I have been a wife and mother for over twenty years. Now I am becoming my husband's lover, too.
We owe it all to my fellow bloggers who gave me the courage to come out to my husband as a spanko.
I do feel like this is a New Beginning for us.

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Thursday, February 24, 2022

TBT - My best spanking rant

This was first posted sixteen years ago. I think it's one of the best posts I've ever written. It's no longer completely true for me - I really don't care who know my 'secret.' Being retired and older give me a 'screw you if you don't like it' feeling. But I'm aware it's still true for so many of us.


An email from a friend got me all stirred up about this topic so pardon me while I rant but I am just so mad. I want to know where the rest of the world gets off thinking that what we enjoy and the lifestyle we chose makes us some type of sicko that should not be accepted in polite society.

Many people enjoy massages; often they pay big bucks to have a stranger give them a massage. They talk about how good it felt and how relax they felt afterwards. If their friends, family and colleagues have any thoughts on the matter most would think, “Yeah, a massage would be great.” 



I hate massages! Often people I barely know come up behind me and start rubbing my shoulders. It hurts likes hell! I want to scream at them. If I say anything about not wanting them digging their digits into the muscles near my neck I get a strange look and something like, “You don’t like that? There must be something wrong with you. You are way too tense.”

I see people at the gym lifting weights so heavy they look as though they are going to tear a muscle. Runners and cyclist are taught to run or ride through the pain for the benefits on the other side. Huge men are paid bazillion dollars to slam into one another to get a ball moved down a field. All of these people are engaging in activities, by their own choice, that both hurt like hell and are activities that some others would never ever want to do. Yet they are considered normal. People will let them talk about what they enjoy doing and it’s even acceptable to encourage other to at least give it a try.

I enjoy being spanked. I love the sting, I love the afterglow, I love the achy soreness the next day, I love the feeling of release, I love the emotional closeness I feel with my husband, I love everything about it. Spanking is good for my physical, mental and emotional well being. I am not even encouraging others to try it. I am just saying it is a wonderful thing in my life.



So how come I would be the one to possible lose my job if my superiors were to discover that I blog about it. At best I could expect to be ridiculed, thought of as unnatural or perhaps perverted. It’s not fair. I am just as normal as those who like massages, lift weight, run or play football. But no, our desire is strictly taboo. I want to stand up and yell “I’m mad and I’m not going to take it anymore” instead I have to sit here and type “I’m mad and there is not a damn, friggin thing I can do about it!”

And if you don’t mind if I rant on, another topic we are discussing on our blog is about our sex life. This would also make our friends and family gasp in horror and heap embarrassment on us. Why? If I was reading blogs to improve my cardiovascular system that would be fine, if my boss or family found out they would be proud of me. I could ask all the question I wanted to and gathering all the information I could. But if I want to learn about my sexuality, if I want to learn more about this part of my body and how it works and ways to improve or enhanced the quality of an orgasm – oh my, heaven forbid! And speaking of heaven, God created our bodies and included in the female special added features strictly for pleasure having nothing to do with reproduction. So evidently He intended for us to enjoy this part of our lives. There is nothing wrong with researching how our bodies are supposed to work.

We are talking about sex and spankings on our blogs. I am not standing on the street corner yelling these things at folks that do not want to hear it. If you do not want to hear my opinions on these topics you wouldn’t have read this far. I know that none of us are embarrassed in the least by what we read or write yet we are all afraid of others finding out, because others won’t understand. I want my blog to remain a secret. Not only would I have to live with the embarrassment if it were discovered but my family would also. But if anyone I know does find my blog and tries to make me feel guilty or threats to tell others I am going to print off this post, shove it in their face and tell them to kiss my ass!

My friends, I thank you for allowing me a place for my rant. I knew I would be safe here.

12 comments:

  1. *loud applause* here here PK, very well said. I totally agree, it's not fair we don't feel like we can talk about our desires openly. That's what makes blogland so special, our place to share :)

    Hugs
    Roz

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    1. You're right, it makes our created playground that much more special.

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  2. Agree totally, but... I admit that the approbation of others makes it a bit more exciting. If spanking were totally normalized, like a massage, it would lose some of its kinky appeal for me. But I do agree with you!

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    1. I hadn't thought of that. It being 'taboo' might add a little to the spice. But when it's described or discussed by people other than 'us' they make us sound sick, rather than kinky.

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  3. Anonymous8:06 AM

    When you watch a commercial on TV and it shows a woman shaving her private area, there is nothing that can be talked about. This male, desire to be spanked by a woman, magazines, videos, all out there, now glad that at my age in my late 20's the internet provides this at home. I'm thankful it does, saved me money and only down fall, an older lady I'm seeing caught me, I was naked, in my apartment, stroking away. Needless to say the real spanking I got, sitting was out of the question, this did not stop seeing one another, but she been wanting to spank me for my childish behaviors and so her bath brush and I have been getting to know one another. Those over her lap talks speak volumes. Jack

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    1. OTK talks are always intense and informative. I too am glad for bogland giving us a home.

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    2. Anonymous9:42 AM

      The older lady I'm seeing, when caught masturbating, did not faze her at all, i had to finish, clean myself up and then she said lets see how you like the real thing. Never felt so little, once over her lap, the bath brush doing the talking. I slipped and said Mommy no more, she said she liked that, Mommy spanks naughty little boys so best call me Mommy, you have been a very naughty little boy. A couple of days later thinking about the spanking, it hurt, but I enjoyed being corrected by her or by any woman. Jack

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  4. I love a good rant, love that you've let it out! Keep ranting!

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    1. I probably should rant more these days. This rant came very soon after I came out - only to realize that I had to remain closeted to most of the world.

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  5. This was one of my favorites and I actually quote you at times! You truly hit the nail on the head with some of the people who are judgy!

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  6. Thanks Mimielle!

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  7. LOVE THIS LOVE THIS LOVE THIS!

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