I had a great weekend with the kids. I love them dearly – but I won’t be sorry to have our empty nest back after next weekend. When we go so long without any privacy I stop feeling like PK. I began drifting back to who I used to be. The old me wasn’t a bad person, but someone that was very withdrawn much of the time. I definitely need a reconnection spanking. Not a few swats and right into sex, I need some spanking! I hope it ends up with sex, but sometimes Nick forgets that for me spanking is an important part of the reconnection, the time to become PK again. I want to start off slow, not too hard to begin with – it’s been a long time, and I want it to last a while.
My dream reconnection would begin before Mollie even leaves. I love emails and texts from Nick, a few threats of what is to come maybe. I’d love to be spanked several days in a row. That’s hardly ever happened. I love a good spanking starting over clothes (not Nick’s favorite way). It starts off slow and builds up to a good hard spanking, then as I lose the clothes it can start all over again slow and once again build up. And while sex is great after a spanking, it doesn’t always have to follow; sometimes a little cuddling would be good. I guess mostly I’m dreaming of taking the time for ourselves. No one will be coming home, no one is going anywhere. Just us again, that’s gonna feel good.