Shame on Me

I’m doing better already. Nick says one of his favorite changes is the fact that I initiate love making more often. By more often that means the 5 times this month as opposed to about 5 times in the past 23 years (that was because I wanted to get pregnant). So taking him at his word I slipped into bed naked and snuggled up to him. He was most agreeable! Almost too agreeable, he was up for a spanking and I would have loooved it but the boy was still up and wandering around the house and the girl had an ingrown toe nail removed earlier in the day and she was restless so noise was not an option. The fact that he was so willing is so encouraging to me.

So as Tigger suggested in an email I probably need a good spanking for complaining! I came out to my husband on June 1. We are talking less than 2 months ago! I have had regular but not very hard spankings. He has agreed to try DD at least for helping me toward a healthy weight. I got one very hard spanking to show me what to expect if I don’t meet goal, bruises and everything! And there is something else that really touched me. I was gone for a long weekend for college orientation. I had both kids so Nick was home alone. When I got back I found that he had made me two gifts. One was a hand tied leather flogger and the other was a beautiful thin hand crafted wooden paddle that he had made himself. Please slap me if I complain about this guy again!