I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Where can a girl get a good beating when she needs one?

I had a horrible day – and nothing really bad happened. My classes were taken over for the day by one of the computer teachers.  He’s the best guy at school, and I just love him, but I find it incredibly difficult to be in my class and not be in charge. He wanted me to stay so I did, but I couldn’t help the kids – I can email and write spanking stories, that’s it. Neither of these were in the lesson plans, so I was as lost as the kids.

I’m a fairly strict teacher, when the adult is teaching, the students are to be quiet and listen. Computer teacher is very lenient about this and while he continued to ask for quiet he wasn’t getting it. As a teacher I hesitate to call down a class being led by another teacher – I feel like I’m stepping on their toes or saying they aren’t doing a good job, but as the day wore on I realized every muscle in my body was growing more and more tense.

By the time I got home I knew what would really feel great was a long, long spanking. I dreamed of leaving my clothes on, but having Nick use Bondie’s paddle and spank my butt until I begged him to
stop. Then his belt, all over my back and down my legs – I also dreamed of him using a flogger, not the one we have – it’s a terrible plastic-like one, I dream of a beautiful suede one like some of my friends have. I just wanted him to beat me – and I use ‘beat’ as a spanko would understand the word.

I know, I know I could have just asked him. I almost did. But I furnace is dying and someone was coming ‘some time’ to look at it. I tried hinting a little – but Nick and I have been together too long, I was bitching and griping about a few things. I was mostly teasing so Nick barely noticed, except to call me a whiner.  I flipped him the bird, but he just laughed. I didn’t exercise, but he didn’t notice. I guess for someone as perfect as me, you just have to come right out and ask. Sigh… I didn’t. Maybe next time.

22 comments:

  1. I so know those days! I hope your repair guys leaves quickly and you can get down to business.

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    1. Well, he didn't stay too long :)

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  2. Asking is hard, i have not figured out why.....but sometimes it can be very rewarding.
    hugs abby

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    1. Abby,
      It is surprisingly hard! And after 32 years together.

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  3. What's worse, asking or going without. To me, it's going without.
    Sorry you had a bad day.

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    1. Leigh,
      Both are really bad to tell you the truth. I guess ti was more frustrating than really bad.

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  4. Before you go to bed tonight, ask him. Or even beg him.

    FD

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    1. FD,
      I'll post about it soon.

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  5. Sorry you had a bad day PK. I can imagine your frustration. Asking is so hard to do. Silly really when you think we are spankos ... and so is he, or at least knows that we are lol

    Hugs,
    Roz

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    1. Roz,
      So true, I like it. I know he like spanking me. Wish I knew why I hesitate so.

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  6. PK,

    Yes, I know its hard to ask but sometimes you have to.

    Sorry about your horrible day.

    Love,
    Ronnie
    xx

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    1. Ronnie,
      You see pretty good at asking, or at least hinting well.

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  7. Wouldn't it be nice if our significant others just "got it"...but it is never too late to ask...I am sorry you had a bad day but hope things are looking brighter now... Big Hugs

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    1. Terps,
      It probably wasn't as bad as I said. But you are sure right, it would be easier if they just 'got it'.

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  8. Hi PK. I agree with Sunny and Ronnie, just ASK HIM. Sometimes you just have to. I hope tomorrow is a better day
    love Jan. xxx

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    1. Jan,
      The next day was better and I did ask. I'll post about it soon.

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  9. Awww PK...sorry you had a bad day. Have to wonder why that teacher wanted you to stay in the classroom. Could he have possibly wanted you to step up and 'control' behavior? If so, maybe he should have asked.

    Hope you get what you need from Nick.

    Hugs and Blessings...
    Cat

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    1. Cat,
      I don't know - I sure hope he didn't keep me to help him teacher computers! Nick came through for me.

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  10. PK,
    sorry that you a bad day, at the moment mine are no better.

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    1. Paul,
      I'm sorry. I want your days to be better. I'm thinking of you.

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  11. See, repair guys should be able to be rescheduled for half an hour later for these very reasons! :) I'm sorry that today was so stressful, but hope you guys are able to find a time to work it all out.

    {{{hugs}}} EsMay

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  12. I have recently been struggling with the same exact issue. One week when I didn't ask nor did I submit, let's just say things did not go well. However, this past weekend, I swallowed my pride and things were a much different story. Go ahead and ask, you might just be surprised what you will receive.

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