I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Wednesday, October 27, 2010


I really want to thank everyone who read my last post and I want you to know that those who commented really did make me feel a lot better. Vanilla’s can’t help who they are, if you’re not a spanko you simply can’t understand. I wish they would leave it at “I don’t understand this desire you have, but I know you are an intelligent person and I trust that you know what you are doing. I’m here if you ever need me.” That would be all they would ever need to say.

This is just another thank-you to everyone out here. You know all about me, I can truly be myself and I don’t have to hide anything. That’s the most wonderful feeling I know. If we can make people feel good about themselves and give them a place to open up and be honest about something they have kept secret for years then blogs are a very good thing – our time reading, writing and commenting are well spent.

Now for some exciting news – at least for me! LJ and Colin are coming home this afternoon! They will be here until Monday afternoon. I haven’t seen my boy since early June and I can’t wait. So if I’m not around here you’ll know I’m doing the doting mother thing! You’ll have to check in Friday – I’m not sure I’ll get a Fantasy Friday up but if not I’ll have you a good one the next week!


  1. I'm sure I commented on your last post but I can't see it, sorry.

    Great that LJ and Colin are back home for a while, have fun and enjoy the time with them. I hope you'll tell us all about it.


  2. PK, enjoy the visit of your boys, it will do your heart good to be the doting mom for a while.
    Dote a bit on Mollie as well.
    Love and warm hugs,

  3. Ronnie,
    At least we get to email - sometimes I forget what I put where. I did get my guys home last night and it was fantastic to see them!

    I got doting to spare - there will be plenty to go around!

  4. Glad you feel better, you should. So glad you have your kids back home this weekend. Have a fantastic Halloween and thanks for sharing your story. It's a nice reminder to us all to protect ourselves.

    Love to you, my dear

  5. Anonymous10:51 PM

    LOve your blog! keep it comin!