I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Thursday, February 12, 2015

I SHOULD get a spanking today...

But I bet I won’t.

I’ll be home late from school today. Why? I have after school detention. I mean in our world, could you come up with a better excuse for a spanking than that? It matters little that I’m the teacher in charge, it still sounds bad. Nick has teased me about it, but I imagine turning it into a fun reason to spank will never occur to him.

I am still getting a tiny bit of spanking most Friday nights. We’ve only missed one, but… they seem haphazard with little to no thought put in them. Last week he caught me off guard as I was changing – four or five swats and that was about it. No time to anticipate, no time to reflect, barely a hug afterwards, no – what am I trying to say – no realism to it at all. I remember thinking to myself as he tucked the paddle back in the closet after those few swats, “Hell, I could have done that myself.”

I’m just fussing a little. We’re doing great. We had a really nice first weekend. It’s been cold and I’ve been happy to retreat into my head and curl up there. That’s definitely my comfort zone.

I’m hoping to have a brand-new Fantasy Friday for you tomorrow. Come by and check it out.

18 comments:

  1. Let's hope you get a better spanking this Friday night. Maybe I'll give my good girl a couple of extra swats for you.

    FD

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    1. I think you should - I won't get any today.

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  2. Hi PK, LoL, that does sound like a good reason for a spanking. Hope Nick picks up on it. Glad you had a wonderful first weekend and hope your Friday this week is more 'robust' :) It's great Nick is continuing with this ... even if it isn't quite what you need. At least he is thinking about it, and remembering I guess.

    Hugs
    Roz

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    1. I really do have to give him credit for that. But I feel needy, and when I feel needy it makes me mad at myself, but it oozes on to him.

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  3. Oh PK, I just read this, I hope he does spank you today especially after what else you put in this post ;)
    love Jan,xx

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    1. Would be nice, but it won't happen.

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  4. Hi PK, :) Detention, huh? Sheesh!! Lol!

    I hope that Nick takes care of business for you there. It sounds like things are going along pretty well. Do you give him respectful and loving feedback. Like the time that he stopped too soon? Do you talk about it all? Does he know how you feel? There are ways to talk about it and encourage without making him feel as though he is failing you. Just some food for thought because he is doing it- though sounds like some fine tuning is needed. :)

    You can fuss to us any time!! That's what friends are for. Many hugs,

    <3 Katie

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    1. Good questions. We've been doing this for years and year. I've explained it every way I know how to explain it. Do I go into it every time - no, I just can't. I'm glad you don't mind the fussing.

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  5. PK,
    I love following Katie here in the comment box. Sounds like more communication is needed there. Ditto all she said. We are rooting for you.
    Meredith

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    1. I know everything she said and you're saying is right - but I'm just tired.

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  6. PK,

    Maybe he'll surprise you later. I hope so.

    If that had been P, you know me, I would have said is that all I get:)

    Love,
    Ronnie
    xx

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    1. But I was caught off guard - I'd had no time to get my mind anywhere near the right place, so it hurt and I was a little hurt and I just kept my mouth shut.

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  7. And you were on such a roll. Great comment about doing it yourself. That should have got you a real spanking, sass usually works. Hope you have some good time together

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    1. I suck at sass - I get hurt or pissed and I just go silent. Not that he notices.

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  8. I think you deserve a spanking. But then again, I always think that!
    Have a good weekend! Lets hope there is a good spanking in there too!
    HUGS!

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    1. I appreciate it Grace - if only Nick ever thought I deserves a spanking instead of merely humoring me.

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  9. detention, oh my goodness - definitely a good reason for a spanking...not that we need a reason necessarily, but it is always nice to feel something "real". I understand the feeling of being "tired" to keep communicating the same story and "needy". Please never feel like you can't "fuss"...that is what friends are for...even if all is well, sometimes we just need to share and vent..and that is okay. I have no advice...just hugs and understanding

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  10. Oh PK, maybe you should lay out a string of implements, get into position and text him to meet you in the bedroom. Since it's now Friday, I hope tonight is a better stress relief than the last few.

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