I had my weigh in Friday morning – did everything I could the week before in the hopes of losing that pound. I ate right; I either went to the gym or played on the wii every day. I was very careful about snacks at school and didn’t have any soft drinks except for diet. Shoot I even gave blood the evening before the weigh in. Did I make it?? You better believe it. I was down 1.4 pounds! Alright, fine start, but let’s see how it goes. I’m not trying to lose a ton this month but Nick says I should be working to maintain this weight through the end of January. That sure would be nice. Nick still seems involved, he send me an email mid –week offering to ‘tawse’ me a line if I needed it. LOL, nothing like a funny spanker.
But now I need to know what in the world is wrong with me. Nick and I had some alone time last week and we put it to very good use. But as he tried a little spanking as a warm up, it just hurt like hell, and he was taking it very easy. What is going on with me? Nick teased me some, calling me a wimp. He’s right but why? It’s not like I have my cycle anymore so it’s not that. There is no reason for the woman who has been a lifelong spanko, who has bought every spanking toy she could get her hands on, who has practically begged her husband to spank longer and harder to suddenly not want to be spanked AT ALL! I guess this is going to be one more thing for me to think about. It’s not like its causing a problem or anything but I don’t like it at all. It still keeps me from feeling like me. Of course it does make me work harder on the ‘healthy living’ stuff because Nick says that spanking is still on the table whether I like it or not. Now what I need to know is whether that’s the good news or the bad news.