I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Friday, March 24, 2017

You gotta read this

When I started blogging here the first friend I made was Eva. I knew way back then what a great writer she was. She was writing Fantasy Friday stories before I was even hosting it. She's not around all the time these days, but we've remained friends and with a tiny bit of badgering  from me that she should write again, and her basic love of writing finally got to her and this past summer she wrote her first book, Ami's Courage. It's now been published by Blushing Books, under her pen name, Taylor Evans. And I really love the cover!


After ten years of refusing Jay's proposal for marriage Ami works up the courage to tell him what is holding her back. Ami loves Jay and she knows Jay loves her, that’s not the problem. Ami's struggle to accept her deep-rooted sexuality and desire to be dominated is proving difficult and, at times, she wonders if she really needs it or if life would be easier if she just ignored her needs.

After finally sharing her desires with Jay, he finds it puzzling to say the least. Some of what Ami is asking him for, he may be unable to accommodate. He turns to his friend Michael who convinces him that what Ami is asking shouldn't be a road which Jay should travel. Jay begins to question himself, his relationship with Ami, and their possible marriage.

Meanwhile, Michael decides to make Ami his in ways which no one could see coming. The night he decides to make her his own is a night Ami will never forget. Eventually, Jay comes to the realization that what Ami is asking of him might work for him, too. But he realizes it might be too late. He may have already lost her to Michael, in a very traumatic way.

Is Ami strong enough to pursue her needs and desires?  Is Jay strong enough to put aside his fears and give Ami what she needs?  Are they strong enough together to grow, heal, and find happiness together?

Publishers note:  This book contains elements of domestic discipline, sexual scenes, and some elements of unlawful, life threatening events. 

And here's a little excerpt:

“I have told youI love you. You’re perfect the way you are. There’s just this little bit more I need in our relationship.”
“A little bit? This is hardly a small thing, Ami. This is huge!” exclaims Jay. 
“I know.”
“Let me see if I understand. You want me to spank you?” 
Jay questions. 
“Why? Help me understand why 
you need this?” Jay pleads.
“I need a man with a strong hand who will keep me in line, who will discipline me... punish me... not just spanking... it can be anything you want it to bebecause I want you to be in charge.”
“Is this for real? Or just a playful fantasy? What? What is it you want?”
“Would you think I’m out of my mind if I said it’s both?” Ami giggles.
“Yes. You’re out of your mind,” Jay laughs.

Here's the buy link: Amazon

Here's Taylor Evans Blog:http://taylorevans623.blogspot.com


  1. Anonymous12:48 AM

    I've spent 10 years in a lonely mariage. I'd been having coffee with a female friend where we would console each other. She getting divorced and me in this loveless mariage but duty bound to stay for the kids. Anyway I shared about my kinks and she has admited she is sub. The weird thing is we are both members of concervative christian churches. You know where everone is straight. Well since then we have exploted the bdsm stuff and she has confided that she not only wants spanking she "needs" it. One day I caned her so hard that it broke skin. It took two weeks to heal and there are marks that are still there 6 weeks later. I said to her that I am going to do that again and she said yes. So this desire is very very very strong.

    1. I understand the need. Although you didn't ask for advice I would like to say that the same results can be achieved with a paddle, hair brush, or spatula - without the possible of true damage. Canes are somewhat dangerous if you're not used to using them.

  2. Thank you for reminding me about this book PK. Just popped over to amazon to buy it. Looking forward to reading it shortly when I've finished my current book.
    Have a wonderful weekend.
    Hugs Lindy xx

  3. Hi Pk, I have just bought it!
    love Jan, xx

  4. Thank you for the heads up PK, love the sound of this. Congratulations to Taylor!


  5. Thanks for the reminder PK. Will be adding it.

    Congratulations Eva. Have added your blog to my 'In with the New' post.


  6. Just bought it. I followed her story on her blog and you're right she is a good writer.

  7. so happy for Eva... :-) thanks for sharing

  8. Although I have never read Eva's blog, a recommendation from PK is enough for me. Will get started on this soon. Suddenly my bookshelf is growing!

    Hugs From Ella