I just wanted to say hey. I am still not feeling like myself. I don’t know what I am feeling. I think am mostly feeling confused and I know I am confusing Nick. I don’t know if it is hormonal, physical or emotional or some combination. I feel mad a lot of the time when I have to deal with other people. Not the family so much and not my students but I walked out of a teacher’s meeting at work the other day to keep from yelling at them to stop talking before they drove me bat shit!!
Usually I know what I want or what I think I want. I am usually pretty good at putting things into words – at least through email or posting. But I am not doing so well at the moment. I am going to keep writing. Sometimes when I just start writing and I find things inside me I didn’t know were there. If it’s any good I’ll post it.