I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

Writing - I need it.

I think I have stumbled onto something else that can help me feel better. Maybe I over analyze myself but I keep trying to see what is missing that is making me feel so out of it. I think maybe it’s because I haven’t written any fiction in a long time. I do have some stories in my head but I don’t seem to give myself time to write. And I think I need it.

Now this would come as a surprise to Nick because he sees me on the computer all the time. But I’m not writing. I’m puttering. I read blogs, comment, answer comments, email my friends, answering emails, check facebook – in fact everything but writing.

Writing is what got me started. I started writing fiction in my head before I was 10 – mind blogging – back before blogging had been invented. Stories have always run around in my head.

I think that goes a long way it keeping me centered on what is important in my marriage. It may be fiction but it keeps me in the right frame of mind. So I am trying to write more. I got a story half finished this weekend. But I need to organize my time and really spend an amount of time on my writing.

I think this would go a long way in reliving my work stress if I had some writing to do when I got home. So I’m going to try – we may have a new Fantasy Friday before long. Like I said it’s half finished. So don’t count on it right away but I do have several in my head.

I haven’t been doing my diet update the past several weeks but I haven’t given up. I’ll do one this week, good or bad I’ll do one – after I work on my story!

picture by Kitty Faith


  1. PK, you could well be right, I hope that it works for you.
    Love3 and warm hugs,

  2. slowsong11:58 AM

    Hello. Like you I get stuck too easily on bits and pieces. If I get a chance to really write it opens up all sorts of possibilities and all kinds of things can be enjoyed and worked through. I hope it works for you. Slowsong

  3. That could be a good idea PK and I'll certainly look forward to your FF story.


  4. PK: I'm sure all your readers are happy that you're going to go back to writing fiction because you'r so good at it.

    And if it's good for you, that's an added bonus.

    We'll be hoping you finish the story by Friday.


  5. I love that you're feeling the need to write again. It seems to me that when you tell your stories you're telling your story.

    May the muse carry you to the place you long to be!

    Love you!

  6. Paul,
    I hope it works too - well actually I hope I will do it!

    I am going to give it a try - I hope you will too.

    LOL! If I can get Nick to let me quit work I would write all the time. But somehow I don't think that's gonna happen!

    Thank you for the commpliment! I never thought of myself as a writer before I started blogging. Still not sure I am but I do love trying.

    my Great friend CeeCi!
    I hope it does get me to where I want to be. And feel free to sign your full name here anytime!!

  7. Good for you Lynne, I'm glad you realized what you need. I live in my head thinking stories all the time! So I can't imagine how much of a an emotional drought you've been dealing with. Yeah! I can wait to read it. Now I'm finally gettin around to FF - Yikes I'm behind!!