I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Sunday, March 20, 2011

Gift for Grace??

In my last post about being confused I think I came off sounding sad. I was really wasn’t, confused was the best word. Most of the time I am very happy I came out, but there are times (of weakness) when I think it would have been easier to have drifted my whole life and not tackled these desires I’ve had for so long. I’m not really planning to go back or anything, not that I could if I wanted to, you can’t un-ring a bell.

We’ve had a really good weekend. The weigh in wasn’t so hot. I gained 3 pounds. SOOOOO annoying! Nick was very nice about it. Probably too nice but I’m not complaining! While Mollie was off for the afternoon babysitting, Nick ‘got my attention’ and tried to help me refocus. There was a little spanking but nothing about Saturday afternoon was a deterrent! I did promise to do better next week and I really am going to try. I can’t count on him being so nice all the time.

But on to the title, I saw something interesting in one of our local stores (I’m not saying which one because I do NOT need one of these things in my house!) it was a back scratcher and it made me think of Grace (I can tell you Grace LOVES back scratchers!) This thing gave me the willies just looking at it. For those of you who don’t know, bamboo back scratcher hurt like hell! And this thing was the worse one I’ve ever seen! It was over a quarter of an inch thick - I've never see one so thick - and just looked mean! Grace, if you do want one of these I’ll be glad to send it, you just let me know. But I’ll be picking it up and sending it myself – I won’t be asking Nick to stop by this store for me!


  1. PK, I never dreamed you had a mean streak that wide.
    Love and warm hugs,

  2. Does it have a green silicone bit on the handle? If so I can attest to it being NASTY! ;(

  3. Paul,
    LOL! But you did know it was there!

    No this is a different one, all wood but had some kind of roller at the handle end. But it looked nasty!

  4. New reader here.

    Yes, bamboo is very ouch-producing for canings. Steer him clear of wherever you saw it hehe.

  5. Mistress L,
    So glad you stopped by. This isn't a store he visits frequently so I hope I'm safe!

  6. Wow!

    You are so nice sometimes it HURTS! LOL

    Thanks for the offer but I think I'll pass on the BS. We have 2 of them and one has the rollers on the end so it sounds very similar to the one you are talking about. I hate them both, as you WELL know!

    So, don't think of sending one to me. Because I would be happy to send it RIGHT back!

    Love you always!

  7. Grace,
    I wish you had caught me before I went by the post office!

    No, I wouldn't do that to you. But maybe someday we can go looking for new spanking toys together again!

  8. My husband just bought one of these back scratchers. The first toy he's ever gotten. I had mentioned once that some people used them but most said they hurt too much. I never thought he'd take that as a suggestion but he did. He's been pretty easy with it so far and it still is very stingy. I'm hoping that it doesn't get any use for serious stuff. We have a bath brush for that and I'm trying to find a way to burn it without him noticing!
    Rosie Dee