You get used to having an empty nest and when it's not empty anymore things get off kilter. Mollie’s home – I love that! But where I don’t really worry much about her when she’s at school I do when she is staying here. She was driving 2 hours Sunday night while it was dark, foggy and rainy. She did just fine, but that doesn’t mean I could sleep until she got home.
School is understandable strange this week. Safety is on everyone’s mind but my school was built in the 1950’s. No one thought of the type of safety we have to think about today. It’s a sprawling campus for 900 people. We’re very aware and looking for ways to make changes.
We’re going to have a small party here at the house Friday night. I have to work through half day Friday. Mollie is using Pinterst to help decorate and maybe even make some of the food. She is fantastic with ideas, not quite as good with follow through. So I’m stressing a bit over that.
Do I need a spanking to relieve some of this stress and worry?
I have no desire for a spanking at all. Gone, completely gone, no desire what so ever. Spanko? What’s that? Why would anyone want to be spanked? It hurts!
Am I being serious? Yes, completely. That’s exactly how I feel. But don’t worry. I am still most definitely a spanko – I could no more change that than I could change my species! But the desire has fled completely at the moment. I’m blaming a large part of it on being in ‘mommie mode’ with Mollie here.
Why am I telling you all this? I just want newbies, well everyone, to know that sometimes that desire just goes away. Maybe Badass, Wimpy and PK all decided to go away for Christmas, they will be back, they always come back.
Now Nick did insist on a birthday spanking – but he gave a really strange reason. I’ll be back soon to tell you how he explained it to me! LOL, he’s a good fellow.