn’t want me to let the car get below an eighth of a tank of gas. I do remember him mentioning it, but then never thought about it again.



It’s not that he worries about me running out – but he has pointed out that with the age of his parents and with Mollie living out of town there is always the chance we’ll need to make a hurried trip some time, especially to his parents and he said he doesn’t want to worry about stopping for gas.

Makes sense, but I never seem to think of the gas until the light comes on. In fact we got the car a few years ago in April and I didn’t put gas in the car myself until August of that year when I took a trip alone. Nick swears I plan it so that the car only needs gas on the weekends. I see no problem with that myself but apparently now it’s a spankable offense.

Maybe now that I’ve blogged about it, it will stick in my mind. See how you all help me?

Friday, December 04, 2015

Fantasy Friday - Christmas Shopping Adventures

Happy Friday everyone. I'm so glad the weekend's here. It's been a tiring week. I'm still not a hundred percent but I'm doing okay. Thankfully we have a wonderful story today. This story is from Lindy at Downunder Dreaming. She let it slip the other day that she has written stories and then deleted them thinking they weren't 'good enough'. I hope she's had a sound spanking for doing such horrible things. She promises she'll do no such in the future. So today, as it getting to look a lot like Christmas, lets enjoy...


        Christmas Shopping Adventures

Sally was excited as the following day she was meeting friends to do their annual Christmas shopping and lunch date. She tossed and turned in bed for ages until James said to her.   ‘If   you don’t go to sleep right this instant I will warm your bottom’.  How could she sleep with so much going through her head?  It had been ages since she had seen her friends.

James woke up as usual before her to get ready for his work day.  He brought Sally in a cup of tea and gently woke her up.  Drink your tea love then we are having a discussion about your day.’

Sally slowly sipped her tea as she knew what James intended doing and it wasn’t just a chat. As she was drinking he went to the toy box and retrieved a paddle. 

Then sat on the edge of the bed pulling Sally over his lap.  ‘You know when you get together with your friends you tend to be a bit silly, spend way too much and get yourself into heaps of trouble’.

Sally answered ‘Yes Sir, but I promise to be good this year’.

I know love, you always promise to be good, then the minute you are with the other girls all that is forgotten. With this he started giving Sally a hand spanking to warm her bottom.  We have discussed the budget you are to stick to for buying Christmas presents haven’t we?  How much did we agree on?

Yes Sir! $500.

Also when you go to lunch with the girls you are only to have one drink, as you will be driving. Is that understood?

Yes Sir!

So I’m going to give you a bit of a reminder to what you might expect if you disobey me, alright Sally?

Yes Sir!

With this James picked up the paddle and started lightly spanking Sally.  As it wasn’t for a punishment he didn’t intend spanking her hard, but wanted to get his point across that he expected her to stick to the rules.

Sally was soon squirming around as the sting was building up.  He increased the tempo a bit and gave her six harder spanks. Then said if you don’t want to be back over my knee tonight behave or else young lady.

Yes Sir, I promise to behave and keep to the rules.

James left for work and Sally hoped into the shower.  Quickly dried her wet hair and put on a pretty summer dress as she wanted to impress her friends as it had been ages since they had seen each other.

Off she drove to the shopping complex. They all agreed to meet outside Gloria Jeans as it was central in the shopping complex.  So they started off their day with a coffee and catch up on all the gossip that  had happened since the last time they were all together. Then they hit the shops for a few hours. As James had predicted once Sally was with her friends she let her hair down and they were soon encouraging her to buy way too much. She remembered to stick to her budget though but bought some unnecessary items hoping James would understand.

When they had enough walking around they went to a lovely little restaurant to enjoy a leisurely lunch over a few wines. The girls shared a bottle or maybe three of wine as they lost track enjoying themselves.  Actually someone kept topping up their glasses, so Sally wasn’t sure precisely how many she would have drank until she went to stand up and felt light headed.  She remembered James words from this morning about behaving or she would end up over his knee again. She thought oh well it is only a once a year trip to meet the girls for shopping. So she really didn’t mind a spanking for this.

The girls thought they had all better have some more coffees before hitting the road home.  None of them wanted to leave anyway as it was so much fun.
When they finally walked out to their cars Sally almost dropped all her packages when she spotted her car.  ‘OH MY GOODNESS! My car has been clamped, what am I going to do?  How am I going to get home?‘
  
Jane lived within a reasonable distance from Sally so she offered to drive her and told her to load all her parcels into her car. It wasn’t until they were half way home Sally   said  ‘How am I going to explain this to James, he is going to kill me.’  Jane said ‘Yes I would hate to be in your shoes tonight kiddo.’  As she knew they lived a life of DD/TTWD, so knew exactly how James would handle the situation.

Sally thanked Jane for driving her home, said wish me luck and went inside to put all the parcels away.  She then started cooking dinner when James walked in all surprised.

‘Oh I thought you must have still been out with the girls. Your car isn’t in the garage, where is it?  You didn’t have an accident did you love?’ James asked.

Sally took a big gulp then quickly explained how her car was clamped by the Sheriff’s department when she went back out after shopping. James looked like he was about to explode.  She hadn’t seen him looking so angry in ages and knew this wasn’t a good sign. He finally said ‘Why on earth would your car be clamped? You haven’t had any speeding fines or parking infringements. I’m going to ring and find out what’s going on, there must be a mistake.  They clamped the wrong car surely!”

So James went into his office to make the dreaded phone call. Next thing Sally heard him holler to her to get her backside into his office pronto.  She stopped what she was doing and even though she didn’t want to go in there as she knew what to expect, her legs moved by themselves. Standing in the door way Sally saw James was definitely ready to set her backside on fire.   He asked in a calm voice ‘Do you remember having any outstanding parking infringements lately love?’

