We had a good weekend as it turned cold. Mostly I got to stay inside and watch the wind blow and feel warm and comfortable. This was first weekend, the weekend I am supposed to come up with a sexy afternoon for us. Nick has always wanted me to initiate sex more often, just as I’ve wanted him to spank more often. Seems that we’re both getting our way lately.
Nick hasn’t missed a Friday – I get spanked. He probably still doesn’t know why I want this to happen. I think he feels there should be a reason, laundry (I’m always slow putting my clothes away), not exercising (I really have to work on that), or some other something. He may not realizes that the main reason I long for these spankings are simply to make me feel closer to Nick and to help me continue to feel that way without building up walls. I love it when he talks about spanking me, to ask if I’m sore, or how I’m sitting… I think when he’s willing to talk about spanking in general that’s when I feel the most open and close to him.
Now back to first weekend – I can ask for or do anything I want. I may want him to blindfold me or tie me up, all I have to do is ask. Imagine anything you want of a sexual nature, not only can you ask – he has given me a rule (our only real one) that I have to plan something for first weekend. Even with all this, it’s sometimes hard to come up with exactly want I want to do. This weekend was easy. Nick has been so good about keeping up these Friday sessions I knew I wanted to give him an afternoon of pampering. We’ve been married thirty-one years, I know what the man likes and from what he had to say afterwards I think I did a fine job.
I’d say we’re doing pretty well here. I didn’t lose any this week, but I didn’t gain either. I know that they’ll be weeks like that and I’m not discouraged. I’m planning to do well this week. And just wondering – is anyone else shocked that it’s November?