It was 'my' weekend

Last weekend was my first ‘first weekend’.  I’ll have to say it was fun doing some planning in my head.  From what I’m getting from Nick he doesn’t mind whether I pamper him or ask for something for myself – he just wants me to initiate something.  I still put a little pressure on myself, in that I did worry about it more than I think Nick wanted me to, but I still enjoyed the thought process.

I stuck pretty close to what I know we both like (they'll be some more experimentation as time goes on)  I asked for a good spanking with the little leather paddle and the dogging bat and ending up with a few hard licks from the belt.  I emailed him in part with,

Now in my head this spanking is for 'just not being a good girl' overeating, bitching about school, plotting the demise of my boss, you know just general stuff. (You are welcomed to bring up anything you'd like to scold about, but you don't have to, I do a great lecture in my head)

Nick has never been much into scolding – and if he tried to be as harsh as I am in my head I probably wouldn’t really like it.  It works pretty well with him spanking and me mentally supplying the why.

After the spanking my plan was next to do whatever I could to get back into his ‘good graces’.  I tried hard, and wouldn’t you know it, before I was done I have to say Nick seemed as pleased as could be with my efforts. My further reward for pleasing my man, and myself, was to get to play with the vibrator as he held me, or ‘have a buzz’ and Nick calls it.  That was something else I never mentioned to Nick.  I never felt like he would ‘approve’ of me using a vibrator. He seems to think it’s just fine.  Amazing what you can find out about your husband if you actually ask.

We had a great weekend and there will be more to come.