I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Saturday, October 01, 2016

If screaming could help

I have totally and completely screwed up my computer. I can sometimes get to another site and read their post, but I can't comment at all.  This is causing me way more stress than it should. I just feel like screaming! Stress relief I desperately need but I won't be getting it. Yes I know I could ask for it - but I won't. Don't suggest it. I'm not in the mood to listen to good advice.  I should be able to get the computer fix Friday and perhaps I'll feel human again.

Send calming thoughts my way please. I have two meetings after school Monday and then I have meeting I have to go to two more nights this week. Right now I'm worried I'll bite someone at the meetings. I'm not much of a drinker but this week could change that. At the moment my email is still working, but I don't know for how long.

Ami I was able to see your book will be out soon and I'm very excited for you. Can't wait to read it.


  1. PK,
    Breathe deeply. You are loved too much to let this drive you over the edge! Right?

  2. Just breathe, PK...this too shall pass. Sending lots of positive energy and calming thoughts your way. Oh and ask for the bloody stress relief! ;)

    Hugs and blessings...Cat

  3. Sending positive and calming thoughts PK, breathe. Hope you are able to get the computer sorted quickly. Good luck with the meetings this week.


  4. Are you sure it's not blogger. The other day I noticed that my blog roll disappeared. Gone - it was there the last time I clicked on and then it was gone. I had to reconstruct it several times before it took. I know it's still not right but I'm afraid to fool with it for fear I'll lose the whole thing again.

  5. Time has a way of working things out, I hope today is even a little better for you. Good Luck.

  6. Sending positive energy your way PK. Hope all your problems are sorted before your meeting and you don't have to bite anyone. LOL!
    Hugs Lindy

  7. Sending hugs your way and voodoo at your computer,telling it to straighten up and process right or else!