I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Monday, June 25, 2007

Come back!

They left. That’s about the saddest thing I have ever written. I guess I can’t be sad, not really. The whole visit was just wonderful. I just don’t know how it could have been any better. We got to talk and talk and then we talked some more. We were relaxed. The worry that meeting face to face would somehow ‘change thing’ dissolved very quickly. It didn’t change unless it got better. One of the most special things to me was to be able to look right into her eyes. Sometimes we would do that and just grin because we knew; we knew what we were thinking. That was just fun, it made me smile.

Everything about the weekend was fun for me. Nothing surprised me, not really, I mean Eva and I have talked every day for almost a year so we have covered a lot of territory. So while one thing didn’t surprise me it was wonderful to see! You guys have absolute no idea how much Eva and Adam love each other! I love watching them together. Okay Eva has a blog, she tells us how much she loves Adam. But to get to watch him with her now that was fun.

I don’t mean to say that they run around like teenagers making out or something. They are an old married couple like us but I loved watching the way he would reach out and touch her, take her hand. I loved how he looked at her (lots of time when she wasn’t paying attention). I liked the way he talked to her, often teasing and picking at her but even better was the way he talked about her, you can tell how much he cares about her, it’s very, very special. I am telling you these two have it bad for each other.

There is a lot more to tell we are going to cover it all eventually although things will probably be popping up for quite. Being a detail whore myself I will start at the beginning and go through the whole visit but I have to organize my thoughts. But I wanted to post today. And I didn’t cry when they left, I almost did when each of my kids came and hugged me to see if I was okay. I’m okay. I’m fine but I’ll be better when she gets home and emails me!!


  1. Anonymous5:02 PM

    PK, I am so glad you and Eva had a wonderful time. Its so nice to read your posts about the visit. I'm sure there is so much more to be said. Plus we'll read Eva's version as well and it will great.

    I have tried to imagine in my mind how two women from different states get their husbands to meet as well! Very cool. I am absolutely jealous.

    I'm sure you are a bit sad right this minute as I know I would be but you and Eva will still have each other and many more adventures to plan.

    Loved the pics of the two of you, by the way. Exactly alike, twins!

    Debbie :)

  2. It's like visiting an old friend over the summer then having to return home. Bittersweet huh, PK?

    I am so glad you two has this experience! You may not have cried, but I did!

    I love you guys!

  3. Tears? Nah, not me... at least, not much, lol. I'm just so happy for you all... the four of you. And now you can start planning your trip to visit Adam and Eva on their turf... so when is that gonna happen????

    Love you!

  4. Debbie!
    I am looking forward to reading all Eva has to say too! I was a little surprised at how relaxed Nick was. He is not the talker I am and simply wasn't sure how that part would go. But as Eva said it was great. I have no doubt that the idea of this meeting was out of Nick's comfort zone. The visit itself, well it was like we had always know each other!

    Yes today was a little sad but yes there will be more adventures in the future.

    Bittersweet is the right word. And I was wondering when you get tired of nesting at your place could you come for a visit.

    I have the directions! Who knows??

  5. Pk, I'm glad this could happen for the two of you. I can't wait for both of you to share your adventure with us with more stories.

    Don't be sad you had the chance to meet your sister in cyber land and you will always be just a phone call away from her.

    *hugs and grins*

  6. PK, thanks, I'm so glad that it went so well for both couples.
    It just goes to prove that we are real!!!
    When I speak about friends on the internet, people who don't know say, fantasy land!!!
    I don't and never have believed that.
    Hay, lovely girl, looking forward to more posts.
    Warm hugs,

  7. I'm thinking like Debbie. How the heck would you get the husbands together!? But you two did! I cannot wait to hear all the details, it sounds like y'all really had a blast!

    So what was LJ's take? Does he still think they're swingers? lol


  8. David,
    This was great. And yes she is only a phone call away. Between email, phoning and texting I think we can keep up with each other.

    I am sure that those who have never made friends on the internet can not possible understand how close we all feel. A year ago I could never have understood either!

    How the guys would get along was my biggest worry but they did get along great. The fact that both were willing to give this a try says a lot about how much they care for us. They both knew how important it was for Eva an me.