Sally thought for a while then it was as if a light turned on in her head. ‘Oops, yes I forgot about those.  I put them in my bag to pay later.  Then after that I used a different handbag and that must be how I overlooked them.  I’m really sorry James, can I pay them now?’

James replied ‘I think it might be a tad bit late for that love, as now you not only have to pay the fines BUT also the money to be able to get your car out of the clamps. Remember our discussion this morning, where I said if you misbehaved you would end up over my knee again?’

Yes Sir but please can’t I just pay the fines and we will be square?’ Sally asked.

‘No it doesn’t work that way and you know just as well as I do that you deserve to be punished Sally.  I told you to stick to a budget for shopping today as we are running short of money with all the bills coming in. I’ve got a good mind to make you take back all your purchases and get refunds to pay for this.  Then we will cancel Christmas.’

‘Please you can’t cancel Christmas.  I’ve been looking forward to seeing our families and it would be so embarrassing.’ Sally pleaded.

You should have thought of this before Sally instead of hiding your tickets and forgetting about paying the fines.   It’s bad enough you didn’t tell me at the time you had fines but to let them go on for months.  That is very disrespectful.’ James said.  ‘That’s enough discussion it’s time for your punishment. Go stand in the corner and think about what you have done and the money you have cost us by neglecting to declare your fines so we could pay them on time. Take off all your clothes, fold them neatly and put them on the chair.’

Sally reluctantly did what she was told, undressed which was so humiliating and stood in the corner like a naughty child. She could hear James moving around behind her but didn’t dare peak to see what he was doing.  The time seemed to drag on and on until finally James called her over to his desk.

James made her bend over the desk reaching over to the other side to stretch right out.  He started lecturing her firstly then CRACK the first strike of the cane landed.  It took a bit for the sensation to sink in then Sally let out an OUCH! After this James started applying strokes every few seconds setting Sally’s bottom on fire.  She was having trouble staying in position so James asked ‘Do you need me to tie you down?  Stay still or I will add extras.’ Sally tried really hard from then on as she hated being given extras.  It was bad enough having the punishment without that.

Sally soon started pleading and apologising saying how sorry she was and it would never happen again. James gave her six more hard strikes then threw the cane down on the floor. He helped her up off the desk holding her for a cuddle until she stopped sobbing.  Sally kept saying how sorry she was and James said everything is forgiven love.  Go on up to bed, I will be up in a minute.

So Sally hobbled up the stairs and lay on her stomach until James arrived. She knew he wouldn’t apply any cooling cream seeing it was a punishment spanking.  He laid down beside her, stroking her back until she finally fell asleep.

James crept out of the bedroom to go finish cooking dinner.  Sally woke up about an hour later all disorientated but soon remembered what had happened when she rolled over onto her back. ‘OUCH!’

She dressed in something loose fitting and strolled downstairs as she thought she had better finish preparing dinner.  She was most surprised to find James had cooked and cleaned up all the mess in the kitchen. He placed a cushion on the dining room chair for her to sit on. They enjoyed a lovely meal with a glass of wine.  Sally told James all about the fun day she had with her friends.  Of course leaving out the part of how much wine she had drunk as she didn’t want another spanking tonight.

The next day they both went to the Sheriff’s office to pay the fines and pick up Sally’s car.  She drove home remembering the night’s events as her bottom was still very sore but had a smile on her face. Thank goodness James changed his mind about canceling Christmas and things went ahead as planned.  Everyone was extremely happy with all their gifts.  As they opened them Sally and James exchanged knowing looks remembering the night of the shopping trip.
~o~



From Lindy and Bear


Thank you so much Lindy! Now for the rest of you  - get to writing before I get ofter you! Send your stories to elisspeaks@yahoo.com

Thursday, December 03, 2015

Update

Update - I still feel rough but I want to thank everyone who stopped by. I'm willing to bet it is the Vitamin D thing. I had completely forgotten (old age?) that I had a serious Vitamin D deficiency about seven years ago and by OB-Gyn picked it up and I was on high doses for a while. When it came back to normal I was supposed to stay on a supplement which I did until about three months ago when I ran out and completely forgot about it. Even though I think you guys pegged it I'm seeing my doctor before making any moves. I called today to see if I could go tomorrow for them to at least do some blood work before my appointment next Thursday. I hope they can get me in and I hope they can find just enough wrong for an easy fix. Thank you all so much for your concern - you have to know I'm really tired not to answer each comment individually, but I'll be back on my feet soon. 





I don’t feel good. I’m coming here to see if anyone knows what’s wrong with me. I’ve never gotten over a cold I got about six weeks ago. I was mostly over it except for an awful cough. I didn’t cough all day but when I started coughing it felt and sounded like I was coughing up a lung. Mucinex helped until I got another cold this past Saturday now the cough is back – more of a raspy throat cough and it’s always there when I try to talk – not great for a teacher. For several months now I’ve felt like there was something in the back of my throat, like something that is stuck there.  It seemed to go away for a while, but these last two colds has it noticeable again.

Here are other symptoms I’m having:

            Night sweats (not all the time, but about once a week)
            Muscles cramps – feet, back, calf
            Joint pain in my knees – worse than usual
            I’m exhausted

It’s not menopause – I when through that nearly ten years ago.


I’m hoping I’m a hypochondriac, but it’s all starting to worry me. I just wanted to see if you all had any ideas. Don’t worry, I’ve made a doctor’s appointment too, but I couldn’t get in until the tenth. I usually just want to come home and sleep and I'm sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.