I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Thank you all

I can’t begin to tell everyone who has commented or emails or even said a silent prayer for us what you all mean to me. You people are all so important in my life. Eva and I have been having a conversation that has lasted uninterrupted for 2 years and as you can read on her site very soon will be our 1 year anniversary of meeting face to face. But now I want to meet everyone face to face. Mthc is a lot like Eva and me, glued to the computer and she helps keep me sane too.

My SIL knows about her son now. My BIL called the ship and told her. As awful as it had to be I am glad she knows. The phone call all mother fear about all else has come. We really don’t know what happened. We know he was having trouble with his asthma. But we have all worried about his substance abuse over the years. In her heart she has known this might happen. She did everything she could to prevent this – love, encouragement, prayer, medical intervention, tough love, financial support – everything. But this has happened and our family will get each other through it.

I am so anxious to see Mollie. I miss my baby so much! We, Nick, Mollie and I, will be headed to Eva and Adam’s next week. After all that has happened this week and what we have yet to go through the thought of being with my little family and these two wonderful friends is what is going far in holding me together. Again thank you all so much. Please keep us in your prayers, it’s still hard.


  1. Ok... which one do I comment on. *g* I hope you and Nick get Mollie back in good time, but not rushed. I am sure she will do well.

    It's difficult losing someone possibly to asthma. My favorite uncle passed away 24 years ago. He had asthma and was a firefighter. I still miss him.

    You and your family are still in my thoughts and prayers.


  2. Wow, all I can say is Wow!

    It's so very sad, as a mother, my heart breaks for your BIL and SIL and for the rest of your family.

    Hang in there Love, you will get through this. I'm here for you!

    I'm just glad you get to see Eva. It's nice to be loved...isn't it?

    Extra HUGS!

  3. PK, I am so sorry for your loss! There is nothing worse than a parent losing a child. I am sure the family is devastated. My prayers are with you.

  4. Anonymous3:39 AM

    My hubby lost a son many years ago. He says you never get over losing someone you learn to live with it.

    My heart goes out to you and especially to the parents.


  5. My thoughts, prayers and love for your family are with you every day.


  6. PK, You and your family are alway in my prayers, those that I love always are.
    Mollie will be home soon, your little family will be together and have time with Eva and Adam.
    Somehow you have double posted.
    Love and warm hugs,

  7. You're family is always in our prayers. Losing a child is the ultimate loss no matter what age...if i keep you sane then you're surely in trouble!!

  8. PK, you all are in my thoughts. We're with you in spirit so carry that with you.


    Debbie :)

  9. I am sorry to hear for the loss. I'll be keeping all of you in my prayers. *hugs*

  10. you are most certainly in our prayers. we love you guys. I just wanted you to know that and to pass that on to nick.

  11. Anonymous9:23 PM

    PK, there are no words to describe the pain of losing someone so young, so full of hope for the future...the shock of it all is overwhelming! I pray that you and your entire family find peace in each other and that the coming days move quickly for you.

    I am so very sorry for your family's loss.

  12. Anonymous9:42 PM

    Still here.

  13. Can I just give you a great big hug and tell you how much I'm feeling for you right now?

    I'm glad Mollie is home and that you'll be able to spend time with Eva and Adam soon. Those kinds of connections can heal so many things.


  14. still in my prayers and thoughts...

  15. I hope you find some solice in your visit with Eva.

    God Bless