I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Sunday, February 23, 2014

Quiet time

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Things are going well in my world. Nick and I are doing well. I’ve been spanked twice in three day – not hard at all, but I still loved the thought and the attention. I come every day and read my friends blogs, but then for some reason I feel mute. I want to talk to everyone, I always feel better when I talk to everyone out here. But I feel like I have nothing to add anywhere. Do any of you ever feel like this?

I know I’ll be back with it soon. Everything ebbs and flows and I have too big a mouth to stay quiet long. I just wanted everyone to know I’m still reading, I’m still here, I’ve simply turned into a lurker.

So as I'm trying to find something to add I guess you'll just have to…



30 comments:

  1. Hi PK, I am sure that you will soon spring back to your normal self, in the meantime you are welcome to lurk over at mine
    love Jan.xx

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    1. Jan,
      Thanks, I'll be there.

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  2. Mute, yes, that has been me for weeks. Not just blogs but FB too. I feel like I'm waiting for a spark of inspiration. Introspective is how I feel, finding it difficult to share my thoughts.
    Hugs
    DF

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    1. DF,
      Maybe we'll all get out thoughts together and be amazing soon.

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  3. Hi PK, I have been feeling a bit the same way too. Blogging for me seems to ebb and flow. I'm sure you will come back to it soon. In the meantime, lurk away :)

    Hugs,
    Roz

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    1. Roz, at least I've felt like writing Cassie. It keeps me going.

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  4. PK,

    Funny, I've been feeling like that lately. I've been reading, go to comment but feel I have nothing to add. I know it will come back so and it will for you.

    Love,
    Ronnie
    xx

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    1. Ronnie,
      We all need to get ourselves together - words are what we use. Hopefully soon.

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    1. Janey,
      Helps to know I'm not alone.

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  6. We all need that quiet, 'lurking' time on occasion. It is good to hear you are doing well.
    hugs abby

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    1. Thanks Abby, hope you are doing well too.

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  7. Anonymous7:55 AM

    I blame it on the crazy weather!!! Has everyone in a funk!
    You'll get it back!
    Hugs
    Tia

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    1. Tia,
      Could be the over all problem, but it's been pretty here this weekend.

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  8. You probably just need some time to recharge your batteries and you will be your old self again.

    FD

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    1. FD,
      That would be great, but I don't see it happening in the near future.

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  9. So understand your feelings. Exactly where I am at. Simply don't fel I have much to offer as one of the newer kids on the block. Working through so many issues of my own that are overwhelming. I do read everyone's blogs in hopes of gaining understanding. Hopefully we all will get back to a good place when the sun is out once again.

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    1. Catherine,
      As a new comer, I think you probably have the most to add. It helps me to see all this from a new viewpoint.

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  10. PK,
    I'm sure that you will be back to your ebullient self shortly.
    Love and warm hugs,
    Paul.

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  11. No worries PK! :) It's been like that here as well. I think it is the time of year, coupled with weather here anyway. Our kids have been home due to school break as well as multiple snowstorms one after another. I've been unable to do much commenting... Stay cozy and it will pass soon I bet. We'll look forward to hearing more from you when you can. Many hugs,

    <3 Katie

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    1. Katie,
      I know we all love hearing from one another, I hope we all soon our chatty selves.

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  12. I too do the quiet lurking. Sometimes I just forget to leave a comment. Other times my thinking hat just isn't on and I can't formulate any intelligent thought. I hope you will feel like commenting again.

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    1. Minelle,
      Forming intelligent thought - that is the hard part.

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  13. Welcome to Lurkers Anonymous.

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    1. Thanks Patty - you are one I ALWAYS like to hear from thought!

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  14. Right back at you hugs

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  15. in short...yes I do feel that way at times...right now being one of those times... hugs to you

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  16. Hey PK...think there are times that we all feel that way. Lurk when/where you want...comment if you feel like it and post whenever the spirit moves ya.

    Sending lots of positive energy your way.

    Hugs and Blessings...
    Cat

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