In my last post about being confused I think I came off sounding sad. I was really wasn’t, confused was the best word. Most of the time I am very happy I came out, but there are times (of weakness) when I think it would have been easier to have drifted my whole life and not tackled these desires I’ve had for so long. I’m not really planning to go back or anything, not that I could if I wanted to, you can’t un-ring a bell.
We’ve had a really good weekend. The weigh in wasn’t so hot. I gained 3 pounds. SOOOOO annoying! Nick was very nice about it. Probably too nice but I’m not complaining! While Mollie was off for the afternoon babysitting, Nick ‘got my attention’ and tried to help me refocus. There was a little spanking but nothing about Saturday afternoon was a deterrent! I did promise to do better next week and I really am going to try. I can’t count on him being so nice all the time.
But on to the title, I saw something interesting in one of our local stores (I’m not saying which one because I do NOT need one of these things in my house!) it was a back scratcher and it made me think of Grace (I can tell you Grace LOVES back scratchers!) This thing gave me the willies just looking at it. For those of you who don’t know, bamboo back scratcher hurt like hell! And this thing was the worse one I’ve ever seen! It was over a quarter of an inch thick - I've never see one so thick - and just looked mean! Grace, if you do want one of these I’ll be glad to send it, you just let me know. But I’ll be picking it up and sending it myself – I won’t be asking Nick to stop by this store for me!