The boys came in Saturday; I went back to school Monday. We have had two huge Christmas dinners, Mollie cooked one and we headed to my sister’s the next day for another great one. I’m so lucky to be surrounded by people that can cook. I feel like I’m in a whirlwind. The boys are heading back to the city this morning, Mollie is driving them to the airport by herself for the first time, which makes me a little nervous, but I’m sure she can do it.
I’m a little out of it. Being out here keeps me feeling normal and when I have to be away for even a few days, I really miss you. I’m down about some stuff that’s going on in my life. It’s nothing Nick or the kids have done, but I still have to deal with it and I have no idea how. Hopefully I can figure out what to do or maybe I’ll be able to just let it go.
I just want to thank everyone for being so loving and supportive out here. My family here feels more real than the people I see every day. You all mean more to me than you know.