I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Tuesday, March 21, 2017

Good-bye to my friend

I know not many here now will be as affected by this post as I am, but blogland lost a dear friend this past weekend. For those of you who might remember, Paul passed away in his sleep Sunday night. He was a sweet man and I will always remember him with love.

Paul was here when I began blogging eleven years ago. He commented on every single post I ever wrote, here and at Cassie's Space, until problems drove him away from blogging and then we kept up with one another by email. As his health faded, I kept up with him through his niece. He was Cassie’s ‘big brother’ and I think he loved her as much as I do.

His passing make me go back in my mind to some hard times out here. Most of you weren’t here and have no memory of Paul. He and I weathered those very hard times together. I stayed and kept blogging, sadly he quietly went away. His on-line family meant so much to him and he missed that family when he left.

Paul wasn't perfect – who is? Regardless of truth or fiction or lies or good stories I simply hope that Paul is with his beloved Mel, because I love a happy ending.


  1. I'm so sorry to read this Pk and for the loss of your friend. I remember reading Paul's comments on your posts.


  2. Sorry for the loss of your dear friend PK. My thoughts are with you and everyone else who knew Paul.

    Hugs Lindy xx

  3. I am so sorry for your loss PK, Thinking of you
    love Jan, xx

  4. So sad..... I always felt like Paul was our patriarch, always cheering us on in our crazy lives.

  5. I don't think I ever read any of Paul's comments, but I admire a person who sticks with a friend through thick and thin. I am glad there are such pleasant memories of him now that he is gone.

    A Big Hug From Ella

  6. How very sad. Paul and his fantasy wife Mel were much loved by many of us.


  7. Big hugs to you, PK! You have shared about him to me, and I know how special your friendship was. Very sad! You, and all who knew him and loved him are in my thoughts! Lots of love sent your way,

    <3 Katie

  8. My heart goes out to you. I remember Paul. He came by and visited a few times when I first began blogging and he actually wrote a review for one of my first books.
    RIP Paul

  9. I can't say that I ever 'knew' Paul. He commented on my blog in 2009 and 2010, before he no longer came by. Being online is always difficult when it's only likes or comments that form a connection. I'm glad you were able to remain in touch with him and that your friendship was strong.

  10. PK,
    Thanks for sharing about Paul. I did not know him or remember him, but he touched your heart. I am sorry for your loss. Losing a friend is always hard.

  11. PK,

    Sorry for your loss. I remember Paul and how lovely and generous he was with his comments to everyone. A sad day.


  12. I do remember Paul fondly and hope he is now resting in peace with the happy ending you spoke of. I am sorry for the loss of your friend. Sending you big hugs

  13. I am sure Paul is smiling down on you. I am sorry to hear that he is gone, hugs to all who knew him. hugs abby

  14. I remember Paul only from reading his comments on yours and Eva's back stories. He was a staunch friend and I'm sorry for your loss.
    Rosie xx

  15. I am sorry you have lost a dear friend. Thinking of you both.

  16. I remember reading some of Paul's comments. So sorry for your loss, PK. Sending prayers and healing energy.

    Hugs and blessings...Cat

  17. Anonymous8:59 PM

    I remember how Paul consistently would comment on your posts as well as Cassie's. My condolences. Amyee

  18. Sorry to hear of his passing and my comiserations for your loss.

  19. PK,
    So sorry to hear. My condolences for you and Paul's family. Hugs!

  20. I'm sorry for your loss, PK. I enjoyed Paul's comments on your posts. I'm glad you were able to stay in touch with him.