I have been reading some of the wonderful blogs out there for a few months. Within the last few days I got the courage up to leave a comment and now I'm blogging. This is just a way to sort out my feelings since no one can possibly talk to friends and family about there desire to be spanked. Hell, it took me 23 years to get up the nerve to tell my husband.
That's not exactly true. We dabbled a bit 4 years ago. I liked it but we just let it go because of children in the house ,there needs and my aging parent's needs took up a great deal of time. I stayed so consumed in other things that I just had no interest in sex. None. Zero. Zilch! I wanted to want it but I just didn't.
I'm sad to say that during these 4 years I lost my beloved parents. My son is leaving for college next month and my daughter is in and out more than she used to be. So I have actually had time to think about myself. I have looked on the Internet but what I found at first seemed like porn to me. I like sexy pictures of women getting spanked, but I didn't like torture, whips, chains, I don't want to see male nudity. And then my prayers were answered when I stunbled onto My Bottom Smarts and Bonnie.
It was unbelievabe! Normal, sane, regular people, women like me who had answers to my questions and made me feel normal again. I believe my husband thinks he died and went to heaven. We have made love 8 times so far this month and truly in the past I would have thought that was fine for a year! He is happy but stunned. I already have him reading My Bottom Smarts, Nothing Randon About a Spanking, A Spanking Good Time and Cassie's Space (I want to be Cassie when I grow up!)
I found that once I started leaving comments that it wasn't enough, I wanted to say more, ask questions, and just talk. I hope to hear from some of you.