I like to post on Sunday. I can usually write a post on Saturday and get it ready for the next day. That’s what I did yesterday. I spent a lot of time on it and I think it pretty much said what I’ve been feeling. But I’m not posting it. Not right now. I’m tired of talking about what I need. Tired of wondering how to explain. Tired of feeling like a whiny bitch. I don’t know what I want to say any more so I’ll shut up for a while. I’m not going anywhere, this is my home, but I need to hush until I’m in a better place.