Sorry, not all that interesting

I know you’re all going to have a hard time believing this but I didn’t enjoy going back to work Monday. I’m afraid my focus at work sometimes seems to be waiting for the next vacation. Mollie has a whole month off. The really good news is that LJ and Collin will be home (here) Thursday! Then we’ll have our Christmas with them. I do miss my boys!

With Mollie around there hasn’t been much on topic to talk about – but bless Nick’s heart he has been trying – a quick hand spanking here or there, excellent use of a wooden spoon in the kitchen while she napping in her room, some early morning loving (the silent type) when we can. We’ve sent a few provocative emails. In other words we are trying to keep up each other’s interest.

On the diet front – it’s been tough. Christmas, of course, but also just having Mollie around brings so much more food into the house. It’s soooo easy to just grab one little bite of something. I actually only gained one pound last week, which I was pretty proud of, but I’ve been over eating since my weigh in Friday. At least until today, I was back to correct eating today. I’m not quitting! For one thing, I give up and I think Nick would stop playing around with spanking and be serious for a moment. It might not feel as good and my fantasies. I know he doesn’t really care what I weigh, but I thing he knows just how down and depressed I’d be if I just gave up. When he’s willing, he can provide great motivation for this healthier life style.

I told you there wasn’t much interesting to post. But sometimes I just want to write.